Sorry, I'm ENTitled to Be Happy

I Please Forgive Me

It had been a few days since their meeting at the cafe a few days ago, they had not communicated with each other. Not as usual. They were silent, there was no initiation of themselves to start the conversation. It lasts up to 1 week. Until finally, Wulan first sent a message to her lover.

"Why is there no news?" ask her to the point

"It's okay, I just need time to think" Great replied

"To think what do you mean?" ask Wulan

"Thinking for the continuation of our relationship" replied Agung

"Do you intend to leave me?" ask Wulan

"I don't know, I feel ashamed of your family" wrote Agung

Then Wulan called her lover, discussing this matter through a message felt long. And her boyfriend picked up the phone from her. After connecting...

"Don't that already pass? You said you loved me, you loved me, but why do you intend to leave me?" heed

"I am ashamed of your family, please understand my position" said Agung

"Then, what do you want?" ask Wulan

There was a sad voice there...

"But the material can be searched, as long as you are diligent in trying" said Wulan

"I know, but it's impossible for your parents to let their children continue dating without clarity" Agung said

"You want to get away from me, you'll forget your love" Wulan said sobbing.

"Don't cry please, I don't deserve you to cry" said Agung

"You made me like this" Wulan said

"I beg you to forgive me" said the Great

Their conversation was interrupted after Wulan chose to turn off her phone. He did not expect, his lover would give up on the situation. His heart ached, his tears could not stand. Falling on his cheek. He felt it was unfair to him. For the first time he had a deep heartbreak. He felt a wound in his heart. When he feels comfortable with someone, why is it like this at last. In the corner of his bed, he could only cry. Wept over the story that finished quickly. He regretted his question yesterday, had he not asked like that, maybe now he is still fine with his lover.

Not with the thought of the man who loved her. He could not imagine knowing it later, especially if he and Wulan were legally married. Honestly, he didn't want to leave, but he was embarrassed. Plus, he has not got a job after he resigned from his workplace first. He felt unworthy of Wulan. He made a difficult decision in his life. He already loves Wulan, he has fallen deeply in love with Wulan. But he had no other choice, it was all for his own good. He did not want Wulan to feel sorry if she lived with him.

He was also sad, as sad as Wulan. Almost 11 months they love each other, love each other, but now the story of the two of them has ended. Before they celebrated their 1st anniversary, they had separated. Very dear in fact, but want how else, Agung himself who chose to retreat. And inevitably, like it or not, Wulan must accept and respect his decision. He won't force Agung to stay by his side. He tried to accept it with a spacious chest even though it took a short time.