Sharing Love. I'M YOUR WIFE NOT A TUMBAL.

52. Pain But Not Blood.

***Golden Healthy Hospital***

Nitami and Davin were still staring at each other intensely, it was the shady and warm gaze that was on the look in their eyes. Everyone in the room could see it. There are many suspicions and suspicions from some people about Nitami and Davin.

'Does master Davin and doctor Nita have a forbidden relationship?'. That was one of their preconceptions and suspicions, seeing the strangeness and change in both.

"Can we talk about it now, sir?" Nitami asked, still looking closely at Davin who was also looking at him with a gaze that was quite soothing to the eyes to see.

Usually the sharp gaze kills, belittles, cold and disgusted at him Davin ever showed Nitami. Now Davin can look at her soft and warm as now. What an incredible change.

"Sure, if that's what you want."Davin replied with pleasure.

"Can we talk now, sir?" Nitami asked back, as her eyes looked towards everyone present there one by one.

Davin knows what Nitami's eye-splitting intent is, Davin knows their conversation is personal. Because that's what Davin did when he made that decision, because his personal things were not fulfilled he was angry and disappointed. Davin's attitude was completely unprofessional, but whatever power he lost to the feeling in his heart.

"hhmmm.." Davin cleared his throat. But his eyes were directed towards Max who was sitting next to him.

Max knows he's gonna blink an eye and Deheman Davin, that's Davin's orders for him. Soon he took action.

"I'm sorry, today's meeting we're postponing it until we finish lunch." Max said giving a warning as well as an order to everyone present in there. Another hour is lunch hour.

"Now, please get out of this room." Max's orders to everyone.

The commandment is like a breath of fresh air to some, but some are still curious as to what will happen next? They all know Max's orders, just as a diversion because Nitami and Davin have conversations they shouldn't know.

All those who had no interest left the room, except for Nitami and Aldi, remained. Now they only live four.

Nitami stared intensely and suspiciously at Davin. The rapid change of Nitami's face.

"Are you satisfied, Davin?" Nitami asked with a kettle and cold. Sontak made the three men who were there surprised to not believe, the change in facial expression and how to talk Nitami very fast.

"What do you mean?" Davin asked to be more clear.

"Are you satisfied, now you want me to give in." Nitami said with the same face.

"Miss." Repeat Davin.

Nitami begins to grow angry at Davin, while Aldi and Max can only quietly see a show, from a couple who never get along and agree one way.

Nitami sighed first before she spoke.

"What do you mean make rules like this? Don't tell me that because of your wish I didn't follow last night, you got angry and did something like this to threaten me." Nitami said there was a little anger at his tone.

"If you do know, why do you keep fighting me?"

"i'm not against you, I'm just following the hospital rules that have been in place since I worked here."

"this is my hospital, Nitami. So I have the right to determine the seal. Including setting you up."

"You're selfish Davin." Nitami got up from her seat.

"I'm selfish because of you." Show Davin began to be provoked by emotions while getting up from his seat.

Aldi and Max got up and began to stand by, they were afraid there was a dispute between a couple in front of them.

"You're selfish because of me, what do you mean?"

"You're really insensitive, Nitami."

"Insensitive. If you speak clearly. I'm sick of you always turning Belittle like this." Nitami growled at the top. Davin doesn't want to be honest with his feelings. While Nitami who has not felt any feelings for Davin, can not admit anything?

"Remember Nitami, my decision can still change if you can follow my rules and desires."

"It's not fair, Davin. Why do I always have to give up. Can't you understand the feelings of others?" Nitami's question is now at the height of her anger.

He's always on the press and doing something he doesn't want. Nitami is fed up and no longer wants to do that.

"I cannot understand the feelings of others, it is you who cannot understand and are sensitive to the feelings of others." Show Davin growling towards Nitami.

Nitami squinted her eyes looking intensely at Davin.

"Why Davin? why are you acting like this now?" Nitami asked with a tone that began to soften.

"What's my fault with you, what's my fault with your family?" nitami said with a slight flutter that he held on.

Nitami is fed up and can't resist all the trials in her life.

