Should I Leave you?
Episode 3
It doesn't feel like it's been three years since I learned to forget it and it's been three months that Aksa and I have been close friends. So far, we've been good friends and I've not involved my feelings at all because I promised myself not to involve her in the opposite sex friendship. And luckily my feelings can be invited to compromise in order not to grow and I hope for the next time that sense will not grow.
Aksa was a very handsome, sweet and very mature man. Not only that, he also loves his family and can appreciate women. And he said, Aksa is one of the most favorite students on the campus and almost all students like it. He deserves to be liked by many people because he has a handsome face and has talent. Which woman does not like a man who has a lot of talent, loves family, has a very mature mind, and can appreciate women.
Aksa is an S2 student at one of the most favorite campuses in Jakarta. When I see it, I always talk to myself "when can I seem like the one who can continue the S2? I want to continue my studies like that. If I could continue my studies, it would be cool my name is Bianca Dealova Christabel, S.Pd. , M.Pd." I said in my heart
While being engrossed in daydreaming, I was shocked by Aksa from behind
"dooorr!" aska
*Bianca was surprised*
"why do you daydream gini. What makes you dream? Hm.... I know, don't don't don't you have any more problems huh? Let's hurry up my samu story" said Aksa
"no, I'm not daydreaming. I only see butterflies" I replied
"li lie! you lied!" aksa
"no Aksa. Yuk, let's go. The break is soon over. I have to go back to school as well as you" I replied
We went back to our own schools to continue our work.
At night, there was no wind suddenly Aksa called me
"Hallo" I said gently
"hello" Aksa replied gently
"what's up, Sa?" much
"are you busy? Can we have a little chat?" aksa
"oh no, my job just happens to be done. Sure can dong. What do we want to talk about?" much
"Bi, can I be honest not to you?" aksa
"do you still believe in love? Do you still believe in men?" ask Aksa
"why did you suddenly ask me that?" much
"i had a huge trauma, Bi. I no longer believe in the name of love especially with the opposite sex." replied Aksa
"you have a bad past with a woman?" ask me with curiosity
"right. Before I was like this, I had a huge sense of trauma to a woman other than my mother and sister" she said
"trauma why?" much
"I was once cheated on by my girlfriend. At first I believed him I could even say I believed him 100% but he lied. And it turns out that he's been doing this for two years" he replied
"then who told you that he cheated?" much
"i met him yesterday by accident with another man who I had no idea who he was" she said
"are you sure that's his affair? It could be his cousin" I replied
"i'm 100000% sure, Bi. I went to them and asked him who the man was. And she replied that the man was her new boyfriend. And that's where I don't trust women other than my mom and sister" she said
"in that case, then why would you accept this meeting?" much
"Aleshya assures me that not all women are like her. And Aleshya also assured me that I could get out of that trauma. And it turns out.." she said.
"apparently what?" answer me
"it turns out to be true what Aleshya said. After a year of forgetting her, and when Aleshya convinced me that you were a different woman, it was precisely why my heart immediately accepted her and there was such a great sense to know you more deeply. Do you also believe in love, Bi?" ablaze
"i also have a sense of trauma. I once put a great taste on a man. But when he asked me to get married and I refused, his attitude immediately changed 10000%. And from there I no longer believe in men and love. I was afraid, when I got to know a man for the umpteenth time, that luck happened again. That's why I control my feelings." I answered
"meaning we have the same event, Bi. I hope neither you nor I will be like our past. And may you be the last woman I've known for the rest of my life" she said
