Singularities

Singularities
#2



At 06:00 I felt my pillow was wet due to the amount of saliva that had become the railroad tracks on my cheeks. Last night I slept well, not to mention I was 7 handsome princes in my dream.


Finally I decided to wake up from a deep sleep and wake up last night, the sound of alarm noise and the sound of a welcome cry earlier this morning accompanied by bright sunlight outside the window.


“LIA WAKE UP, YOU CAN BE LATE FOR SCHOOL !”


“Iya Ma'am, bentar”


“You're late I don't want to know, because I've woken you”


“Iya yes Mrs Arif” said me while nekanin said Mrs Arif to nyokap who was chatty for mercy, fortunately I love nyokap.


I was finally ready to go to school. With the shortest time I took it all, because who knows that this girl who is considered her smart friends never learn for a second while at home.


“Dad, your daughter's mother left for school first ya”


“Iya beware”


"yes, what are you going to do?" ask my Dad


" just take the bus"


Today I will go to school on a bus, because my favorite motorcycle is damaged and must be taken to the workshop. Luckily, the bus was coming, so I wasn't going to be late for school.


Like the usual days after arriving at school I sat waiting for Ana the beautiful princess from the ghost cave in the perpus while wearing earphones in the ears and listening to my favorite songs from BTS, BTS, one of the songs I like to hear is the answer love myself from BTS.


I face the mirror


What a scary appearance


Perhaps, rather than loving someone else it is harder to love yourself


Let's be honest and admit what we have to admit


So, let's forgive yourself now


Our lives are too long to let go or give up”~


The song is really ngefeel, especially if it is listened to fit again sad, so I want to cry. I really like to hear a song that means deep, like that the lyrics can make us love ourselves so perfunctory. I think I can put a character in that song.


Why BTS song? That's because I'm the fangirlnya BTS (can be called ARMY), since I like BTS my life turned into more colorful 💜 (kayak rainbow deh:') Colored) BTW I usually Kim Taehyung who looks like an alien. But not only Taehyung doang I like, I also like Jimin because he is cute. Somewhat strange, I like BTS when all this time there has been no friend of mine who is also fangirl. Actually I like BTS not long ago also only about 5 years.


ever since I love BTS the stuff in my room is full of the same BTS furniture from albums on wall shelves, BT21 dolls in glass display cases, also BTS lightsticks. Actually my mother was angry because I was wasteful, buy all the goods from BTS, but I always persuaded him in a mijitin way, continue to clean diligently, clean up, and clean up, until finally my mother let me buy things that might be beneficial but meaningful to me.


For some reason after the BTS song my heart became calmer.


In a calm atmosphere suddenly...