Singing Lady Bird

Chapter 18

　Fulham wore a loose white cloth and had a rough look with washed hair patted on the back. When Iris got out of bed, she wrapped the scarf and stood up and waited for her words. The hair that bounced around my neck tickled, and I couldn't help but worry.

"Iris"

　He smiled and blinked slowly as he raised his face to a sighing call.

"You are the goddess of the rainbow in Gracian mythology."

　Her name was taken from the goddess. That's what he said.

　It is strange that this is a building that incorporates Graquia elements. There are many paintings depicting the goddess of the bedroom, but I'm sure no one reproduces it.

"Then you may be the Zephyrus."

　Fulham nodded. "Yes. Your husband's. My burungku (lover)."

　As Iris quickly tensed her face, she slowly approached and looked at him from above. The hand I thought I was going to touch didn't touch anything and traced the outline of his sigh. However, Iris sighed, feeling that she touched her skin. He looked at Fulham with painful eyebrows and pleas. However, Iris herself did not know what to say. Sadness appeared on Fulham's face.

"Don't look that way" he clenched his teeth. "... I can't take my eyes off."

"Who are you?" mumbling Iris.

"What you do and what you do are all commanded by Mr. Iranian Thun? Where's intention?"

　Fulham's voice sounded stiff. "What do you mean?"

"Your master is Mr Tun Iran? Did he not see me? You're very close to me ..."

"Stupid," he turned angry and was silent for a moment. "No, will it happen...? "

"I wish I could understand Twi," Iris bit her lip with regret. Unusable language and inaudible words increase the smell of secrets. It made him feel far away.

"Don't tell me. I'm greedy. I want to expose you all."

"Iris"

"Part of distance"

　Iris took half a step. I can't think of a reason why I didn't take a step. That's why Fulham are one step closer, and he's half a step closer. And, unfortunately, they fell onto the bed brilliantly.

　Fulham's thick chest pushes back the bouncing upper body. We're choking on each other. This is what I want and don't want. The swallowed breath burned my throat. I thought it would be a torture for Iris if she couldn't even breathe.

　So leave early.

　Iris could not see her eyes. He choked with a voice that was almost crying.

"Who's okay? No man roaming, no man obedient, no man indulging. If there's no man by your side, you're alone."

　Fulham's voice echoed to Iris so that her chest trembled. Iris simply covered her face, closed her eyes and shook her head underneath.

"I find it easy to choose one that hurts me like that, but if I repeat it, I will eventually feel nothing. Why don't you be swayed by your emotions, don't try to turn your suffering into joy. I'm. "

"I'm afraid of losing someone!"

　The emotional flames squeezing between the two exploded in a short period of time. When Fulham let go of Iris's hand, underneath was Iris' blue eye with a layer of tears in her open eye.

“I loved my mother so much that I lost myself. My second mother, the one who supported my world. What outcome? I was chased by my relatives and no one could believe me. Me alone. I hate despair again. So I'm afraid of losing love. I hate one person. Alone, I hate myself even more, disappointed, desperate I did it.”

　His breathing was short and his voice became crying.

“I came to Tui because I wanted to die, but I didn't die. Noi...” complained Iris while crying. "Noi said, 'Please give me a job.' On poor Iglen. I wonder what I do when such a child tries to live ..."

　We're fucked! Iris came back to me. While holding back my tears, I knew the shape of my heart.

　What is trapped inside the box is the real feeling. It is the courage to step into love. But the key is not here. I threw it into a sea of hearts that had never been broken.

"It hurts" Iris murmured. It's very painful. When I wondered why, the answer struck his palm. His own fears and fears compete to covet them, causing suffering and pain. For example, chicks that hatch from a stone egg in a cage. And the chick went berserk because she wanted to jump into the sky without realizing herself.

"The words that Neu said are my truth" sob. "I don't want to be a lover or a family, but I want you."

　I was suffocating and couldn't say anything. As if it was contained, I cannot say its continuation. Fulham's eyes are waiting. Iris felt it hurt. Noi also said that one word was fine. But he has a way of forming words of love.

　Fulham, who exhaled, did not blame him. I just said.

"You don't want to be, you just don't have the courage to be?"

　Just facts.

"Fulham"

“I love you, Iris. Burungku.” To Iris, who could not say anything, she simply said the facts. "Don't think it's a charade or a dasanda. So consider this as the truth. I like your cunning and cowardice. I like your weakness."

　Iris's answer was just shaking her head. His words acted so strongly to him that his heart was almost broken. Panting like after crying loudly, I just closed my eyes, pursed my lips and sighed muffled.

"I want to protect you. Ilove you. I can't just leave you alone. I have fallen in love with you so deeply that I want to protect you and make you all yours."

“Stop now. I'll die.” Cover ears. "please"

"Jawab, Iris," he said, like a tough teacher looking for a solution to a formula. "Answers"