Shania Beloved

Chapter 5

...~Just wait that day will definitely arrive~ soon...

"Ceckless"

Shania stopped wearing socks to see who had opened the door

Heri came with a tray filled with food and drink for Shania in her hands, Shania was really shocked to interfere when her first brother still had a little care for her

Heri immediately put the food on the study table near Shania

"Eat now" Heri asked

"There are still a lot of KK later Shania must have eaten after using socks" he said

"I said eat now"

"ha?, good KK" Shania said with a smile

Don't smile smile to die like look at your smile, you don't deserve to smile, you don't deserve to feel happiness

Shania just nodded leaving her socks on the other side unused because Heri forced her to eat right away

Shania took the food that was located on the table with the feeling of haru, her eyes reddened wanting to cry but she held it for fear of disturbing Heri

Shania ate with her voraciously flavored food many times tastier probably because Heri was the one who took it for her

"Decks"Call Heri

Shania was a little shocked to hear Heri calling her with a nick

Shania looked at Heri with a question mark waiting for the next sentence Heri would say

"Deg"

Like swallowing a bitter pill, Shania really seemed to have trouble swallowing her Saliva, her enthusiasm when eating had become drastically decreased appetite was lost, suddenly Shania wanted to vomit but tried to hold it

"You know I hate having a sister the most, when Mamah was pregnant you just asked Mamah many times to drop her womb, I have hated you since you were in Mamah's womb,and when I know the fact that you're not my real sister hates me, I multiply for you, I'm sorry, but I can't stop hating me"

Shania shed her tears at the words of her sister, the happy feeling she felt was gone already with what her sister had said, it felt like Shania lost her breathing cavity, her heart also felt very sore, she was very sad,it feels like an incision wound that is flush with a squeeze of lemon water

"Crying as much as I love to see you cry, I hate you so much as Mom, I want you both to never feel as happy as you did to me, My Father, I want you both to never feel as happy as you did to me,and my brother" too"

Heri leaves Shania who is still hiccupping crying while covering the room door violently causing a sound that hurts the ears

"But Shania still wants to live sister, Shania still wants to meet Mamah" Shania yelled who I don't know whether Heri heard it or not

Shania cries out for hiccups as she grabs her bag and wears her socks to go to school soon

Shania stood in front of the glass while wiping her tears, Shania took the powder to cover her careless and pale face.Shania realized her forehead was still inert to purple if left unchecked it would be a warm conversation at school

Shania rushes to retrieve the scissors from the drawer, with Shania's heart cutting her bangs to make them look neat and to her liking

Shania breathed a sigh of relief when she saw the result that Shania was cleaning her face and clothes that were slightly dirty due to the pieces of her bangs earlier and rushed to go to her School

Because walking will take a lot of time to make Shania will be late to school later, Shania chose to wear an ojek to get to school faster.

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