Semusim Love

Mirror monkey

People say 'planned' sin is sometimes more challenging than planned good. Who's the guy saying, Tippy? Saying setaan kali.

But yes, it is right.

Arya and I felt it for themselves. We then program the meetings after the meeting. Dark, backstreet.

What we had, each of us promised, was just this once. And so it's just this two times, three, four, five and many times, so we don't remember again a few times.

And complete as the reason for justifying the purpose and purpose we met, I always instilled in my heart, that this has a positive side. Oh, my God, Tippy....

At the very least, I became overexcited in passing the boring day after day. I never even complained as much as my housework.

I felt challenged to do many things, including doing 'acrobatics' in our relationship. Acrobatics, jumping here and there manage time management, heart, love so that everything goes as it is.

I don't know, my act is actually like an iceberg phenomenon, looks small on the surface, but actually contains a problem that is so big that it can vomit its contents at any time. Sometimes you have to take a risk Tippy, remember it.

And just like the other cheating (Oh my God?!), I also always have fear. Scared of Dennis, my mom, my dad-in-law, my mom and dad, my best friend, Ica, and everyone who knows me, you know.

Scared that Dennis was starting to suspect my attitude might start to change little by little. But I feel like nothing has changed. But you know? his name is also human.

Does Arya feel the same way?

I once asked him that, and he just smiled gently, staring straight into my bead.

"You want me to be honest, Py?"

"Yes it is." I rolled my eyeballs lazily.

"Honestly yes. I also feel.what yes, tormented by this. I'm afraid of hurting my wife and kids. On the other hand, I also ... fear losing you .. who has given a new color to my previous life, feels like routine after routine."

"We're the same..." I nodded slowly.

"Do you love your wife, huh?" There was clearly a Jealous tone in my speech.

Haha, what Tippy, heloo are you okay?! What right do I have? There should also be his wife who is jealous of me.

I can see Arya gulping. " You love your husband Tippy?"

"Why are you back?" Decakku.

"If your answer is in the heart so, yes more or less so is my answer."

"What's my answer?"

"You ... still love your husband, right?"

I am really stuck .

"Then what about us?"

"Well, Tippy, I honestly hope that we're not just a pair of humans who are saturated with marriage routines.but more than that, we're actually a couple that actually complement each other a long time ago..."

"Such a soulmate?"

He looked at me and nodded deeply.

My heart has really split into two camps at the moment, where the two are hostile to each other. Next to my heart was cheering with joy as Arya nodded her head confirming that we were solumates.

But the other side of my heart sings, "Dream only Lo Tippy! Your soulmate is your husband. God will never wrongly install man and all of His creatures.

Both sides of my heart, Angel and demon noisily quarreled maintaining their respective opinions, so it felt like I wanted to knock both of them with a spiked mace belonging to Bima Pandawa.

Sometimes I want to end it all, end all the complexity of this romance, but my heart is not willing. Maybe this is how people who are addicted to sakaw. Know it's wrong, want to escape, but it's been hard to get away.

For now, I am completely confused about myself. I feel my love for Dennis is not reduced in the least, although it does not increase. While I also feel my love is just as great for Arya.

With Dennis, I felt like I was the most powerful woman in the world, as if all the weight of the universe I could bear on my little shoulders. With Arya, I became the most beautiful and sweet woman in the world. I don't want to choose or lose one.

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He's my only best friend. Although always together, it seems our fate is much different. After college, he graduated from the Ministry of Finance. Married to a property businessman, his career accelerated, even at the age of just thirty, he already served as a Kabid.

I am a housewife and she is a career woman, now we are sitting together in a cafe in Sudirman number. Both put on a tangled face. You know, even though I thought her life was perfect, it was Keisya who complained more than me when we were both like this.

"I feel like buying one day, uh not two or three days to be like you. Can be close to the child, can hear their funny behavior." Keisya's gaze was straight ahead yet the gaze was blank.

I smiled wryly, "So the housewife is boring, her work is monotonous, that's-that's it."

"I even want to be like you, have a good career, be able to apply college science, fly flapping wings as high as possible."

"Haha...You wouldn't say that if you were me." Keisya.

"My husband cheated on Tippy, probably because I was too busy."

Suddenly my breath was blocked, I could not breathe oxygen around me anymore.

Keisya confided about the tangle of her household, about her husband who she suspected of having another dream woman.

"My husband's a fraud." The woman's tears escaped on her smooth cheeks.

Keisya confided in a very inappropriate person, me??? I am also a fraud at the moment.

I'm in love with someone's husband right now, my God...

I who paved the way or who caused a husband like Arya to be a fraud against his wife and children, to his household life. I'm an affair.

Gee whiz... An affair?!

Toys.

Deposits.

Compare those three words. Does any of them have positive connotations and denotations?

Affair. Someone who is outside the husband and wife but is used as an outpouring of love one of them.

Toys. Something that can be a person's favorite but will be discarded if you feel bored.

Deposits. Just like savings. Something that will be used only when needed, only backup.

A backup? Hello, so you're a spare girl dong Tippy. Just wanted when needed.

*Basic infidelity, toys, storage?!

So, poor of you Tippy...

And I'm totally a jerk to myself*!

People like me don't deserve to be the place Keisya confides in. At the moment Keisya considers me the kindest and wisest person in the world who can solve his problems.

In my mind, a monkey was dancing while thrusting a large mirror in front of me. As I glazed over, not my face, but the monkey's face.

Ohhhhhh!!!!

Unknowingly, I complained within.

Nowhere to run. Nowhere to hide, Tippy.

You're nothing....

To be continue

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Because in this novel, I do not present a sweet love story as sweet as honey. Instead of trying to present something that can be taken lessons for each of the beloved readers in undergoing a household heresy full of trials. Cieee othor 🤭🤭🤭🤭