Sekar (The Owner of Hearts)

Uncovering the Secret

Harsa

After a video call with their son who looks more adorable, he put his cellphone again, while Sekar is still on his lap. Yes, since then his wife chose to sit on his lap.

"Do you want to keep his position?" he asked with his hands still around his wife's waist.

Looking at his face, though,

"What if I keep going? Don't like it?" ask his wife in a tone that still sounds sniffling.

His lips smiled again,

"It's okay, just like this? Not looking for more?"

Sekar who had thrown his face away from him, now glanced at him.

"No one's on?" he nodded while smiling.

His wife who was still sitting on his lap still chose silence.

"Yaudah, if so I am finished myself." godanya and immediately make Sekar again look at him sharply.

"Mas?!" both of his eyebrows shot up upon hearing his wife's annoyed snapping.

"Why is that?! That's actually why all this time?!" The sekar who had never shouted at all, was now yelling at him with an annoyed face and eyes that were beginning to dew.

He still chose silence and let his wife let out all the harbored feelings because of her attitude.

"That's normal, right? Or have you been cheating on another woman?" question after question came out of his wife's lips.

Then the atmosphere went back to silence for quite a while.

"Why are you quiet?" He looked back into his eyes.

"Udah? Anything else you ask?" the answer was calm without the slightest emotion.

He sighed, his hand slipping straight hair behind his ear.

"I answer honestly, you believe me or not that's your right."

"When you get pregnant, I'm honestly scared. I'm afraid that you'll do anything, because I had the trauma of my mother's miscarriage. Mama used to tell doctors that they had been in contact before. Although it actually turned out that it was not the reason for my mother to miscarry, but it scared me. I don't want to lose our son, just because of my lust."

She looked at him and seemed to be digesting all his words.

"If you ask me if I'm still normal ?" he laughed softly while gently rubbing Sekar's face.

"Still dong dear..! Every time you try to seduce me, not that I'm not on, but I try to avoid because I'm afraid I can't find myself. That's why I prefer to sleep not facing you, it makes me muffle myself. Once I touch you, I realize I can't stop in the middle of the road." he explained, looking into his wife's beautiful eyes.

Stunned looking at him, he,

"Mas can ask me another way when I'm pregnant. Then why after the birth of mas also never asked?"

His fingers were clutching the wifes' fingers, his wife,

"Yes, I know it was my fault. I should've asked you more for the same than self service. I never asked for another girl at all. Yeah, my mind's like I was single, all by myself."

"Keep after the birth, you know we've just done it after Andra 5 months. That's because what? Because I am among the traumatized men who accompany the wife to give birth."

"Haa..? The trauma..?"

His head nodded,

"I've reached the consul to the psychologist without you knowing, if you want to know the medical record later I tell you, I keep it in the office. I tried to heal that trauma, slowly and finally could just not recover too much. My mentality is not ready to see you in pain during childbirth."

"I feel helpless when you are in pain to run away from our child. Sometimes I feel guilty making you pregnant." she said stuck.

She stroked his face, though,

"Why are you telling a story now? Why do you make my mind go nowhere and feel unloved again?"

His lips kissed his wife's lips,

"Sorry..."

"But love is not the same as me?" the question made him laugh.

"Still dear.still the same as before, not changed. Even more since there is Andra in our lives" he said sincerely.

But Sekar even sneered at him.

"Buckle..! Growing but cold to the wife..?!" ketus Sekar who even made him chuckle.

His lips were on his wife's shoulders,

"I'm sorry, baby, let alone yesterday. Not that I don't remember our anniversary, but yesterday Kairav also did a meeting of something. The plan was the night after I met the kids, we were dating. But you're angry.."

"lih..! Womb..!" his wife returned angry words.

"Hey..! You don't realize why I booked this room? You haven't even opened the paper bag that's there, have you?" point it at the table at the end of the room.

She frowned and turned to the direction she pointed.

"That's what?"

"Shere take..!" She quickly climbed out of her lap and took the black paper bag, then walked back towards him.

"Open dong..!" her door leaned back against the sofa and put on a meaningful smile.

His wife's eyes were again rounded with a face that was already blushing.

"Mas?!"

Suddenly, Sekar sat himself on his lap and faced towards him. His hands were round his neck. His wife made him laugh.

"There is no Andra sleeping in the middle of the bed. I've been a long time, every peeper, Andra must wake up and sleep in the middle, otherwise you fall asleep. Yaudah, instantly dims." whispered right in front of his wife's lips.

They put their faces together again, this time getting hotter.

"You now?" whispered with a breath that was still hunting and staring at the top of his wife who was innocent by his naughty hands. Sekar looked at her while biting her lower lip which looked wet.

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