
My decision to resign from the office is the main reason that is to focus on parenting, following the growth and development of children so that it will not be a regret for abandoning children.
Actually I have another reason that strengthens me to focus on parenting at home, I worry about my baby sitter.
At first he entered I was ordinary, because he was polite, diligent, on time. Her name is Dian 25 years old. We received it from the labor supply foundation.
Kring ... kring .. kring .. , the ringing sound of my phone.
"Assalamualaikum, is this Kirana's mother's number right" asked the caller.
"What's really going on?" my many.
"We from the labor distribution foundation Mega Utama want to tell that the baby sitter that suits mothers want already exists" he replied.
"If that's what I can tell you directly to the address we gave you" I said.
"All right, mother" answered the caller and the phone closed. It only took them half an hour to arrive.
Tok ... tok ....
"Assynoga".
"Walaikumsalam" I replied. My front door opened, apparently the person who called earlier with the baby sitter who will work in our house.
"My name is Dian, I'm 25 years old. I come from Oki area, here live in Kemang Manis area ngekost. My work experience is two years. This is my identity card and also my work experience certificate" he said at length.
I received his letter and his work experience letter, then I read for a moment the original and I took a photo of the copy.
"Mom started work from 7 am finished at half 5 pm. Since I started working at 8, we can talk about Rafiq's needs. ASI stock is stored in frezeer there is a date, your on-job training period is 3 months, if satisfactory can be directly contracted" I explained.
" Good ma'am" said Dian.
"Is it clear, no one wants to ask?" my many.
" Nothing at the moment" he replied.
That day also Dian immediately worked by wearing a neat and polite baby sitter uniform, hair rolled up, wearing thin makeup was not striking.
It's been 2 months Dian's been working quite satisfactorily for me. I'm happy and don't have to worry about my son anymore.
Pandemics are spreading all over the world. People are not allowed to leave as freely as usual. Exit must wear a mask to prevent contracting the covid-19 virus.
This has an impact on the number of workers who are home, let alone the job of my husband who is odd there is an ojek order so a motorcycle taxi driver, there is an offer to make a house plan come on, come on, all who can make money are halal done.
Increasing production is inversely proportional to income. Big pegs of pole. We need to tighten our belts. Tomy was more often at home because there was no work.
Dian started to come early, so it did not get stuck he said. His clothes are changing, his clothes are so narrow that we look like shortness of breath. The skirt is getting shorter less material times huh. Once seen fit husband again breakfast in the kitchen, Dian again panatin ASI singing-singing dance while jogging hip rocking like a duck. If I'm not at home like buttons up his shirt in the open two buttons, the body is somewhat skewed means that it will be exposed bekelnya ball. It's wet crotch by me twice.
People want to find trouble. I was sent to see Tomy's reaction. Is there a strange gagat.
" Mum, today do not need to be anted to the office, because today you want to nemenin bu Ina to the field to survey the nyari place to create a new branch" I said.
" Loh, why should you be the same, instead of the secretary there?" ask husband.
"What do you want to do?" ask Tomy.
"Our needs are getting more and more, while our income is less" I replied.
"We cut expenses that are not urgent, and I think we no longer need a baby sitter. If there is no work, it can take care of Rafiq. If it happens that our work will be put Rafiq in the house of mama," said Mas Tomy.
I was surprised to hear Tomy's proposal. I think she'll be tempted by Dian's stimulating changes. Because my mother-in-law advised me to be careful.
" Na, you have to monitor your baby sitter, mama kemaaren stopped by your house when her appearance turned so sexy, her make up added menor 'already like jablay aja that."
"I mean mama came to your house to play with grandchildren so ngak srek see," continued mama.
"Yes, I thought that too. Kok Dian is getting bolder yes invite the kayak sahwat we're just uncomfortable to see," I explained.
" It's a good thing Tomy is not tempted, mama is not defending your child, you know" said mama.
"It is better that his working period should not be extended again than there are problems behind him" he said.
Our hearts and minds are still the same. The proposal of Tomy and Mama became a strong reason to not continue his work. Especially now again the same marriage boss baby sitter, wife in divorce. Amit-amit baby branch should not let it happen in our family.
Exactly three months into her work, I called Dian into the living room.
"And it seems that your tenure cannot be extended any longer" I said.
"Why mother? Is my job less than satisfactory?"ask Dian.
" No, your work is good but I'm sorry I can't connect again. Because we can't afford it, the money isn't enough" I replied.
"Oh that, yes you want how again," he replied with a disappointed face.
"This is your salary this month. I'm sorry if there's an unpleasant word."
"Yes ma'am, Dian also apologized if there was a wrong word and deed, "he replied with an annoyed face, his hands clenched, his jaw hardened.
He was upset that he didn't succeed in teasing Tomy mas times. Fortunately I was quick to act, could be destroyed if the household was allowed to drag on.
We started to babysit Rafiq both, if we keep asking mama-in-law for help. My income is not enough for the needs of the family.
I turned my brain to regulate household needs. I also feel sorry for Tomy not working.
" She, we can't keep kayak gini. We might not eat" I said.
"The wind is God who wants us to laugh at Him."
"Allah's blessings are constant but we as human beings must strive" I replied.
"Well, what do you mean?"ask Tomy.
"What if I quit the office. In the office seems to want a reduction of employees than I was dismissed mending I resigned quite enough to get severance," I said.
Tomy was silent for a moment while slowly breathing out.