Sharing Love: I Don't Want to Be Done

Loss of trust

When a belief is destroyed by a betrayal, there will no longer be the same trust as before. 

~ Cordelia Almira ~

Seeing every patient who entered his room was not Elijah, making Orange feel anxious and worried. Elijah said he had left, but he had not come until now. Finally, Jingga decided to send Elijah a message.

Orang-ga: El, where are you? I haven't been in my room yet! 

"Doctor Orange ..." call Melati the nurse who helped her examine the patient. 

"H-yeah, what's up?" ask a slightly surprised orange. 

"You're daydreaming doc?" ask Melati

"Em ... No, what is it?" 

" I just want to say that our shift is over. So, I want to go home" said Melati. 

"Oh .. please." Orange allows Melati to go home first.

After that, Melati came out of the practice room, leaving an orange that continued to look at her phone screen. The orange frowned when he saw the message was never answered by Elijah. 

"Lo where the hell El .. kok tumben not reply messages and pick up my phone! You are active!" muttered Orange who kept trying to contact Elijah. "Don't." Orange immediately took off the doctor's suit attached to the body and took his bag and immediately went out to look for Elijah. 

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On the other hand, Rigel is seen helping Claire lie on her patient's bed. His face looked lethargic, and his mind kept thinking about the words from the Orange. 

What happened to Elijah to Orange said that! Is there a problem? Didn't I leave via text message before my phone broke. Murmured Rigel who asked himself.

" Ri, what are you thinking?" asked Claire who kept watching Rigel was silent as if daydreaming. His body was beside him but it seemed that his mind and heart were not here. 

"Ri .." call Claire while holding Rigel's hand when he doesn't answer Claire's question. 

"Eh, yes. Sorry, did you ask me what?" 

"I asked, What are you thinking? You were just silent, is there anything you're thinking?" said Claire.

"Oh, I was just thinking about Elijah. I didn't come home and give word for two days. So, I want to leave first yes .. You are calm later there will be a nurse who will take care of you during here," said Rigel then took his suit and bag on the sofa.

I want Claire to say that she doesn't need a nurse because all Rigel needs is to be next to her right now, but Claire realizes that Rigel is married while she is only considered a friend who is now pregnant with her child due to a mistake.

Claire could only nod her head to let Rigel go even if she begged, Rigel would definitely find an excuse to get out of here.

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In a park there is a woman sitting in a long chair staring at the small children playing with smiles and laughter adorning their faces.

The sight, made him think back to how his childhood story was filled only with jokes, laughter, and there was only a small quarrel. The problem of a small child is not as severe as the problem of adults, a small child can easily forgive a friend who has been bothering him. Then back to playing together without recalling the problems that have passed, there are no wounds so deep and very painful. 

I want him to be like a child again who never felt a hurt feeling like this.

Soon enough, the orange came to him with a breath of agitation.

"I finally found Lu El!" said Orange who immediately sat beside Elijah. 

"Why are you so bored as Jing? Running a marathon?" elijah asked with an innocent face that did not feel any guilt. 

"Yes, I ran a marathon because of your nyariin, satisfied!" he continued to look at Elijah's face.

"No-no!" Elijah turned his face away from the sight of an orange. "This was just a flick of dust, you know yourself ka-" before Elijah finished his words, Orange first turned Elijah's face to face him again. 

The orange stared at the face. "Don't lie to me! I'm not a kid that can be lied to! You went to the hospital, right? And Lo saw Rigel come out of the room I'm the same woman!" Guess which orange is very on target. 

Elijah could only subdue his gaze, knowing that his friend was not easy to lie to.

"It looks like I'm guessing, really!" the orange that had released his hand from Elijah's face. 

"She said it was just her theme, she was 6 weeks pregnant. Her baby is weak because her mother is experiencing hyperemesis and also comes out fleck!" it was clear that it was orange without looking at Elijah.

In his heart, Elijah hoped that what the Orange said was true. That the woman was only Rigel's girlfriend, but her filling and logic couldn't accept that.

If the woman was just her theme why should Rigel take her and accompany her check into the hospital? Where's husband? Why don't you just ask his assistant if it's just a friend. Rigel is not a person who easily cares for others because he will pay attention to people who are considered special to him. Elijah's heart is raging, so much debate is there.

Elijah raised the corner of his lips. "Do you believe when he says that she's just a friend?" Elijah asked for an opinion. 

The orange returned Elijah. " Of course not! If he is only a friend, why can it be as careful as it is to forget Elo as his wife who is currently also in need of him." concluded Jingga by embracing Elijah. 

He knew that right now, Elijah was not doing well and needed a backrest to support his body and strengthen his sick heart. Although Orange is not married, but he was also betrayed by his lover and it hurt so much that it made him numb to the name of love. Moreover, Elijah who has sacrificed everything for Rigel, his whole life and love only for the man. Wouldn't it hurt more.

Orange knows how much Elijah loves Rigel. Although it is not clear now that Rigel has been having an affair, it still hurts when he sees his beloved husband being with another woman when there is no news at all for two days.

"Elo the patient El, the cave will always be next to Lo. So don't worry anymore, okay!" The orange wiped the tears of Elijah that fell down his cheek. "Okay, Elo don't be sad anymore because I'll take Lo have fun! Forget all the problems at hand! Don't think about that fucking Regel2! Pretty girl I can't cry just for a jerk like an innards!" ledek Orange who changed Rigel's name. 

Elijah just smiled at the attitude of his friends who were upset. When the orange is upset he will vilify the person by changing his name.

After that they went to play to relieve Elijah's sadness. Playing just the two looks less cool, but Seruni is in the night shift so can not play together.

Arriving at the timezone, Orange and Elijah play as much as they forget that the day is getting late. After feeling tired, they decided to go home. Orange drove Elijah home in his car.

"Lo gapapa go home now El? Or stay at my house!" bargain the orange before Elijah gets out of his car.

"I'm gapapa, thank you Jing because you've been willing to accompany me today," Elijah said as he smiled and hugged Orange before he got out of the car.

The sound of knocking on the floor and shoes came closer, making Rigel get up from his seat to see who was coming.

"Where are you, baby? Why did you just come home at this hour? Aren't you the morning shift, so why isn't it on the phone? " cerca Rigel with a variety of questions. 

"I'm tired, I'm going to rest." Elijah went away leaving Rigel. 

Seeing Elijah's strange attitude made Rigel clueless. Was Elijah angry because I suddenly left on Anniversary . Rigel immediately chased Elijah into the room. Arriving in Rigel's room, he hugged Elijah from behind. 

"Sorry Brother yes for suddenly going to the Department in our special. My brother promised to replace the delayed celebration!" Rigel. When Rigel wanted to kiss Elijah, he dodged.

"Why are you avoiding my brother? Is he still angry?" ask Rigel again.

"No, I'm just tired and my body feels sticky. So, take a shower and go to bed." Elijah let go of Rigel's embrace and left him in the bathroom.

Seeing the attitude in Elijah's gin, making Rigel confused and clueless. Elijah had never been cold when he was angry Elijah would be silent, but not cold by ignoring him like this.

Was my mistake so great that Elijah was that angry? I was wrong, but I can speak not a thousand languages like this.

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