SHARING LOVE: I'm Not Reliable

City of London, was my dream from childhood.

"How do you feel?"

Mama Dinda suddenly came from behind Dimas.

"You see your wife now! He's not fine now. He's broken! Is that what you want? You are a man who has no feelings.

Even a little bit of your feelings are not there." said Mama Dinda with a facial expression filled with sadness.

Translation:

(He's not okay now. He's ruined! Is that what you want? You are a man with no feelings.)

Dimas continued to look at the Wife's face from a distance. Who is currently sitting in the park with Dave.

Dimas finally began to dare to step closer to Salsa.

Dave saw Dimas coming. He also decided to leave from there. Dave understood, maybe Dimas wanted to say something.

Dimas crouched down in front of Salsa.

Dimas then grabbed Salsa's hands, and clasped his fingers very tightly.

"I just know that everything will happen like this. Maybe I won't want to take this step" Dimas said slowly.

Salsa was immediately shocked, when she realized. If the person holding his hand right now is Dimas. Not Dave.

Salsa's breath was hunting.

"You get out of here! I said go! What you have done to me, everything is not worth the apologies and regrets that exist in you. You don't really love me do you? You love her the same Bella, not the same me. Especially after I think I am this! You will surely leave me. I know that! So it's better! From my heart I am getting sick. Meningan I used to say this sentence first, on appeal later you first say. I'm going to split up!"

"Until any time I will never want us both to separate." press Dimas with tears that have flowed.

"Click! What else should I ask you? So you'll give me. I can't! I can't be a perfect wife anymore. Even when I'm not sure if you're gonna eat me. Especially after I think I am gini. I can't imagine what will happen after her. And even I don't want to imagine it, because my heart's already sick enough to get here."

"No, until my life and death, I will never divorce you. Where is your promise that you said to me that you will be angry with God if until one day we will both be separated. Why do you break your own promise. And you yourself are the one who asked for this separation to exist" Dimas said slowly.

"I could pull all my words back then. I would never say all those bad words. Where should I be angry with God, if God should make us two separate. And even then I thought that I could not live without you, and would rather die. Than to have to part and lose you.

But now, I pull all my words. And I can choose between life and death. I will definitely choose to die, rather than have to go back to you again. I have suffered enough all this time! I don't want to be betrayed again, and I don't want to be lied to anymore. All is enough! Enough's enough!" snapped Salsa.

'Salsa wiped away her tears for a moment.'

"Dad! Dad is the person I always hoped to be the person I love, who can take me there. But all of them broke up! Hope I broke up. And after that you came! You came to offer to rebuild that hope. And after I wish you. Because you're the one I love after Dad. Which I wish after Dad to be able to take me there! To London. The city of London is the city of my dreams, Dimas! My dream since childhood! With you taking Bella there. It's the same way you ruined my dream. You know that, right? The City of London is my dream. And why did you bring Bella there? Not me." snapped Salsa.

"That's not all the same as what you thought." said Dimas.

"You know? What's the reason I have to be the City of London that's my dream."

'Salsa took a breath of her for a moment before she finally said.'

"Because that's the beginning of my happiness. I was born there! The city of London, is where Mother, and Father meet. And Mother became the City as her favorite place. And just so you know? Whatever is the reason for the happiness of Mother. Then from there also appeared a sense of happiness in my heart." said Salsa slowly.

"Darling!" call Mama Dinda who suddenly came towards Salsa.

"Go Dimas! You can only make things worse." said Mama Dinda.

Dimas immediately got up.

"Go inside! Papa wants to talk to you with four eyes." whispered Mama Dinda.

"I-I go first!" pamit Dimas to Salsa.

Salsa was silent.

After the departure of Dimas. Mama Dinda sat next to Salsa.

"Are you okay?" ask Mama Dinda softly.

With hands that wipe away Salsa's tears.

Mama Dinda put Salsa's head on her shoulder.

"It's okay! Everything's gonna be fine. There's Mama here who's always ready to defend you, son. Mama will never defend a mistake. Although the mistake was made by Mama's own biological child. Mama will be there for you!"

CUPS. 'Mama Dinda kissed Salsa's forehead, and immediately embraced Salsa with her affectionate deserving of a biological mother, towards her Daughter.'