Separate Fence of God

Separate Fence of God
section nine



."That's not what I mean, Miss." He glanced, "I mean maybe the doctor gave me the wrong medicine so I didn't heal, but God is all right, he brought me a panacea, which is you." Bad thinking and even when sick he still sucks.


"Can I ask for something, well, I mean can you please do better about your illness. Follow what the doctor says, they don't hurt you but they help cure your illness, so you don't feel the pain in you, can you?" My shoulders lifted for a moment.


Brian tried to sit up even more, he smiled, we looked at it for a while, to make my heart beat fast.


Afterwards, he said, "I'm happy to have all this, I accept the illness that I'm suffering with sincerity. You know, every human being has a special destiny. I am grateful because my illness finally everyone wants to love me even though it looks very sad. Including me getting the attention of the elixir that is, Syifa." Eyebrows raised.


"I mean?" I don't understand what Brian meant. In fact, his assumption sounded strange.


"This banker has brought my family into one piece. This illness took me to Husada's hospital and brought me to you, well, I seem to be starting to like you." His eyes rolled again.


I could only shake my head at Brian's chatter.


"The word of the angel has wings. But you don't have it." Her lips formed a beautiful smile line.


Basic guy. She makes me nervous, but I can't laugh, my heart belongs to Adi.


"All right, Brian you need to rest. I want to see my father."


"Can I come?"


Before I could answer. Someone opened the door, and it made me flinch. He talks to Brian.


She's a veiled woman, her age looks the same as Mom's.


"Brian, who is he?" tanyakanya.


"He's Syifa, the angel I'm referring to" he said.


I glared at Brian, whose speech was so frontal.


I immediately remembered, that I had not said my greetings and introduced myself to him respectfully. I experienced it and well, we got acquainted. She's Brian's mother, her name is Airin.


"You're so beautiful, it's fitting that Brian immediately said he met an angel in the hospital hallway," Bu Airin praised me for making me blush.


"Mother, sorry, I'm clearance farewell."


"Where are you going, son?"


"I want to see my father."


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After saying goodbye I immediately went to see the Father, and well as before Brian forced to come to see the Father including Bu Airin.


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Mom and Dad looked surprised by my presence, then smiled at Brian and Bu Airin.


"Hopefully get well, sir. So that you can be our marriage guardian," said Brian very brave.


Is he crazy? She just introduced herself as a husband.


Everyone in the room laughed. Including you, the smile that was lost has now returned again.


"I'm sorry, Brian, sir. My son is very thin" said Bu Airin.


I could only gulp my saliva roughly, taping my spit while firmly grasping the tip of the shirt. I know what Father said.


"Call sir, so that your son will be with me who is sick."


"You have to heal in order to ask for your beloved girl" said Bu Airin.


"Of course, Mom. He's the cure for everything."


"Show me you are worthy of my son." Finally, I spoke again, after a long silence.


Tonight, we talked a lot, until Brian and Bu Airin asked permission to rest. Stay with me, Mom and Dad. The atmosphere was cold again.


I decided to go home, it was better, than to be stuck in a cold, unpleasant situation.


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The night is getting late, the cold spread throughout the body, the silence is now starting to spread into the trough of the heart. I feel bad in my mom and dad's eyes. I also felt bad in front of Adi and God.


Arriving at home, I immediately held the same prayer prayer to the almighty God. "May Adi always be healthy." In fact, even in my last prayer I still pray for him.


There is nothing wrong with prayer, everyone has a prayer for God. God is the fairest director in the world.


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Morning mentari has dawned, today I have a schedule to take Adi to church. Our hands are still firmly grasped, accompanying his definite steps.


Just like the usual day, I sat outside the church waiting for her to finish her morning service. After that we spent time together.


When I was with Adi, I felt different things, I seemed able to live together. Live the joys and sorrows together.


"Syifa, tomorrow I will go" Adi said as we sat in the garden.


"Go?"


"Yes. I have to go to college, Syifa. Continue the education." His face was grim.


"Do you want to leave me?


"I don't want to. However, this is for our sake Syifa, believe me. After graduation and having an established job I'll go home."


I can't believe Adi's leaving me, I want to keep him here, but I don't want to be selfish.


"Go, wherever you want, I will not stand in your way, I will always support you. Shouldn't we support each other."


This time, I who hugged Adi tightly, spilled all my sorrow on his shoulder.


I will always pray for him, my prayers will always accompany his steps. I believe that the soul mate will return to the right partner.