Silver Throne

Terrified

" Oh, it's interesting, what can even make you have trouble sleeping. "

" First of all I want to ask you something, Dad. "

" What is it. "

" How did you react when you first killed a human before ? "

" Hmm.. what a nostalgic question, now I understand why you have trouble sleeping, when I first killed someone, I'm like you too.

Discomfort and anxiety, haunted by guilt and nightmares about the person you have killed, are called psychological burdens.

But you don't have to worry, it's gonna disappear with time

What's with that expression on your face, what did I say something's wrong ?"

Ryan was a little confused when he saw his son's reaction so he decided to stop his explanation, even though Evan was currently ugly because of his injuries, but Ryan did not expect that face could turn ugly again.

While Evan was currently in a very bad mood, he took a deep breath and said the problem he was experiencing right now.

" I don't feel that. "

" Huh?, what thing?, I don't understand what you mean. "

" I mean I don't feel anything when I kill someone, be it restless, nightmare or whatever, I don't feel it at all. "

" ... "

Instantly Ryan fell silent after hearing Evan's explanation, it turned out that the problem his son was experiencing was worse than he had expected.

" So what makes it difficult for you to sleep well if you don't feel anything. "

" It is precisely because I feel nothing that makes me uneasy, that I know that a normal human will feel all sorts of negative effects when he commits murder for the first time, I know that a normal human being will feel all sorts of negative effects when he commits murder, but why don't I feel anything ?

Normally I would ignore things like this, but this time it was different, if this continued, I was afraid that I would become a part of those despicable creatures. "

" Dign creatures?, what do you mean is the Black Knight. "

" ... "

As Evan listened to the appellation, his expression suddenly changed drastically making the Ryan in front of him very surprised, Evan who was usually very confident and arrogant lowered his head down with a terrified expression attached to his face.

For roughly 9 years Ryan had been Evan's father, this was the first time he had seen his son put out such an expression.

" Be calm, Evan, there are actually many cases like you in this world, what you are experiencing right now can be explained by a logical theory, even I've seen some of the same cases as yours and not all of them end badly. "

" Areally?, what is it, quickly explain it to me. "

" Alright listen carefully, Ehem... Humans actually have a lot of emotions attached to them such as joy, sadness, calm, anger, love, hate and much more and if we simplify it more, emotions can be categorized as good and bad.

Usually, a person will only display his good qualities if he is in front of others and hides his bad side.

But there are some cases where a person cannot control his bad side under certain circumstances like your current case, this is often referred to as the dark side.

According to your current state, you have a very strong nature of calmness and indifference that suppresses all the properties in your body. "

" Hmm, it makes sense, so the dark side is a situation where a person loses control of his own emotions so as to make the person show his bad side to others and this can only happen if we are in certain circumstances or something triggered it. "

" Hmm. I don't know, I think I should start learning about this dark side, oh, and one more thing, why when I meet an enemy, I feel a very strange feeling, like - "

" Excitement. "

Ryan cut off Evan's Sentence before he even finished his words.

" How do you know, old man. "

" Hehehee, isn't that normal, I also often feel it when meeting a powerful enemy, any true Knight will definitely feel it as well.

Unlike the witches who spent most of their time researching those obscure spells, a Knight can only grow and develop through actual combat, do you understand. "

" Hmm, after talking to you, many of my worries disappeared, thank you father, but if the worst happened, I want you to behead me right then and there, at least I want to die in the hands of my family members. "

Evan says something that makes Ryan very surprised, but he does not reject Evan's extreme request.

" Don't worry, I will definitely do that with my own hands even if you don't ask for it, but if I can, I don't want to kill my own son, so fight, so fight, is there anything else you need ? "

" There are a few things, I want you to compensate the 18 Knights who died to protect me and give them an honorable funeral, besides I also want the Knights' breathing technique books of every attribute, as well, if I could I want the quality to be a bit high. "

" Huh?, why should I compensate them, aren't they your Knights, use your own money, and also why would you want a Knight's breathing technique book of all attributes ? "

" Do you not understand also old man, the mastermind who caused all this to happen is your father-in-law, still good thing I did not bring this matter up any further, otherwise your pockets would have perforated deep enough to pay the price for your goddamn in-laws, my anger wouldn't have been easily quelled.

And as for the breathing technique book, I actually wanted to recruit some talent for our family on this journey, as you know, my eyes are pretty incredible. "

As Ryan heard Evan's words, he suddenly realized something quite important.

[Damn it, I forgot if I still had in-laws like that, you little Marley bastard, if I hadn't been afraid of your daughter, I'd have wiped out your entire family. ]

" Sigh, well I'll give you what you want, but make sure to bring a lot of good talent to our family. "

" Of course, then I go first, you can send the books to me through your bodyguards later. "

" Why are you in such a hurry, don't you want to meet your mother first, besides bring some bodyguards. "

" I'm in a hurry because I don't want to meet him, if he sees my current state, he might faint, and as for the bodyguards, I don't need him, I'll just take someone with me. "

" Wait a minute, aren't there many servants and guards who have seen your appearance, surely your mother has already heard about it, how should I deal with it when she looks for me later on, she said, just so you know he was so angry when I sent you away without asking him. "

" Hehehee, it's none of my business, but remember, if I hear you dare to hurt her even if it's her fingertips, I'll burn this castle, muahahahaa. "

After completing his threat, Evan sailed towards the door of the Hall, but just as he was about to open the door, he suddenly stopped his movements and turned to his father.

" Uhm... father, may I go to the imperial territory of Azeroth?, it seems that prince Arnold invited me to play. "

" Hmph, only now do you call me father, go, but do not act too much, after all Azeroth is still our master in name. "

" But it was Prince Arnold who first gave me a very expensive gift, wouldn't it be unfair if I didn't repay him. "

" Hmm, I think you're right, then do as you please, as long as they don't have any real evidence, you can do whatever you want. "

" Hehehee, thank you dad, I'll remember that. "

After that Evan opened the door of the Hall and hurried away leaving the castle.