Shania Beloved

Chapter 4

...~I hate my birthday.~...

Shania awakens with a strange feeling that her hair is being gently stroked by someone slowly Shania opens her eyes to check who has done it, and Shania is really surprised when she knows who the culprit is her Oma,His oma who had died, his Omas standing before him was now staring at him with Sendu

Whether the light from where it had been pitch black turned into light Shania could clearly see the old face of her crying Oma looking at him while gently rubbing her head

Shania's reflexes clinging to the bathroom wall to rise to her feet caught the old body into her arms

"Oma is really this Oma Hua.. Don't Leave Shania Oma I beg Oma not to go again we can play like before, She kangen play in the park with Oma bought in snacks, brought around the city of hiksss..Shania misses Oma.hiks..."The cry of Shania was unstoppable and broke in the arms of the Oma who had been raising affectionately for 17 years

"Why Oma doesn't talk to Shania why Oma is just crying, Shania is fine Oma don't cry Oma makes Shania's heart hurt.Papah, Sis Heri and Sis Seen are very good to Shania, she said,Shania's fine with Oma"Shania's lie

"Hikssss ..Forgive Oma Darling hikss.....Oma's guilty of you"

"Oma why apologize Oma is not wrong what" Shania said on the sidelines too

"Don't cry anymore Oma" Shania asked as she wiped off Sofia's cheeks soaked with tears"

"Happy Birthday to my granddaughter Shania" Sofia said with tears in her eyes

Sofia's body began to slowly disappear into a translucent shadow and disappeared

Shania cries while trying to reach the body of the Oma that can not be touched anymore

Along with her Oma who disappeared the bathroom where Shania in brackets was back to dark

"Hua... hiksss Oma don't go don't go Oma Shania fear yourself don't Oma don't go, Omaaaaaaaaaa"

Shania woke up from her sleep with breath puffing sweat seemed to wet the forehead and neck that made her loose shirt wet in some parts, the dream was really felt real for Shania,even her real tears came out wetting her cheeks now, Shania slowly wiped away the tears that had soaked her cheeks

Shania remembers when her Oma wished her a happy birthday, instead of remembering Shania's birthday tomorrow instead of now still on February 13

Shania immediately wriggled a small circular watch on her left wrist that showed the clock at 00.02 and it turned out that the day had changed now was February 14th,today is the 18th birthday of Shania Valentine Ricardo to coincide with the first year the Oma died and this is the first time her Oma entered into her dream really a lot of coincidences

Shania cried while hitting her head and hands against the temperature wall inside the cold bathroom she did not even feel anymore because of her heartache,it feels like her life is filled with hatred of her loved ones 18 years they already hate Shania, and this year Shania was tortured to the end by the three men who are very dear to her, and one year,Shania does not know clearly what her fault is that she is always said to be an illegitimate child not part of the Ricardo family,Shania also knew her mother left because she was tortured by her Papah.Shania did not want much just want to feel loved by the three people and also met her biological mother just that was her request to God all along

The next day at 06:20

"Cekklek"The bathroom door is open

To see who had opened the door, Shania could not help but feel frozen to death, her hair seemed messy with traces of crying on her face

"Get out before I change my mind" Heri said without looking at Shania who was sitting in the corner of the wall hugging her knees, the knees she had left all night

Shania squirmed but there was no intention to stand up from her seat

"you didn't hear yh, I asked you to come out, not until I changed my mind and locked you out longer than Seen"

"Lock it off, Nia's afraid Seen's brother is angry that Nia's coming out"

"Seen, who asked me to get you out of here, she's gone to her college, didn't get you out of here" Heri Tampa said, looking at Shania's face

"Really" asked Shania who was nodding back by Heri

Shania tried to die to stand her body really weak tired added last night Shania had not filled her stomach

Heri stared at Shania's body slowly disappearing from her sight with feelings of pity and hatred simultaneously

Her friend's words that caused a fight and left an inert wound on her cheek last night completely slapped Heri's heart but Heri remained Heri's main ego and was also very stubborn.

"Don't let you nyesel Heri the child doesn't even know what is pure fault both his parents including nyokap lo no illegitimate child that is haram it's the actions of his parents,you tortured and blamed him only for the mistakes of his parents that he did not even know because he was still a baby at that time you took revenge on the wrong person, he said,remember Heri lived a long time but died a lot longer,want to cry blood even once and ask him back if he has gone to the lap of almighty he will not come back again he still has the same blood as you from nyokap you"

Heri took a breath while shaking her head and claimed that what she had done with her father and brother was right there was nothing wrong with Shania to whom else they were avenging his mother had even run away and not responsible for his mistakes instead died his son

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Shania enters her room while looking for her blanket at the moment which Shania feels is cold she needs a blanket to warm her body,After feeling warm, Shania chose to take a shower, ready to go to school even with an unnatural body to go to school because the body has a lot of inert wounds that are clearly visible

Shania stepped into the kitchen to get food because her stomach was very hungry, Shania took rice and a little side dish and put it on the plate she had taken first

For fear of being angry, Shania chose to eat behind the refrigerator so that no one could see her ,Shania was afraid when she was angry because of eating so she chose to hide from people who were in the house

Shania managed to put a spoonful of rice into her mouth, Just about to feed the rice into her mouth for the second time Shania's hand was instantly smothered by the snake woman,the snake woman who means Kartika's stepmother

"You don't remember what your Papah said if you work you will eat but if you don't do anything don't expect a grain of rice to enter your mouth,what did you do from last night I didn't even see you do anything, you think I didn't notice

"Mother but Shania's hungry"

"Only do I care, get out of here illegitimate child"Kartika said lightly kicking Shania's leg out of her presence made Shania's body almost fall but not with the food that fell perfectly along with the broken glass plate

Instead of causing a commotion that makes him tortured even more Shania chose to go lethargic without carrying anything just her beloved blue bag that is still faithfully hanging on her back

Shania goes to her room to get her shoes to go to school immediately,at school later Shania can buy food because she still has money from her savings that she only uses when in an emergency like now Shania needs that money to buy food that will eliminate hungry in his stomach, during his life with his Oma at all times, when his Oma gave him money Shania would keep it because she knew one day he would need it.

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#Don't forget to leave his trail so that the author is more enthusiastic about his writing