Seven men of faith

Seven men of faith
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"Lo's crazy? indeed, by way of suicide all your problems will be finished?" Maki Alvin on a guy.


Alvin does not know this guy, but committing suicide is not one of the justified acts in religion or country.


"I would rather kill myself than continue living in injustice" he replied. 


Alvin just chuckled at the human answer standing in front of him, what kind of thought he had.


"Indeed, you think after you kill yourself and you die, everything is done, right?" alvin asked while looking at the guy.


"Wouldn't everyone who has a big problem, then there's no way out of it, do the same as me? it was suicide" he said. 


"That's a stupid thought! the eyes of his heart are closed, no matter how big the problem must be there is a way out, it's just that sometimes humans quickly despair" explained Alvin. 


"Even after you commit suicide, your life will instead be better even more miserable, everyone you know will curse you, because of your own stupidity committed suicide, then" 


"Gue left first" Alvin had not finished talking about the man had gone away Alvin just like that. 


"Awas lo, I marked your face" upset Alvin, could-be he was talking at length wide left alone.


An upset Alvin leaves the place, where he sees with his own eyes, a man who wants to end his life. 


"Gue hope to see you again the same person, he still has the same debt I, people have not finished talking just play, no manners emang" dumel Alvin, said, it turns out that he still does not accept being left alone, even though he has not finished his speech.


Does not feel Alvin has arrived in front of the campus, he forgot for a moment the annoyance that had enveloped him. 


"Why do you Vin? your face is very tangled" said Eza. 


"There was a madman" replied Alvin. 


Eza and Alvin are students at Jakarta State university, they both only know each other on the first day of college to date.  Today a week after they started back in college, the two are in the same semester.


"Huhah! an Alvin can meet a crazy person as well as it turns out" Eza's laughter has broken, but nothing funny at all.


While Alvin stared at Eza. "What do you think is funny?" alvin asked, while leaving Eza just like that. 


"Vin wait for me, play stay-stay aja lo same friend himself" cried Eza, while walking a little quickly to catch up with Alvin. 


"Cih, I don't care" said Alvin, but Eza can still hear it, they both are so ordinary.


The two walked together to class, accompanied by the gazes of the gatel girls, who wanted to continue to look at the charm of an Alvin and Eza, but unfortunately they both did not care.


"For those people I didn't die, damn it" he said. 


"Why am I living in a world that is not fair at all, I have always been the number one person to blame in my family. Where I often say Fahmi pick up again" howl Fahim. 


"Why is my life really unfair" cried Fahmi, suddenly he remembered the words of Alvin earlier, the person who made himself fail to commit suicide. 


"Didn't I say it?, I'm sure people who commit suicide will feel calmer, but why did the guy say it wasn't?" 


Fahmi, who was curious about Alvin's words, immediately went to find Alvin's whereabouts. Fahmi hopes he can still meet with Alvin. He was still curious about Alvin's last words. 


Fahmi had been very upset with Alvin, so he just left, although curious about Alvin's last words were not finished.


"Where is this guy looking?" ask Fahmi who I don't know. "I better go to college first, soon the lecturer will enter" dropped out Fahmi.


Living in a family that is always favoritism is not an easy thing for a Fahmi to live, let alone he is just a pickling child who happens to be lucky to be raised to be a child by a husband, wife.


But unfortunately the two adoptive parents Fahmi never give affection as a child to Fahmi, they become Fahmi as their babu, a tool to make money.


Fahmi himself went to college because he got a scholarship, he got a scholarship from junior high school and survived until now. This is one of the reasons why Fahmi wanted to end his life by suicide, but unfortunately all his plans were thwarted by a guy he did not know at all. 


Finished class Fahmi immediately out in a hurry because he wanted to meet with Alvin immediately, but he himself did not know where Alvin would be. 


"Stupid! I have to find out where that guy is, why I'm taking it for granted after leaving"


The curiosity that enveloped Fahim made him want to be reunited with an Alvin. 


"But that guy's outfit was like a college kid, if he's really a college kid, where's he going to college?" 


"Better now I look at my campus first, although I met him one week later or one month later even one year later, because the campus is very broad" Fahmi complained. 


Fahmi immediately went through every room in the Jakarta State university, one by one class and the room he went to just to find Alvin. It's true what Alvin told Eza, if he met a lunatic. The proof is now Fahmi is like a madman, because he is constantly going through every room on his campus, only to meet Alvin. Fahmi himself does not remember the face of Alvin, the man who had foiled his suicide plan.


Although not sure if Fahmi will meet again with a male figure he met this morning, but at least efforts have been made to be able to meet with Alvin.


Sometimes we feel that other people have interfered in our affairs, even though it is our prepasi that not everyone can interfere in it.


But remember one thing, we do not know the plan that God has destined for us, which we want only a beautiful and good destiny that always comes to our side, he said, but bad destiny will also be experienced if we are not careful.


As well as the destiny that God laid out for a Fahmi, we do not know what plan has been outlined for Fahmi after meeting with Alvin, we do not know what plan has been outlined for Fahmi, perhaps all of this is a good start for a Fahmi who feels alive in injustice.