Sharing Love: My Mother is a Widow

Choice Desy

Nanda and Rosa's relationship has gone a long way and crossed boundaries. Actually Rosa does not want to hide their relationship, but Nanda is still not ready to face his two wives.

One day, Rosa asks Nanda to accompany her to go shopping at the mall. Rosa pretended to cry and sulked so that Nanda would be willing to accompany her. Nanda could not bear to see him so he was willing to go with Rosa.

At the mall, Rosa takes Nanda to the clothes section. There Rosa was confused to choose clothes that fit her. He walked over and over, then sighed in annoyance.

" Dear, what is it you are? From back and forth and looking annoyed, until dizzy I saw him."

" Mad, I'm confused. Nice clothes here, confused about which one to choose."

" Why be confused, choose everything you like."

" Really?"

" Of course, what doesn't make my dear." Nanda said as she touched Rosa's nose.

Rosa was very happy, so many clothes she liked. Seeing Rosa happy, Nanda was also happy to be able to spoil Rosa with her money.

However, without them noticing, someone was watching them from a distance. He is Novi, Desy's best friend. Novi takes a picture of Nanda and Rosa secretly. His face looked angry and angry. After enough evidence, Novi rushes off and doesn't want Nanda to see it.

Novi meets Desy at a cafe.

" What's wrong Nov, you look so serious like never before." Desy smile.

" Sure, my face must look old now. That's why you say that."

" It's pretty. A little, a little old."

They laugh together.

" How are you. I mean, how you got to do with Nanda. Are you guys all right?"

" Good enough. Although lately mas Nanda spent more time with his first wife, mbak Mira. Rarely to my place. No papa, let Mira not be too angry with me." Desy was sad and heaved a heavy sigh.

" Are you sure Nanda's with his wife?" Novi looked at Desy with pity.

" Yes Nov, who else will."

" Des, yesterday I saw Nanda in the mall shopping with a young girl."

" Young girl?" Desy stunned.

" Yes, all I know is that Nanda's wife is your age. She's not Mira. It seems their relationship is very close. Kayak that. Very friendly."

" Cooking anyway. I know Mira doesn't like going to the mall. More at home."

" I've taken some pictures of them."

Novi points a picture of Nanda and Rosa to Desy. Desy suddenly shed tears. Then Desy held her stomach. Novi becomes suspicious seeing Desy.

" Are you pregnant?" Tanya Novi was curious.

" Yes Nov, it's been 3 months." Answer Desy a somewhat raucous voice.

" Oh, you know what, I'm not gonna tell you about your husband." Novi felt guilty.

" Maybe it's destiny."

" What are you going to do then?"

" I don't know. I have to think carefully before making a decision." Desy stopped and looked at her best friend. " Thank you for telling me this truth. Don't feel guilty. I'm fine."

Novi clasped Desy's hand tightly to encourage her best friend. After knowing the truth, let Desy make a decision for her own life and her future.

So long after not coming, Nanda finally came to meet Desy. Nanda looked agitated. Desy tries to treat Nanda well like a dutiful wife. Preparing Nanda's favorite food. Desy pretended not to see Nanda's uneasiness.

" Mas Nanda, take a shower first. Here's Desy's dress instead, put it on the bed. After that we ate together. Desy prepared Nanda's favorite meal."

" Yes dear." Nanda answered while walking to the room to take a shower.

The dinner that Desy prepared, did not seem to be enough to make Nanda tasteful. Desy watched Nanda's behavior with a sad look. After the meal, Desy told the aunt to clean the dining table.

Desy and Nanda sat back in the living room watching television. Desy felt Nanda change. Although his body was here with him but his heart was nowhere.

It was time for Desy to ask her husband, Tonight will be the night of the relationship between him and Nanda.

" Dad, is there nothing you want to tell me."

" Nothing." Nanda looked at him suspiciously.

" really? What about the little girl you were with at the mall yesterday. Isn't there something Nanda needs to explain to me?"

" Dear, have you really seen it?" Nanda was not convinced by Desy.

" Why, you Nanda don't believe? Should I hit him immediately, grab his hair, or I break his hands that dare to hold my husband's hand. Or should I cut him off straight away because he dared to hug my husband? So mas?" Desy began to be unable to hold back her emotions.

" It's not so." Nanda started to feel guilty.

" Mas Nanda owes me an explanation and I have to pay him now."

" Well baby, but you don't get emotional first?" Nanda made up his heart, faced with all the worst possibilities

" The girl's my girlfriend. Her name is Rosa."

Namda stopped explaining as she saw Desy's teeth cracking in anger. And then suddenly it turns sad.

" So this is all true. Mas Nanda cheated on me behind my back and Mira's mom."

" You mean, you don't actually know? You lied to me?" Nanda is annoyed at lying Desy.

" Mas Nanda has no right to be upset over my lies, because what Nanda did was also a lie."

Nanda was silent to Desy's words because it was true.

" Alright, I admit I was wrong too. Because now that you know everything, I hope you can accept Rosa."

" Did Mira know about the Nanda affair?"

" Not yet, when the time comes I'll tell him myself."

" I hope you keep this for now."

"Of course, I can keep bad things for the good of Mira. If Nanda Desy had chosen between Desy and Rosa, who would have chosen."

" You're both the women I love. Don't force me to choose."

" Mas Nanda, don't be greedy. Mas Nanda has me and Mira, why are you still looking for another woman?"

" Because I love her. And I can't part with her."

Nanda's answer made Desy's heart break. This is how a husband loves another woman. Could this be karma for taking Nanda from Mira. Why is the retaliation coming too soon. Desy's feelings are jumbled between anger, hate, resentment and love.

" If mas Nanda, can't leave that woman, let me give up."

" Dear, what do you mean give up?"

" I can't be like Mira. A woman with a broad heart and a sincere love. I don't have the strength to love Mas Nanda with all your flaws. I can't accept love with the worry and fear of losing it." Desy shed the tears she had been holding on to since.

"Mas Nanda, let's go our separate ways. Divorce me now."

Nanda is confused by Desy's decision. His wife's hands were still crying.

" Dear, don't say that. I love you, I'll be fair to you, trust me."

" My decision, it's been unanimous. I've thought carefully and I won't regret it."

Desy let go of her husband's hand, then walked towards her room.

" I'll never divorce you." Nanda said loudly to Desy to hear it.

Not long after that, the aunt's voice screamed. Nanda ran towards the direction of the voice earlier. How surprised Nanda saw Desy lying on the floor in a fainting state.

Nanda panic. Desy's body was taken to the room. Aunty stroked Desy's stomach which was beginning to look sober.

" Bik, what's going on?"

" Mrs passed out, thankfully the baby was okay." Reply aunt is happy.

" Baby, you're pregnant. Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant?" Nanda is surprised but also happy with Desy's pregnancy.

" For what reason, everything will not change. We're gonna keep getting divorced."

" Dear, think again, we'll have a child. If we get divorced, he won't have a father."

" I can take care of it myself. Cost problem you can give your child if you still consider a child."

" Because your decision is final, well I will divorce you. I'm your talaq, Desy. From now on you are no longer my wife. But since you're pregnant right now, let me still visit you occasionally." With a heavy heart, Nanda finally divorces Desy.

Desy is sad, finally her love is over.