"Nitami." Call Davin and get closer to him.

But Nitami stepped back with a one-handed gesture that he raised to the front, to keep Davin still in place.

"What less is all the sacrifice I've made to your family? I was made a tumbar for the happiness of your marriage and Fransisca. Is that less? so you do this to me." Reveal it by firmly holding back tears that began to pool in his eye pelupuk.

Nitami is sick if you remember all that, considering all the events for 4 years and more he was treated arbitrarily, all insults and all the unpleasant attitudes Nitami always get.

"I'm a normal human Davin, I also have the feeling of being sick, hurt, angry, and also disappointed. I'm not Tumbal Davin, I'm your first wife." Said Nitami loudly with emphasis on the end of his words.

"Remember that Davin. Did you forget who I really am? 4 Years more, not a short and easy time for me to go through." Her speech.

"Do you know what happened to me? what kind of struggle have I been fighting to survive the cruelty and condemnation of your family? You'll never know, Davin." He said, continuing to hold back his tears so as not to fall over his cheek.

"It's not easy for me, every year you have to attend an offering ceremony from your family, you never even attended the ceremony" said Nitami.

"Do you know what kind of offering ceremony your family does?" Nitami asked pointing towards Davin who was just shaking his head.

Davin who was never present at the offering ceremony, did not know how the customs and the way they did?

"I'm really made into a collision for your family. The blood that flowed from the fasts and the incisions they made on my body, my blood is what they made Tumbar offerings in the offering ceremony." Reveal Nitami with an emphasis on each of his words.

"In fact, done doing that they locked me up all night in the offering room. Do you have any idea how scared I was to be in there?" he said softly, his eyes already glazed over.

Davin was surprised by what Nitami said? he doesn't know about it at all. Is it cruel what his family should do? Davin never thought of getting there, all he knew was Nitami as Tumbal so that the wife he loved would not fall victim to the demons that haunted his family for several years.

Aldi who also did not know the reality was surprised not to play. But not with Max who looks calm, because it turns out he knows about it. What happened at the Tumba offering in the Fardhan family?

Davin was still fixated, he never knew if Nitami had been sick all this time. Davin could feel Nitami's hurt and heartache in his speech earlier. He's not Tumbal but his first wife, Nitami was tormented all along, and he never knew. Davin is slapped hard on the truth spoken by Nitami.

"Nitami, I.." said Davin stopped.

"Enough davin, please stop all this. I'm an ordinary person who also wants to live a happy life. I can't stand living like this, please let me go." Nitami was really sad. The tears she was trying to endure now escaped.

The pain in his heart could not hold Nitami anymore. The pain will be felt every look at the selfishness of Davin, look at the intimacy of Davin and Fransisca, hear all the insults from the Davin family and remember every bad incident he went through. Sick but not bleeding, that's what Nitami felt.

Davin couldn't bear to see Nitami crying like that, she felt the pain. Nitami's cry that made regret arise in his heart. Davin immediately approached and held Nitami in his arms.

"I'm sorry, Nitami. Sorry…!!" Davin's soft words while soothing Nitami who continues to rebel in his arms.

Aldi and Max could only look at it, but could not do anything to help the two of them?

"I'm sorry, sorry…!!" Davin said softly while continuing to calm Nitami who continued to rebel in his arms. Davin is really sorry, and he feels guilty for Nitami.

Slowly Nitami remained silent and did not make any more contact. But his cries still sounded sobbing. Davin continued to gently caress Nitami's long hair which he stall down to her back.

Nitami is calmer, Nitami can feel the sincerity of Davin's warm attitude and embrace. For a long time he had long craved a warm embrace where he was leaning, and now Nitami can feel. A warm hug from her long-lost husband somewhere?

What should Nitami do now? Why is it that Davin is turning nice and warm like this? at their farewell in a few months. Nitami doesn't know what to do? What Nitami wants now and all this time is freedom from her husband Davin.

Nitami wants to get away from Davin, because he is unable and able to survive with the Davin family. While he could not put up a fight with the Davin family, because of the contract he had signed.

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