SPD (Daster Seller Sale)

191. Breaks

Toyib frowned looking at Diky's face, which looked cloudy after calling Wulan. The man seemed to take a long breath.

"What's wrong with you, brother? You got a problem with Wulan?"asked Toyib who was checking his billbook.

"I begged him all night to get us married sooner than originally planned. But he won't. He reasoned to want to focus first on his lecture, "sahut Diky while choosing the clothes he would wear.

"Certainly? You're mad at him?"toyib asked as he put his billbook into the bag.

"I'm just disappointed. Especially when I ask him if he loves me or not. He did not answer, just kept quiet. I feel like I'm the only one who wants this relationship. He had no initiative at all to talk to me. Not taking the initiative to contact me. As long as we're in a relationship, it's always me who talks to her first, and it's always me who contacts her first. He just got in touch with me. But instead just wanted to affirm the answer last night. He apologized for not being able to fulfill my desire to get married sooner. He remained firm on his stance. Want to focus first on college and get married after getting a college degree," said Diky while wearing his shirt. From his voice, Diky sounded very disappointed with Wulan's decision.

"So, all this time you don't know, Wulan loves you or not?"toyib asked, breathing rough.

There was pity in Toyib's heart for his best friend. It had been so serious to Wulan and did not count on giving anything to Wulan, but Wulan did not show any liking let alone expressing love to Diky.

"No. He's always passive. Not much talking. And always look shy. I understand about that. But. I felt like giving up when she subtly refused to marry me. In fact, I wanted to marry her, because I was afraid that I would get to the Caliphate,"

"If you feel that you are struggling alone in a relationship, you better let go,"

""What do you mean, Yib? Our relationship is not dating anymore. But fiancee. Besides, I love him so much, Yib,"

"Hutff is right people say. Love is blind and deaf, "so Toyib took a rough breath, then looked at Diky with a serious look, "Listen to me Dik, it's okay to fight for someone who loves you. However, it is not good to fight for people to love you. Even if you love her, you also do not lower your self-esteem!"

"Then what should I do, Yib?"

"Try breaking first with him!"

"Break?"

"hum. Even if you are engaged, if the situation is like this, better break it first. So that you can think more calmly to decide how your relationship continues in the future,"

"I'll think of your advice" said Diky, who was done wearing clothes and combing her hair while talking to Toyib.

"Yes, already! Let's have breakfast!"bring Toyib.

The two men came out of the room and gathered with Dimas and Ayana who were waiting for the two of them.

"Babang why? How, his face was scuffed like a shirt in a dirty laundry basket?'ayana asked without sin, while scooping the rice.

"Your staff, Ay, is putting on your own crossbar like that," said Diky with a disheveled face.

"The truth is bitter, sir. So, don't want to, swallow it! Think of it as a cure, "sahut Toyib.

"If very, really?"chirps Dimas welcome a plate of rice given by Ayana.

"No worries,"tipal Toyib,"Don't be more, deh!"

"Kok you're like a chameleon, huh, Yib? It was in the room so the wise man gave advice and solutions. Now it's even becoming ugly," complained Diky.

"Yee. ilee's.. The other was very upset, "ledek Toyib while receiving a plate containing rice from Ayana.

"Udah gapang! His brother is like that. Don't take heart. Why bother, anyway? Fighting with Wulan again?"ayana asked while thrusting a plate filled with rice on Diky.

"He's getting married, Ay. But there was no enemy, "that Toyib chuckled without sin.

"Yes. yes. sensi amet. I'm kayaking again coming in a month, "so Toyib made Diky even more upset.

"Babang ngajakin Wulan wedlock? Wulan doesn't want to?"ask Ayana.

"hum. He does not want to get married. Even when the babang asked him what love is not the same babang, he just kept quiet,"sahut Diky with a sad face.

"During this time, right, babang has shown love babang with Wulan. Babang has also struggled to make Wulan's heart. If Wulan has not been able to appreciate the struggle babang, mendingan break only first. Let your mind calm down first and be able to think, want how your relationship in the future,"sahut Ayana gave advice.

"I agree with Ayana. Try to break how many months. Later will be found out, Wulan likes what you do not like,"sahut Dimas.

"After you break up, you communicate again about your relationship. If you still want to get married soon but Wulan does not, mending you just let go of the Wulan. It's better to forget him before your love is the same he's not too deep yet" said Toyib, who looks serious this time.

"Toyib, Dik. Why do you maintain a relationship if in it you feel tormented. If not a mate, want to be forced anyway still will not be able to,"timpal Dimas.

"Okey, if you think it's the best. I'll try," said Diky who finally agreed with the advice of three people he already considered brother.

"Although Wulan is my best friend, but I am not as thoughtful as Wulan. I prefer to marry young. The courtship is halal,"tuk Ayana.

"Ciee.. ciee, who already knows the taste of heaven,"ledek Toyib,"Auwh! Sick, Ay! Still on this foot Abang, "pekik Toyib when Ayana stepped on his foot.

"Abang, anyway! Like sneezing, "sahut Ayana pouted.

"Cups"

Dimas who saw Ayana pouting even became anxious and reflex even kissed Ayana's cheek. While Ayana seemed surprised by Dimas' spontaneous action.

"Haiss.I'm upset, you're even friendly" said Diky.

"That fate, mah," Toyib chuckled.

"Here you go, let's eat!"ayana. Eventually they started breakfast.

"Oh, yes, Ay. The day after tomorrow, you're starting college, huh?"ask Dimas.

"Yes, brother. Brother's gonna take me to college, isn't he?"ask Ayana.

"I don't know. I haven't been able to completely stop working at papa's company. There are still some things I have to finish at papa's company, "sahut Dimas.

...🌟"Going does not mean stop loving but disappointed and tired of having to fight alone."🌟...

..."Nana October 17th"...

Notebook :

•breaks in relationships refer more to the meaning of 'resting'. It means taking a moment or some time to rest yourself and your partner from the relationship.

•the difference between break and break lies in the certainty of the status of your relationship and your partner. When breaking, it means that you and your partner have not officially broken up. Disconnecting means you and your partner agree to walk each other and are not bound by any commitment anymore.

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To be continued