
Vast
There are a lot of questions in his brain right now. Listening to the conversation between his father and his lover from behind the door made him dizzy.
"My capacity is to protect and try not to hurt you. Everything that's happened is in the past and I've never had a problem with that." explained her boyfriend.
Harsa seemed to be serious about that. But he wants to know what his father has done with the family that has been good to him?
"Why are you silent? Nobody wants you to explain me? I'm a father's son! That's not the same father said Harsa?" this time her emotions had already peaked and her tears were not contained anymore.
His father's eyes looked teary, but his mouth was still locked tightly. His father sighed and cleared his throat slowly.
"Okay dad tell me.." said his dad with a little choking.
"Your new mom..."
"Stop! She's not Sekar's mom? Mama Sekar only has one and is dead." as long as his father said that, his father could have said new mama after what all happened.
"Okay, the wife of the father now.was.." her father paused for a moment before continuing to know what the next sentence was.
"He was Hadiwangsa's fiancee, Harsa's om." said his father with a lowered view.
His lips gaped, then looked towards his calm-looking lover and nodded his head.
"Week before their wedding, Andira canceled it because she was pregnant with her father's child" she said.
Somehow his gaze turned to be so hateful to his father, his tears became even more unstoppable.
The female destroyer of his family who managed to turn his father who loved the family into a figure of a rude man, it was also his fiancee om Hadiwangsa.
Suddenly his head was dizzy, he held his forehead and slightly massaged it. Harsa immediately moved closer to him and hugged him.
"I beg you enough. Please come out of my room." asked Harsa to his father politely, but firmly.
"Some.are you okay?" but his father was still trying to reach him and was immediately pushed aside by Harsa.
"Enough sir! I beg you to leave this room." this time it was clear that Harsa's words sounded incontrovertible. He just chose to be quiet, at this time his head was very dizzy.
Shortly after, his father walked out of the room without saying anything. Harsa immediately lifted her body and carried her moved to the sofa, then laid her there.
"You're all right? Drink first.." Harsa gave him a glass of water, and he drank.
Soon his hand even pulled over Harsa's arm that was holding her.
"What then?!" feeling a rejection from him, Harsa did not accept it.
"Why have you been silent all this time?!" asked this time with a high tone, he wanted to vent his emotions to his current lover.
"Did the family know all this time?!" harsa still chooses to be quiet.
"Why silence?!" he concluded while hitting Harsa's chest is definitely not sick because he is very weak at the moment
Harsa looked at him fixedly with an emotionless look.
"Udah mad? Anything else to ask?"
His eyes returned Harsa's gaze sharply.
"I know everything after you told me about your family when we were in the boarding house. All my family knows who you are, even my mom is the one who knows after me." explained Harsa calmly.
Trying to calm his breathing, that was all he could do at this moment. After feeling quite calm, he stood up from the sofa and intended to go home. I don't know where he's going back to the boarding house or to Harsa's parents' house.
"Where are you going?" asked Harsa confusedly looking at him.
"I want to go home!"
"I'm taking!" Harsa this time was no less fierce than him.
"Why? Don't wanna? You're weak again gini dN still want to go home alone? Don't dream, I won't let it!" said Harsa who had picked up the suit and walked towards him.
"Let's go home!" but he still chose silence not to move from his place.
"I want to go back to the boarding house!" he did not dare to look at Harsa.
Harsa stopped her steps and frowned, then sighed.
"Okay, let's go back to the boarding house, after you.."
"No! I want it now!" salad again.
"Judah we go back to the cost." Harsa succumbed to his will, but Harsa emphasized the word 'we'.
"I want to be alone at the boarding house, I want to be alone again mas." he asked this time in a pleading tone.
Harsa seemed to regulate emotions and relented this time.
"okay! But I'm taking you to the boarding house."
Harsa grabbed and clasped her hands to walk out of the study, leaving her favorite food on the table.
Harsa
Along the way they were silent dissolving in their respective minds. He understood the feeling of the moment. His lover looks still digesting with everything that has happened.
According to Sekar's will, letting his lover himself be was probably the best option at the moment. But not forever, he will not continue to let Sekar alone for too long.
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