Sleeping Rooster

18. Letterbox

Lina went into Ardan's room. There he saw Ardan staring blankly at the medium-sized wall clock that was stuck in front of Ardan.

Lina came in and sat down in a small chair next to Ardan.

"How long will I last?" ardan asked not to look at the wall clock in front of him.

Lina seemed silent not to want to answer Ardan's question because she also did not know what to answer.

"Why are you back again?" ask Ardan.

Ardan's black bead turned towards the girl who was still silent not answering one question from Ardan.

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Linda came up with a hagp face because only this time she was hurt by a man. Linda got out of the taxi and by that time her father was already in front of the terrace sipping coffee made by his wife.

Seeing his son mess with clothes last night that had not been changed made his father surprised half to death.

His father approached the boy and asked him what had happened to him.

"What's up, son. How messy is gini?" ask papa.

The question was not answered by his son who suddenly went to go into the house with footsteps like lazy to walk.

"Sir, the tax haven't been paid" the driver told his papa.

His father immediately reached into his pocket to take out a few pieces of money.

"Here, thank you" while giving the money to the driver.

"Same sir." The driver drove his car back from Linda's mansion.

After paying his son's fare, his father went to ask his son what really happened.

Inside the house his wife was still looking upstairs and earlier he was also trying to ask what happened to his son but still not touched by Linda.

In the room, Linda covered herself with bolsters until she cried again. Tear drops flowing profusely from his eye fertilizers made the bolsters that he held wet about it.

Linda tried to pick up her phone at a small table next to her bed. Linda opened a chat chat chat she used to be with Ardan. Remove and block it.

For now, I need Ardan time to forget about you.

The knocking of the door from the outside made Linda's black bead quickly turn towards the door. He was too lazy to open it.

"Linda, open the door. It's Dion" said Dion from outside Linda's room.

"Go. The cave needs to be alone first. The cave does not want to be disturbed." shouted Linda with a hoarse voice due to crying.

Outside Dion could not calm Linda who was crying as much as she could in her room. Dion rushed down the stairs and said goodbye to Linda's parents. Dion walked quickly to his motor. Drove back. He rode his motorbike quickly through traffic jams and crowded the city.

10 Minutes later he arrived at the hospital. He then ran towards the room where Ardan was being treated. There Dion saw Ardan being fed by the woman next to him. Dion opened the door violently and quickly walked up to the two of them.

"Basic crocodile man. The cave told me not to go near Linda. UNDERSTAND!!!" dion's snapping made the entire room blaring with his loud voice.

"What's going on?" ask Ardan.

"If you can't take care of Linda. Don't hurt his heart. If you're not lying here, the cave has beaten you to a pulp." Dion recalled.

"You mean what the hell?. The cave doesn't understand"

"Get out of the cave to talk to Linda." Ardan wants to get out of bed but is confronted by Lina.

"You're still sick Ardan" said Lina holding Ardan's arm.

"It's you saying there's nothing. THE TWO OF YOU ARE INDEED ASSHOLES." Dion's snapped pushing Ardan's body towards the bed back.

Dion left them both. At the end of the door he had a word of farewell to Ardan.

"Better you thinkin your practice. Dah has not yet entered heaven." ridiculed Dion as he tilted his mouth (smirk).

Dion left them. At the end of the corridor he had crossed with Mr. Herman and Bu Farda but was not in the room by Dion.

Mr. Herman went in with his wife. They caught Ardan's body strapping using the jacket he always wore at school. Ardan took off the forced infusion of the infusion that was attached to his hand.

"Where are you going, son?" ask Bu Farda.

"There's something Ardan has to finish" Ardan said, taking the keys on the hospital nightstand.

Mr. Herman stopped Ardan from leaving.

"Reverse" said Mr. Herman to take the key of the motor that Ardan was holding.

"But sir. Ardan has a little business."

"Mr what was that talking about. Backtrack. Sleep in your bed now." insisted Mr. Herman.

Mr. Herman didn't hear Ardan's next explanation. He pushed Ardan's body back into his bed.

"IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF LU!!" snapped Ardan to Lina who had been silent next to Ardan's bed.

"What do you mean Ardan? I don't understand." - Lina.

"Lu has become the wife of people still just find the cave. Linda's so prejudiced about us."

"Can't you visit? This also includes my love for you."

"People love caves only for Linda. Got it. You're too into the geeer." insisted Ardan.

"Already have. Ardan rest now!" pinta Mr. Herman.

Ardan forcibly removed the jacket he was wearing and threw it towards the small sofa before him. Ardan rushed back to sleep but turned his back to them all in disgust.

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At night, Ardan is alone in his room now. He looked towards the window. The moon was shining brightly until the light penetrated the window of Ardan's room.

Sitting sweet unceasingly watching the full moon that night. Ardan found a notebook on his nightstand. He wrote a letter to Linda. If he can't see her anymore.

Dear Linda's. My first woman.

Linda, you are the first woman I love so much. Your personality is very similar to my mother who does not like to be restrained. I would love to live with you. I'd love to reply "Yes" when you express your love. I really liked you when you first looked at me in the UKS. I know you were looking at me at the time. But I'm ashamed to look back at you, because you're so beautiful. It made my face red and I had to duck to hide it. Linda, what should I do when God won't allow me to repay your love?. Do I have to say that God is so bad to me or that God loves me so much that I have to meet him sooner. I always pray to be given more time to spend with you. But God wants something else. Suppose that at that time I said it directly. Maybe you won't cry today. I'm sorry Linda, I don't want to hurt you with my illness. God knows enough. I'm sorry Linda I'm so selfish of you because I don't want my beautiful angel to cry out for me. I don't need your mercy all I need is your love and your love for me. I'm afraid you'll worry about me.

I'm sorry Linda. Actually I just love you nothing else. Please believe me. I write this letter if we can't see each other again in this world. I'm waiting for you Linda to be in heaven with mom. I'll introduce you to my mother. Don't cry, it's beautiful. I'm not leaving you. I've always been by your side. I'm sorry I went without you.

Ardans.