Shahadat Love Zakia

Chapter 19

The sun has returned to the contest the whole family has also returned home because the day is getting darker except Zakia. Zakia still wants to linger with his father because the next day he has to leave his family, Zakia wants to let go of the longing before the longing returns to his heart

Zakia entered the house so casually he walked regardless of his family gathering in the living room. Zakia was not aware because his mind was filled with his prayers that almost left even he had not broken his fast

"Stop there"

The flat and cold voice was no longer familiar to his ears. Zakia stopped her steps and turned her head towards the voice of the man who looked at her with a sharp gaze, Zakia could see there was an aura of anger in the eyes of her first brother that she herself did not know the cause

"Can you explain what this is?" His question by throwing an object that made Zakia instantly speechless, his body frozen even his eyes began to be shrouded in fear

"I asked what is it? There is no mouth to answer. Huh!" the sound was getting higher making Zakia more rigid until it was difficult to make a sound

"I.tu, that. Zakia could be soot-" Her speechplaque was cut off when a loud slap hit her cheek

"Based on the child does not know in profit, I regret ever gave birth to you in this world why did you not die at that time also Fuck! Cuiih "Leni said her mother spit right in Zakia's face

Zakia looked up at her mother with hurt feelings, having lived for 24 years. The new Zakia really felt very hurt by the words that the woman who had given birth to her in this world had spoken

"Thank you Ma, thank you for the slap Zakia has not felt for a long time" Zakia said with a smile while wiping the spit on her face

Zakia crouched down and gathered all her prayer equipment scattered on the floor all had happened, her fear all this time finally happened today.

With a quick movement Edi pulled Zakia's long hair very hard to make his body lose balance. His eyes looked at Zakia with a gaze full of anger and also in the veil of hatred Edi slapped a slap in the smooth face of Zakia instantly made the corner of his lips bleed

The people who witnessed it just fell silent without breaking Edi who was then controlled by a fierce anger, they also seemed disappointed with Zakia who betrayed the trust of their family's generations

"How dare you betray the trust of our family, don't you feel any shame. Huh! Want to put where our faces are in front of the congregation who know you've embraced the beliefs of another Fucking Religion" Edi snapped at Zakia who was still displaying her smile even though the pain in her cheeks also made her grimace occasionally

"It's my choice, I have the right to choose whatever it is for my life and why do I feel ashamed? Did I make a mistake? No, no, have you ever cared about me this whole time? Have you ever thought of me as a child or a sister? So, why did after I chose the path for my own life make you angry?" Zakia looked at her entire family with a gaze full of pain and disappointment

Plaques

"Get rid of all that and come back before I really think you're dead" Leni said, making Zakia smile thinly at her mother's words

"Not so long as I've been dead in Mama's eyes? What else am I coming back for? What after I get rid of all this and come back will make Mama love me and think I exist? Didn't you? So don't feel as if you've betrayed Ma, don't feel hurt or disappointed by my choice. Because here I feel it first Ma, I first feel the pain does not care" said Zakia with tears that can not be contained anymore

"So you don't want to leave your new religion HM? All right, look what I'm gonna do, I wanna see how far you can go to defend your fucking choices" Said Edi walking towards Zakia's room taking out all his belongings and burning them without remaining

Zakia continued to rebel to save her belongings including her prayer equipment, Zakia did not mind her clothes but she could not let her prayer equipment be burned, because it was the only thing he had to fulfill his obligation

"Don't! no, I beg you not to burn the Deck. Brother please listen to brother for the last time only, please do not burn that plis brother please" Pinta Zakia pleads to make Leo the younger brother not bear but he also can not do anything, Leo does not have the courage to argue at the orders of Edi and also the Mother

"Take off, let me go" Zakia continued to rebel until Edi finally released his hand checks when he was satisfied to see all of Zakia's belongings burned without remaining

"Happy! you guys satisfied now? Find me, find out what else you can burn or you want to burn me too?" Zakia asked looking towards the entire family with a wound-filled look

"If that's what you want I can make her a son of Goddamn" said Leni clutching Zakia's chin firmly until her fingernails stuck in Zakia's skin

Zakia was silent there was no crying or moaning like that, she just smiled and looked at the bead of her mother's eyes that never radiated warmth for her. now Zakia is no longer afraid of physical pain or her heart is the only one in her heart that is fighting for her choice despite having to risk her life

"Do it Ma, I won't rebel if Mama does it herself. At least it's a gift you can give me, Mama gave birth to me and I would be very happy if Mama also negated me" said Zakia with a flat face like a lifeless body

While Edi who saw the impulsiveness of Zakia on his choice made his anger re-peaked he immediately pulled the kesper in use and immediately greets Zakia's body with a brandas

Leo, who was unable to see him, immediately stopped the agitation of the brother who tortured Zakia without mercy

"Had Bang stopped, pity brother Zakia" said Leo took over the keper from Edi's hand immediately made Edi stared intently at him

"You want to defend him too? or do you want to go along like him, humiliate our family?" Edi snapped back his kesper ropes and was about to throw him to Zakia's body. Yet again there was someone holding him back and this time with a different person

"That's enough, Enough Edi" snapped Celina who could no longer bear to see Zakia who was constantly being tortured. Celina was disappointed with Zakia's choice but she did not blame Zakia entirely because she understood it was possible that Zakia sought her own comfort and happiness because both of those things she did not get from her family.