SHARING LOVE: I'm Not Reliable

Sacrifices.

Flasback.

After seeing Dimas come out of his ward. Salsa followed Dimas secretly.

At first Salsa was so relieved, when she saw Dimas who turned out to enter the Shireen nursery. But only a few minutes. Dimas went back out and went again somewhere. Salsa followed Dimas.

And it turns out Dimas came into Bella's room.

Salsa tried to peek inside.

"Is it still sick?" ask Dimas.

"A little bit." replied Bella.

"Later in the afternoon I'll drive you home. Then get ready. I don't want Salsa to know that you're here either" Dimas said.

Bella also understood.

Dimas sat on the couch not far from Bella's bed.

Seems obvious. If Dimas is currently tired, and also tired.

Bella was about to get out of bed. Yet. Dimas who saw her immediately spontaneously ran towards Bella.

"Are you crazy?" Jerky Dimas.

Bella shakes.

"I want to go down, and sit there!" point Bella towards the sofa.

"For what?" ask Dimas.

"I'm tired if I have to lie down." replied Bella.

"All right!"

Dimas also directly carried Bella to the sofa. And get Bella there.

Dimas sat there. Next to Bella.

Dimas took his laptop. And start doing office tasks that have been delayed.

"Mas!" call Bella.

Dimas did not answer. And still focus on the laptop.

"Mas tired? If you're tired, you can tell me!"

Dimas looked directly at Bella's face.

"Eh! I know that there must be a lot of trouble. I'm sorry! Because it messed up everything."

"It's good that you're self-conscious." said Dimas.

"Thank you too. Because I want to help me. And save Rafa." said Bella.

Dimas turned to Bella. And stared at him intensely.

"Aren't you angry?" ask Dimas.

"Why am I angry?" ask Bella back.

"I've insulted you, and it's even made you like this" Dimas replied.

Bella smiled at Dimas.

"I get. And I'm sure Mas did it all because Mas was worried about Rafa. And also Love the same Sister Salsa."

Dimas nodded in disbelief. Look at Bella's mature attitude.

"Eitherway! I don't know what makes me so obsessed with Salsa. But on the other side. I'm also very crazy if I have to face her childish attitude.

He is not mature in the face of problems. But do you know? Look at Salsa who always wanted to get away from me. Makes me become as crazy as it is to defend it." said Dimas slowly.

"Patience Mas! My parents are coming back to Canada next month. And me and Rafa will be safe after this. And Mas, and also Mbak Salsa can return to live a harmonious Household. Like before"

Dimas also nodded in understanding.

"I'm sorry again! Because both my parents. I had to marry her" said Bella.

Bella breathed her first. Before finally speaking.

"I don't know either. Why can they think that Mas is the father of Rafa. And even threatened. If you don't want to be responsible. Then my parents. I would have killed Rafa then and there because I was ashamed to have a grandchild born without a father. I was confused too! Why did the two of them come at the same time? When was he still there?"

"That's all happened! Didn't they say? If both of your parents really want to come home to visit you in Indonesia."

"But that's not what I'm confused about!

Why did they know so soon that I was in an accident. And taken to the hospital? And even more bizarre. We both haven't arrived at the hospital. But. They got there first. "

"Maybe it's precision. And also when your parents come to your house. They will be looking for you right away. Your father is a Conglamerate in his State. So it's easy to find your whereabouts. Like I was looking for Salsa that went missing yesterday. Only by requiring power. I can figure out where Salsa is in just a short time."

Bella also understood. Because Dimas' answer makes sense.

"Mas!" call Bella.

"Yes." replied Dimas.

"What was the reason you wanted to marry me at that time? But you could have left me. Because even Mas doesn't know me at all. But Mas even wanted to indulge into the selfishness of my Parents. Who forced me to keep accompanying me. And even willing to leave Salsa?"

"I initially took this action because I thought that Salsa would understand the situation I was in. And will explain all these misunderstandings to Salsa. Because she's also a mother. He will understand. What are you going through! But I was wrong! Salsa wouldn't even listen to my explanation in the slightest. He's even mad! And just leave me."

Bella stroking Dimas' shoulder.

"What Salsa did was not wrong! I'm a woman too! I understand what Ms. Salsa is going through. There will be no woman who wants to be Honey! Because it hurts."

"But Salsa is too childish. And see his attitude like that. Actually I can't stand it! But I love her. My position is going awry Bella! I'm tired! I was tired in the office. And add to this problem. It makes me crazy. And I even thought I was crazy. For pointing a gun at my own wife." - Dimas. But it can still be heard by Bella.

"Why did you do that? The woman should be persuaded with tenderness. Not with rudeness." asked Bella in disbelief.

"That's the only way Salsa's gonna come back to my side again. About tenderness? I've even tried to behave, and explain everything as gently as possible. But he accused me of nothing. And say I betrayed you! Everything that happens is beyond my control. Who does not want to accompany his wife to give birth? And who does not want to witness the beloved Wife who is struggling. For the sake of giving birth to a Princess who has been very much waiting to be born into this World?"

"Nothing" said Dimas shaking his head. Her tears at this moment had spilled down her cheeks.

Bella felt guilty.

"I shouldn't have sacrificed anyone else. For the safety of my son." - Bella.

"My instincts as a father can't lie to Bella. How could I possibly have watched a Baby who so desperately wanted to be born into this World. To see the Beautiful World. Must be just*ti. And I also understood your feelings back then. You even willingly pleaded, and kowtowed before your Two Parents. Though. You just finished giving birth."

"Then what should I do? Maybe the only way is for me to get out of your lives! I can't see any of this either." Bella sobbed.

"No!" snapped Dimas.

"You're wrong Bella. It's free if you leave here. Your parents are still monitoring you. Then what's the point of you leaving. And all the sacrifices I make will be wasted." prevent Dimas.

"But!" 'Bella hesitates.'

"If you want to go. Go after your Two Parents return to Canada. Then! You and Rafa will survive. But if you decide to leave right now. Would you be willing if Rafa would be bun*h by both of your Parents?"

Bella nodded weakly.

Dimas grabbed Bella's head. Then put it on the chest of his field.

Dimas hugged Bella for a moment. So that Bella can calm down a little.