Sincerity of a Woman

5

He sat in the front seat beside the driver. His gaze was straight ahead with an uncharacteristic heartbeat. Somehow tonight it feels very different from yesterday's nights, like there's something strange here.

"here? There is no need to display a tense face like that," said Mr. Herman slowly who had glanced towards Dini and saw there was panic and anxiety in the look of his face that was so beautiful.

Mr. Herman's left hand took off the steering wheel of his car and left one of his right hands controlling the steering wheel of the car. The left hand drew the right hand Early and on the back kissed the girl's hand that night with tenderness.

Suddenly Dini could only glance at Mr. Herman who looked sincere, but it seemed like there was something different behind his sincerity.

"Why silence? You don't want to come with me?" asked Mr. Herman quietly while holding tightly to Dini's hand.

He shook his head slowly.

"It's okay, sir," said Dini softly as she tried to smile very sweetly to remove her sense of gloom.

"I want to marry you Early" said Mr. Herman very honestly. Mr. Herman's hand was getting tighter and less willing to let go.

Hearing Mr. Herman's words that were so shocking to Dini, Dini could only swallow her saliva quickly. Not knowing what to say about being sad. Honestly happy, but sad is also inevitable.

"Mr Herman didn't say anything wrong? Mr. Herman already has a wife and children. Don't do it, if it's going to hurt a lot of people" Dini said, subtly refusing Mr. Herman's request.

"You don't want me to marry you? Or do you want us to be constantly shackled by a great sin?" asked Mr. Herman quietly while squeezing the palm of Dini with full tenderness..

"That's not Sir. I'm just a night woman who's been living wild. My body was already despicable, moving from one man's embrace to another just like that in turn," said Dini lirih.

It is hard to express all that, because all of them are just mistakes that result in big sins. A person's destiny will not change as long as the person does not want to change himself with a great intention to change.

"I just want to be able to have you whole and no one else can touch you let alone have you besides me. I don't want you to work anymore as a night woman. I will finance you to continue your delayed college.Marry Me Early. I have been in love with you since I met you. Forget what has become of your past and live with me second, "please ask Mr. Herman.

Mr. Herman still insisted on being able to marry Dini. Not only that, Mr. Herman also wants to grant the ideals of Dini by studying Dini at a famous university in the big city.

It will be facilitated according to its needs.

"You want school, don't you?" asked Mr. Herman quietly and then looked in the direction of Dini.

"I want to go to school and work like a woman in general to be a career woman. But ..." Early speech stopped and not continued.

Many things are of concern to you. Her status is not a holy woman, a former night woman and everything bad about her. The world is very narrow. What if, there was someone who knew him and exposed his disgrace.

"Then? Butwhat? Never think ugly about it all. The past will still loom over you, but at least you can turn your past into a better future than your past," said Mr. Herman firmly advising.

Dini nodded in understanding. Indeed, all of that requires great intention and sincerely undergo. The past will remain the past, and it will not be the present or the future if we do not change it.

"Married to Me Early. I'll make you happy. Remember this marriage only you and I and Benny know about it. If one day my wife and children find out about this marriage, I beg you to obey what I command" said Mr. Herman firmly.

Dini looked at Mr. Herman in confusion. Suddenly, the curiosity appeared.

"What does Mr. Herman mean?" ask Dini with frown in confusion.

"Our marriage is closed and limited to serial marriage. I will visit you every day, I hope you can take care of yourself and not repeat your past, Dini. All the facilities I'll give you, the house, the car, the money and all the branded stuff for you to wear. But, if one day my wife or my children find out about this, I will pretend to be strict with you and drive you out of my house. It was just my defense. Hopefully you can understand I mean Dini," said Mr. Herman explained very slowly.

Dini is smart enough to understand something related to her. Slowly Dini nodded with resignation.

One of the deepest breaths was done by Dini to further calm her heart at this moment. Just imagine having to marry a man who has an age with such a long distance.

"Alright Sir. I wanna. I understand and understand what you mean. It is precisely I who should be grateful for all the material sacrifices that you made to get me," said Dini lirih and weakened. It feels so lethargic.

"Thank you Early. I promise to keep you and keep you happy, with one note never to return to your nightlife. If I catch you and accidentally have that hot relationship with someone other than me, then there will be no apology for you, and I don't hesitate to sell you like your Uncle and Aunt did. Keep these words in mind" said Mr. Herman firmly and loudly.

As much as possible, Mr. Herman was firm with Dini. Early behavior as a prima donna night time in the big city is already known to the universe.

"I will try to keep this trust. Help me if I'm still unstable and immature. As much as possible I will balance Mr. Herman's attitude," said Dini softly and softly.

Somehow the event of Early must express its gratitude and gratitude to his God who has so good giving a better life after being detached from people who are not good.

Two pairs of eyes, still staring and following the car in front of him. Sometimes hit the steering wheel hard. He knows whose car this belongs to, which makes him upset and hurt every night.