Sharing Love: I Don't Want to Be Done

The reason why I chose him (Elia)

Then what makes you prefer him, El?"

" I don't want to compare you two." Elijah got up from his seat, and wanted to leave the increasingly becoming rigel.

"But I want to know, what are the advantages of him to make you still choose him! Is it because he's young?"

Elijah stopped his steps, and turned back to look at Rigel.

"Not because of that!"

"Then what?"

Rigel wants to know everything clearly for what reason Elijah would not go back with him and still choose Simon.

"All right! If you want to know why I chose him over you. I'll talk, but don't regret it after hearing it!"

"Please!" challenge Rigel. He really wanted to know what the advantages of the man were.

"You and him are so different, like the earth and the sky! Why did I choose it because I could be myself, without having to pretend and sacrifice like I was with you! And still never appreciated." 

Long ago because she loved Rigel so much, Elijah was willing to continue to sacrifice. He was willing to be scorned, despised, and humbled by Hannah. In fact, He was willing to pretend to be like others in order to be a dream daughter-in-law figure as well as a woman who deserves to be Rigel's wife. But what she got, until the age of five, was her marriage, Hana still does not want to recognize Elijah as a woman who deserves to be the wife of Rigel and daughter-in-law of the Ervinosa family just because she is not from a rich family.

"What do you mean talk like that, El?" 

"Do you think I don't know everything? I know that you want to take responsibility and marry Claire so that she doesn't get taken off Ervinosa's family card. At that moment I realized that I was no more important than a treasure! So, ask your heart again, am I still valuable? My love and all my sacrifices so far have been nothing compared to money. "

Rigel was shocked when he heard what Elijah knew.

"El, I can tell you about that!" 

Eli smiled. 

"I don't need that explanation anymore, because it's just the past that hurts me the most! All the trust I gave you, you always denied. I've warned you many times not to drink alcohol again. But, what? You still drink alcohol until you go to sleep and have a baby from another woman! Not only that, you even secretly married behind my back, without even discussing a single bit about your matters."

" What is this thing called family? You always decide everything yourself, without asking my opinion. A family should be open to each other, and seek solutions together. Not lying to cover up a lie!"

Elijah was tired of his married life. At first she thought that her marriage to Rigel was the happiest marriage. Because many people dream of having a marriage like Elijah. 

But, it turns out that his marriage is not a dream wedding. Marriage is full of wounds and sacrifices. It is true, in a marriage there will certainly be trials that come. So, we have to get through it all together. 

But if a marriage is full of lies, there is no sense of mutual openness, discussion with the couple to solve problems, self-fighting, no sense of security and mutual trust. Does the marriage still need to be maintained? 

Love is okay, but do not be too stupid to be willing to continue to hurt just want to keep the loved one. Your heart only you know. Whether he is still strong or not. 

"But the proof is that you are double and hurt me too deeply, to make this heart broken is not left! And now, after I find my happiness, you come and ask back? Until we asked her why I prefer her to you! Didn't he? "

"You realize, don't you?if you have opened an old wound that has dried up. Just so you know, Simon is the one who is always there when I'm down! Because she's me and Arsy alive, and they can survive to this point. At least he won't pawn my love for treasure, and trust me more than anyone else! "

Elijah said it all because it was Simon Lah who made it at this point. If Simon had not helped him from the fire, Elijah and Arsy might not have been in the world. 

His sacrifice was no joke for Elijah and Arsy. What he had in this city, as well as the help and struggle of Simon. The tea plantation inherited from his parents, it turns out that the name belongs to someone else, so that makes Elijah have nothing else. Just a little money saving. 

Luckily, Simon was still there to help her. Although not from a wealthy and orphaned family, Simon is a hardworking man. Simon volunteered to help with the initial capital of Elijah's business, as well as helping to care for Arsy when Elijah could not yet hire a baby sitter. 

So do not be surprised if Arsy is very close to Simon. Because he was the one who had been taking care of her from birth, even since in the womb. When Elijah cravings, he will fulfill it like a husband on alert. 

Simon is not Arsy's biological father, but he is the one who makes Arsy not lack of a father figure. 

" Is he that good and perfect! If he's a good person, why would he hide you in this place? To make me think that you and our son are dead! " 

"That's all he did to keep me and Arsy alive. If there was no Simon to help me in that fire, maybe Arsy and I would not be in this world. And it's all because of your young wife!"

"Oh yeah one more thing, you can still see Arsy because after all, you are still his father. But please, don't disturb my life and Simon's."

After that, Elijah left Rigel who was still standing in his place. Now the hope of being reunited with Elijah is completely gone. 

A woman is willing to sacrifice and be loyal to the person she loves. But don't hurt him, because when his heart is broken, it's hard to get back to the way it was. 

If there is a woman who is still willing to stick with marriage like this, it means she is completely numb. Indeed, there are women who are willing in polygamy because they want to get heaven, and still love her husband. 

But that's not Cordelia Almira. He didn't want to get heaven out of it, because there were many other ways to get it. 

Elijah loved and sacrificed for someone he loved just fine, but remember! Do not for love become a fool and a weak person. Stop if what you sacrifice is no longer appreciated, because Happiness is not just about being with him. 

Keep moving, and start a new life. Forgiveness is not as hard as forgetting. We can forgive others' mistakes, but forgetting something painful is difficult. If Elijah could be like a fish that only had 7 seconds of memory, maybe he could have forgotten that painful past. 

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I do not forbid polygamy, for it is permissible in Sharia. But, I'm a team of women who don't want to be in polygamy. Actually, this story is taken from real story footage that is merged into one. So, it's not just ordinary.

So it's up to you to want the team to be in polygamy or not. If anyone asks if there is a man like Rigel the answer is there. And Rigel's character is also taken from that guy.