Should You?
Chapter 27
"Mas! Leasin!" scream Nisa.
Nisa pushed Revan's body away. Instead of staying away, Revan tightened his embrace.
"What the hell, Dek? Shouting kayaking in the forest" said Revan, who was still in a state of shock.
"Mas Revan is what. I told you I want to rest, even bother me." grumbled Nisa.
"Where am I bothering you. I'm going to sleep with you" Revan said.
"What if you don't bother?" nisa asked as she pointed towards Revan's hand that was holding her.
"Why my hands? I'm just hugging you, baby." Revan said without guilt.
"Where did he roll?" ask Nisa later.
"Udah I threw it away, Dek. The abisnya I can not hug you if there is a bolster that." replied Revan.
Nisa took a long breath. It's hard to rest if there's Revan in the room.
"It's up to you, ma'am" said Nisa later.
"That means I can sleep hugging you, right, Dek?" ask Revan smile.
"Hem. Just not so tight. I can't breathe if you embrace the firmness." explained Nisa.
"OK, baby." said Revan as he stretched his arms.
They also fell asleep. Even unconsciously, Nisa turned her body to face Revan.
Time passes so fast. It is not felt that the marriage age of Revan and Nisa has been almost one year.
Nisa finished her studies a month ago. And now he wants to focus on taking care of his household.
Nisa and Revan are very happy with their marriage. But there was one thing that made Nisa's heart sad. They have not been trusted to have a baby.
Many times Nisa cried, as if she was useless to her husband. Revan always tried to calm Nisa's heart so as not to think too much about it.
"Honey. Don't feel like we've been married for almost a year? Time is really fast the way." said Revan after they perform the ritual before going to bed.
"Yes, Mas. I'm sorry, Mas. Until now I have not been pregnant either" Nisa said.
Revan grabbed Nisa's chin and looked her in the eyes. There was a lot of guilt in Nisa's eyes.
"Honey. We've only had a year of marriage. There are many who have not had children for 20 years. Maybe Allah SWT still wants us to date first. We are also young. I have no problem, Dek." explains Revan who immediately kissed Nisa's forehead.
"But, Mas," said Nisa.
"Udah, Deck. We pray just as we try. In addition, we are resigned to the Creator" said Revan.
Nisa finally nodded.
"Oh yeah, Deck. What if we have a year-end vacation at Mr Ibuk's house?" ask Revan.
Nisa was slightly surprised and immediately turned her head towards Revan. Nisa was a little unsure about visiting there.
"Where, baby?" ask Revan again.
Revan tries to keep Nisa from thinking too much about having a baby. Not that Revan didn't want it, but Revan didn't want Nisa to be overwhelmed by it.
"But I'm scared, Mom. Do you remember what it was like at our wedding?" ask Nisa worried.
"I remember, Deck. But aren't you the same father?" ask Revan.
"I miss, Mas. But" said Nisa.
Nisa had not yet finished her speech, Revan placed her index finger on Nisa's lips to stop talking.
"If you're afraid, we'll just stay at the hotel. How's it? Wanna?" ask Revan.
"Yes, Mas. I want to." answered Nisa smiling.
"That dong smile. Add this beautiful wife if again a smile." said Revan while peeping Nisa's forehead.
"Can dong, baby. Sleeping yuk. Tomorrow I have a morning meeting." said Revan.
Nisa glanced towards the wall clock. The time is 02:30. Nisa immediately fixed the blanket that covered their bodies.
"Yes, let's go to sleep quickly. It's almost this morning." said Nisa.
They also fell asleep while hugging. Although they have not had a baby, they are always happy. No problem so great befell the little family.
Luckily the Grandma also understood Nisa's condition. Grandma did not force Nisa to quickly have offspring.
The vacation time they planned had arrived. It was a few days ago that Nisa prepared all their needs.
"Grandma's sure you don't want to come with us to Dad's house?" nisa asked as they were having breakfast.
Nisa is excited to meet her foster family. They have not met for a long time. Nisa hopes her foster mother doesn't hate her anymore.
"Grandmother's not coming, Nduk. Grandma is not strong travel far, let alone use a car. Can-can waist Granny gout." said Grandma.
"Grandma what do we want to bring from there?" ask Nisa later.
"Grandmother just wants you back safely, Nduk. That's enough for Grandma." replied Grandma.
"God willing, Grandma." Revan said.
They continued to eat food. After finishing breakfast, Nisa and Revan immediately left for Semarang. Nisa's foster parents' place of residence.
"Mas. I'm so happy we finally got a vacation after all this time. Last time we had a honeymoon vacation, right? Duh, it's been a long time" said Nisa.
"Yes, Deck. Did we just get married yesterday?" ask Revan smile.
"Kamu ga bosen kan sama aku selama ini?" tanya Nisa.
Revan was a little surprised to hear Nisa's question.
"Boss? There's no reason for me to be the same as you, Dek. You are the most beautiful thing in my life right now other than Grandma." replied Revan.
Revan held Nisa's hand and kissed her.
"But I haven't been able to give you what you expected, Mas." said Nisa.
Revan began to understand the direction Nisa was talking. Revan pulled the car over. Revan looked at Nisa's face.
"Honey. I really wish it was. But I cannot impose God's will. Please don't think about this. Or consider us newlyweds. And now we want to go honeymoon. How's it?" ask Revan.
"Yes, Mas. Hopefully with our second honeymoon, we are trusted to care for a child." said Nisa.
"Amin" they said simultaneously while scooping each other's faces.
"We're on the road again, huh? Remember, you can't think too much about it" Revan said.
"Yes, Mas." said Nisa.
Revan's running his car. Occasionally they joke so as not to be saturated during the trip.
"Oh yeah, Deck. We will go to the hotel first. Tomorrow we go to Father's house. It's all right?" ask Revan.
"Ga nothing, Mas. You'll be able to get there directly. You must be tired of driving." said Nisa.
"My clothes are gone when I see your smile, Dek" said Revan, smiling.
"I can be diabetic if you are constantly talking sweetly, Mas." said Nisa blushed embarrassed.
Nisa turned her eyes out the window. It was like seeing someone she knew.
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