Sharing Love: My Mother is a Widow

Despondent

Until Mira's mother's funeral is over, Nanda still hasn't come. No one dares to ask Mira for Nanda's whereabouts, due to Mira's drop and weak condition. They are afraid of adding inner pressure on Mira.

Mira was getting sad and disappointed. Although Nanda no longer cared for her, at least she paid her last respects to her mother who was also her father-in-law.

Even after Nanda comes, apologizing to Mira's family. Nanda will also pay for all funeral expenses and other expenses. But it could not make Mira's heart touched.

Mira hopes that her husband understands what she needs right now. Not just money but attention. But in fact her husband was completely insensitive.

Or because Mira is no longer the woman she loved for almost 13 years. At least Mira has also been his first love, is there not a little love that is still left in his heart?

" Ma, papa, I'm sorry. Papa was busy, so he didn't pick up the call. Just opened my mom's message, papa came straight here. Dear papa's late."

" It's okay pa. Papa is a busy man, mama won't question him." Mira tried to cover up her disappointment.

" Thank you ma." Nanda said relieved Mira was not angry with him.

Mira is not angry, but Mira no longer has the strength to be angry.

Mira asks her husband for permission to stay at her mother's house until the seventh day of her mother's death. Nanda gives her permission but she cannot accompany Mira as she has to accompany Rosa. Mira doesn't mind

staying at his mother's house without Nanda.

After the seventh day, before Mira returned home, Mira asked Fara. The question he has been asking for the past few days.

" Fara, I want to know what caused my mother to have a heart attack."

" Mom, Fara doesn't know." Fara replied rather worriedly.

" Just tell Mira. Don't let Mira know from someone else." Mira said as if knowing Fara was hiding something.

" Mr Mira, that time without Fara's knowledge, mother went out of the house. Meet some mothers who are talking about Mira and mas Nanda." Fara stop.

" then?"

" Then I found out that Nanda had a new wife. In fact, not only married Siri but was married officially as a second wife legally. I'm shocked and..."

Mira is stunned to hear Fara's story. So indirectly he became the cause of his mother's death. If he had told his mother and talked slowly while persuading her mother to accept her daughter's fate, perhaps now she was still alive.

Mira brings regret until she returns home. At home, Mira's days are full of her mother's memories. Her mother's departure took her a lot of damage. Mira was desperate. How could she live this life without her mother, the mother who always encouraged her to survive this life.

Suddenly he took out a medicine bottle filled with sleeping pills. He took all his contents out into his palm. In front of him his mother smiled and asked him to take sleeping pills in his hand.

Slowly Mira started to move her hand. Before Mira could take the sleeping pills, unexpectedly, a small voice called out to her and made her aware of her hallucinations even though not completely.

" Mama..." Love ran to hug Mira tightly until the sleeping pills in her hand fell to the floor.

" Mr Mira, what happened? What did Mira do?" Said Fara who happened to come to see Mira.

" Love, take your mama down to eat together. Poor little sister-to-be must be starving."

Fara deliberately told Kasih so that it could be a spirit for Mira.

" Mama, let's eat. Dedek must also be kayak Kasih." The spoiled word of love.

" Yes, baby." Mira replied while looking at the spoiled looking Love. Mirapun smile.

" Mommy don't be sad anymore, Love and Dedek so it's sad. Promise, Love will not be naughty. Love will be nulut said mama."

Mira nodded slowly.

" Song to my mom."

" What song can you sing?"

" My balloon has five. Forgot the wallnya green yellow grey light and light." Love singing while moving here and there." Erupting green balloon dong.hatit was so chaotic my balloon pierced four tupedang elat-elat." Love smiles shyly.

Fara looked at it all from the front door of the room with a proud heart. "Love we should be able to support your mother's strength after your grandmother's absence." He said in his heart.

Mira couldn't help but laugh at her daughter's behavior. But despite laughing the droplets of tears dripped uncontrollably on his adorable face. Maybe this is called a happy cry.

Mira stood up to her daughter and hugged her while squatting.

" My daughter, my strength." Mumbled.

Mira begins to find her powers back which she had lost when her mother died. And there is still one more, that is the child in the womb. He is alive, too, and it feels great to have a mother and sister who love him.

Since then Mira has not thought much about anything, even about her husband who rarely comes home. She frees herself from the sadness and focuses on Love and the baby in her womb.

The news of Rosa gave birth to her until she was asked. There is a bit of sadness, because Nanda always accompanies Rosa during her pregnancy and when giving birth Nanda is also beside Rosa.

Even during Mira's pregnancy, Nanda was unable to accompany her. Mira hopes that when she gives birth later her husband can be beside her.

But the latest news says that Rosa's child is physically disabled because of the influence of the drug gynecologist Rosa had taken while pregnant. Rosa's son has a disorder in his eyes and his legs are too weak.

Nanda still loves her son. It turns out that Nanda loved his children so much from his three wives . Not even a little less, even though there are shortcomings.

Mira is not happy about what happened to Rosa's son. Mira just pity him, surely Rosa is very sad with the state of her son.

It is true, Rosa is very sad and disappointed to have such a child. He was lucky because Nanda was willing to do many things to be able to make his son normal like other children. He took her to various hospitals in several cities. The results were far from expected.

There is one thing that still holds Mira's heart. Nanda loves her children so much, why with the baby she contains at this time she does not care at all. It feels like asking him directly, but this will definitely trigger a fight between him and Nanda.

Mira hopes that one day this question will be answered without her having to ask her husband.