Sharing Love: Forced to Marry a Husband's Grandchild

#MENTARY, FATIH, ZAHRA & WILLIAM (64)

Zahra wanted to justify her sitting position to be more comfortable. However, he felt his toes numb and could not be moved.

"Mas."

"Yes, what's wrong?" ask Fatih.

"I had a dream last night to meet Grandpa Lukman. He thanked me for making Mentari your wife." Zahra dreamed it was just a glimpse because of the wake up.

"That's because Zahra is good at judging someone's self. That's why you know what's good for you" Fatih said.

"It is precisely Grandpa Lukman, who knows what is best for Mas Fatih" replied Zahra. Then he said again, "and Mentari is Grandpa Lukman's choice. Grandpa Lukman liked Mentari a lot."

"Yes, maybe because of Grandpa Lukman, used to love being massaged by Mentari." Fatih chuckled because she remembered the words Mentari used to like to claim to be the millionaire masseuse. Because, not in America or Indonesia, Mentari is most asked to massage.

"Mas, you're all there is." Zahra paused for a moment because she wanted to inhale the air that felt heavy on her chest.

"It looks like from the three of us, me, Cantika and Mentari. Grandpa Lukman loved Mentari so much and after I remembered. The mentor is always reliable and deft in any case. When gathered together, the first person to be called is Mentari. The most anticipated arrival is also the Mentari."

"Why are you talking like this, honey? You are also loved by Grandpa Lukman and Grandma Gendis. Every time they go where they get the most money is you, right? Even Ghaza sometimes crave if not brought gifts. The one who is proud in front of his colleagues is you, who does not know Zahra the daughter-in-law of the Judge family. Grandpa and Grandma are proud of you too. You are a smart, friendly, obedient girl and there are many more advantages that you have. Do not like to compare with others. It will even cover the advantages possessed by you." Fatih spoke while looking at Zahra.

     Zahra forgot that she also had the advantages of Mentari. When Grandpa Lukman and Grandma Gendis were sick, Zahra was always asked to teach beside her. The ability to teach Zahra is no doubt. He's a MTQ champion. She can also be an impromptu doctor for the Judge's family, though she's an obstetrician.

"Yes, you're right, Mom. I also have an advantage over them." Zahra was smiling.

"Well that's it. Don't feel inferior to yourself. Everyone has advantages and disadvantages. It's just that they are often not aware of the advantages possessed by him because they see the advantages of others."

"Mas, I want to hear the voice of Mas Fatih to read Surat Ar Rahman and Al Waqiah, yes!" pinta Zahra is still in Fatih's arms.

     The letter in the Qur'an that Fatih had memorized outside his head, he chanted. Zahra felt very calm, she permeated every word that came out of Fatih's mouth.

'Yes Allah .. if I am destined to live to this day. So I am very ridho. May You forgive all the sins I have committed. Place 'be with those who love You and are loved by You, O God .. gather 'I am with my family again in the Hereafter, in Your Heaven. Aamiin, ' Inner Zahra.

     Fatih also completed all reading letters Ar Rahman and Al Waqiah.

"Thank you, Mum." Zahra looked up at Fatih's face. It turned out that during the lecture, Fatih broke her tears. Zahra also wanted to wipe the tears on her husband's cheek, but her hand could not be moved.

"Mas, when he heard the reading of Al Waqiah's letter. I felt like heaven and hell were in front of me. If I choose, I want to go to heaven. But, can I get in there with all my practices? I fear that the practice I have is exhausted to pay for my sins even less because the sins I have too much. And I must feel hell first to atone for that unpaid sin." Zahra spoke quietly even so she tried to still be able to speak in an increasingly heavy breath.

"Thank you, Mum. I feel so happy today." Zahra smiled broadly.

"Laa ilaaha illallah," Zahra said weakly and bowed her head to Fatih's chest.

     Fatih also understood that, so he also guided Zahra to say the word tawhid, it was many times. No more sounding Zahra.

     Fatih who continued to say the tawhid sentence while crying and tightened her embrace to Zahra. Finally Fatih's cry sounded, he was releasing a tightness in his chest that had been held since, now the burden was thrown as well.

     Mentari who was behind the door from the beginning, finally came to Fatih and Zahra. Mentari's eyes are swollen because they have been crying since.

"Mas, bring Zahra in! I can still feel the pulse on his neck." The sun that pressed the veins on Zahra's neck, still felt even though it was weak.

    Mentari ran calling everyone to Zahra's room.

    Fatih held Zahra on their bed. Everyone hurriedly came and entered Zahra and Fatih's room.

"I, as the husband of Zahra, ask all who are here to forgive all the sins and wrongs that Zahra has committed, whether intentional or unintentional. Will you forgive Zahra?" ask Fatih in her talk.

"Yes, we've forgiven all his mistakes" said everyone who was there.

"Zahra is a good man. It is precisely we who should apologize to Zahra" Khalid said in tears.

"In sha Allah, Zahra has forgiven you too." Fatih was stunned and looked at Zahra's face which was already like a corpse.

"Zahra we are glad to release yourself, may you get the best place in nature there" Abah said. Then Abah recited prayers to facilitate Zahra in the saccharat of death. Fatih also whispered again Tauhid lapal in Zahra's ear. In his last breath Fatih heard Zahra speak the word Allah.

     The momentary silence changed with the sound of crying from them, the people who loved Zahra. The clear morning weather, became the day on which Zahra breathed her last in a special place for Zahra. He also died in the arms of his loved ones.

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The night writes about death. It feels so creepy.

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