
The first time I opened my eyes was the handsome face of a man–laki. Then there was a couple, they were looking at me with happy looks. They haven't said anything, only they look so happy to see me awake. A lot of questions swirled in my brain about who they were and how I could be with them. Is it possible that I was thrown into a parallel world? Or do I wake up in the future? I could have been in a coma for a thousand years, as happened to the girl in the fairy tale princess sleep.
But it wasn't that long, I just wasn't conscious for a year. After I recovered enough, they began to interact with me. The two married couples were Mr and Ms. Choi, while the handsome man I first saw upon awakening was their son. That man's name is Choi San, he's my brother and the doctor who's been taking care of me all this time.
“Saena–ya, do you really– really not remember on eomma?” Madam Choi looked at me with great concern. I could only shake my head, not not remember, but I did not know them at all. The question arises in my mind, where are my mom and dad? where's my fiancee Angga? Where am I actually at this moment?
A male–laki went into the room, he was very tall and also handsome. Lady Choi smiled at him, her smile filled with meaning.
“Do you remember him?” Madam Choi asked me as her hand pulled the arm of that handsome male–. I shook my head, just like before.
“Saena hasn't spoken since waking up, is there a problem with her vocal cords?” Lady Choi looked very worried. There's really no problem with my vocal cords, I can talk normally. Of course I did it when I was alone, every night counted for three days since I realized, I always talked to myself.
Maybe this is a good time to start communicating with them.
“Actually no problem with my vocal cords.” Lady Choi and the handsome man– looked surprised.
“Saena–ya, you made eomma afraid.” Lady Choi hugged me.
“I'm sorry, it's just that there's something that makes me confused to say.”
“What is it? Tell me about eomma. And why is the eomma girl's style of speech so formal?” Lady Choi looked at me in surprise.
“Are you sure if I am your child? are you sure I'm Choi Saena?”
“Of course you're my son, why is your question like that?” The shock was clearly imprinted on Ms. Choi's face.
“I'm sorry, but I don't know you at all.” I don't know Ms. Choi.
“Seonghwa, do you remember him. She's your lover, you've been in a relationship for four years.” Lady Choi placed the handsome male– earlier for her to sit near me. I watched his face carefully, clearly he was not Angga. I shook my head, Madame Choi looked limp.
“It looks like Saena has amnesia.” How could that handsome man–that man carelessly convict me of amnesia. I'm not amnesiac, I still clearly remember the names of my father and mother. My cousin's second brother's name, my fiancee's name and my cause of coma.
“Ah forget it, forgive eomma too force you to remember. Take it easy, eomma will help you remember everything.”
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Sometimes I am confused by my own memory, but sometimes I also doubt the reality that I am living in right now. Choi Saena is a very lucky girl, everyone loves her. Choi Saena's family is very rich, maybe it can be called rich seven descendants. A magnificent house is like a comic, a nice and expensive dress from a famous brand, a delicious food dish. The life I'm living right now is very different from me as Dea.
Could I still be in a coma and in a dream? What's like that? Or is it true that I am Choi Saena? Then all this time Dea Asena was me who lived in dreamland during the coma. Why am I confused by my own memory? It's funny, but the truth is I'm really– to be here now.
Choi Saena is a cheerful and passionate girl, she is the favorite daughter of Lady Choi. Saena is very fond of Seonghwa, Lady Choi often listens to Saena pour out her heart about Seonghwa. For sure Choi Saena's life is perfect, very much different when compared to Dea's life.
My daily activities are just that–it's all, not much different from Dea's life. But there is something different, very different. If as Dea I always have breakfast and do everything myself, as Saena I am always accompanied by many people. The morning after waking up and taking a bath, I will have breakfast with Choi's extended family consisting of Lady Choi, lord Choi, San oppa and one more person. Kang Yeosang, he's a good friend of San oppa and also Seonghwa. He was also a reliable doctor who had been accompanying San Oppa to treat me while in a coma.
After breakfast Lady Choi would accompany me in the park, we sat down and she told me about Saena.
On that day Saena was very happy to hear the news that Seonghwa was coming home. Saena escorted her private driver to the airport, but ironically. They had a traffic accident on their way to the airport. That's Saena's version of the story, she had bleeding and serious injuries to the head.
There was a time when I was just with San and Yeosang, San was a shitty big brother to me. He always nagged this and that, in contrast to Yeosang who had a sweet attitude. To me Yeosang is a very ideal brother. San is also childish, can–can he say like this, “How can Seonghwa hyung like you, but at least if you are married then Seonghwa will call me hyung.”
But there's one thing I like about San, he can always make me laugh, even though he said ‘no’ but he did.
Seonghwa is Saena's future fiancee, she has a tall body. His skin is white, I find it very difficult to describe him. Because I think he's very handsome. How'this? What if I get engaged to Seonghwa? What about Saena? I feel a little guilty for ruining Saena's life. If right now I really– being in a parallel world and living life as Choi Saena, then where is the real Choi Saena?
I don't want to be evil and snatch Seonghwa from Saena, then live life with regret. Besides, I still want to know the identity of the person who harmed me that night.
Ah yes, there is one thing missing from my ring finger, my engagement ring with Angga. Did the ring come off when I fell?
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