Seven men of faith

58. TBB

Bismilbornohmanirohim.

"Hmmmm, are there no classes today?" Fahmi saw them one by one. Like giving a signal.

As if the intention with the signal that Fahmi gave them all immediately gave answers to the question that Fahmi threw.

"There's bang!" they answered simultaneously.

"If so, if you'll excuse me first, om, Assalamualaikum" said Alex, Eza, Bagas and Bintang also Dimas, do not forget they greet Diandra in turn.

"Cepet healed well bang" said Dimas before leaving the nursery Alvin.

"Let's Dim"

"Gue ngampus first bang, just calm abis finished mgampus I will come again really" Star of the most narcissist never even want to miss.

"Not to get attention!" Eza forced the Bintang out of Alvin's ward. They could only shake their heads at Eza and Star's endless mannerisms.

"I'm sorry for their attitude" Fahmi and Cecep said.

"Yes, papa is not relaxed" said Diandra with a smile.

In that place now there are only Alvin, Fahmi, Cecep and Diandra papa Alvin.

"Om we're out for a while to catch some wind" Fahim deliberately looks for an excuse to get out of Alvin's nursery, because he knows Alvin and his dad need time alone to solve their problems.

"Yes no papa" said Diandra kindly.

"Don't get Vin's emotions later" whispered Cecep tepa in Alvin's ear, Alvin could only nod.

After making sure they were all gone, Diandra again stepped closer to Alvin's gurney. Somehow Alvin could not talk at all in front of his papa, it felt like something was holding back so that he did not talk to the papa.

"Alvin" Diandra looked at Alvin with a deep sense of guilt, but this was the only way he could do it.

"Alvin sorry papa son!" diandra said full of regrets. Diandra who saw no response from Alvin immediately explained the root of the problem all this.

"Alvin papa and mama didn't mean to leave you son, do you believe?" Diandra hoped Alvin would respond, but again Alvin just kept quiet while looking at him.

"Sorry Alvin pa, not Alvin does not want to talk, but Alvin himself does not know why can gini, in front of papa Alvin can not say anything" Alvin's inner feeling claustrophobic.

"The quarrel that happened on that day was true, son, but papa and mama did not get divorced, your mama wanted to ask for a divorce with papa because he had a very dangerous congenital disease, he said, especially after your sister's miscarriage" Dindra had already shed her tears, seeing that Alvin immediately wiped the papa's tears with both hands without making a sound, Diandra smiled because she felt Alvin respond to him.

"The doctor said your mammary disease could not be cured so he asked Papa to divorce him, on that day papa was emotional but Thank God we did not become divorced. Before going, my mom and dad were looking for you everywhere, but as a result we didn't find you. Mama decided to go abroad to get a good treatment and she asked papa to keep this a secret from you"

"But after 2 years of being there your mama's condition is not getting better and even getting worse, papa decided to try to survive another 1 year abroad the result is thank God"

"But this big thing why papa did not tell Alvin, instead you disappeared like swallowed by the earth, let alone the nose stem news you for 3 years Alvin did not know" said Alvin lirih with great difficulty he spoke.  

"I'm sorry papa Vin, this is indeed papa's fault son, at that time your mama asked papa to keep a secret about mama. He also does not want you to know that he is struggling between life and death, because mama knows if you know his condition you will be very bad"

"If papa's power can only agree to mama's request, papa is stupid Vin, you have the right to hate papa" said Diandra from his eyes since not a little can be dammed again. The tears kept flowing non-stop.  

"Alvin thought you hated Alvin, and blamed Alvin for the death of Alvin's own brother" Alvin said.

"May papa hug you son?" Dinadara asked with hope, he knew he had made a big mistake on Alvin, Diandra was ready if Alvin hated him because he felt all this was happening because of his stupidity.

Hearing his father's request Alvin nods slowly, Diandra feels Alvin allows her to hug Alvin. Without wasting any more time he hugged the child very tightly and cried there, as did Alvin he shed tears.

"Is it wrong to hate your own parents? forgiving someone is very easy, but taking everything and forgetting everything that has happened is not easy" said Alvin, he hugged the father very tightly.

"Yes Allah keep revenge in the servant, especially against the servant's parents" Alvin said again while continuing to recite in his heart.

"Sorry papa Vin, papa is not a good father to you, papa has failed to become a father and husband Vin, sorry" yes, only words of forgiveness and forgiveness can be said Deidara regret continues to spread everywhere.

"Alvin wants to see mama" one word that comes from Alvin's mouth can only make Diandra's heart ache.

"I'm sorry my wife, I can't live your trust, but on the other hand I feel very guilty for our son Alvin, for abandoning him" said Dinadara.

"Are you sure you want to see Mama now?" diandra asked, worried because last night when Alvin saw a helpless mama on the gurney he immediately fainted and suffered severe shock.

"Alvin sure pa" he answered steadily.

"But the promise was the same papa, you will be fine just not kayak semalem"

"Yes pa, but equally papa" he asked.

Diandra takes Alvin back to his wife's ward, at Alvin's request.

"How long have you been critical?" alvin asked without taking his eyes off the mother.

"Ma Alvin please hurry up, Alvin misses mom. Why do we meet mama can't do anything" inner Alvin.

"Nearly 3 months Vin" Diandra can't tell Alvin exactly, but what's the power. Though the intention of himself and his wife will meet Alvin when Dina is completely healed and explain everything to Alvin but what power God says is different.

God's scenario is amazing unexpectedly either let alone the thing that will make them surprised in front there later.

The most important thing is to be sure that in every disaster there is good wisdom, which we can draw.