Seikhlas Clouds Accompany Rain

The taste is still not used

Qonni pushed his chest slowly to get a little away. Minimize the feeling of discomfort because of the embrace of a bespectacled man who this morning officially became her husband.

A soft caress on the back of the head covered with a mucous cloth is still felt. When the eyes are locked with their own feelings.

Like this, it feels like halal love? –Batin Ilyas admires the figure of a woman who for the last few years has always troubled her heart.

Still do not believe it, now he with Ayudia Qonniah has been in the closest distance without the veil of sharia. No more keeping feelings, he could devote all of them to Ayu. He could stare without fear of sin. Not even just looking, his body was halal he touched in any part.

"Mas, I can go out first, no" Qonni tried to break the silence that made him awkward.

While the man did not answer, his gaze was still fixed on a shining face even without the makeup of his wife. As if I don't want to be distracted by anything. In fact, the slim waist of Ayudia was still he was clenched not wanting to be separated.

Qonni's eyes flickered, he was already anxious to be detached from the position that made him awkward. But how should he say it. Worried, Ilyas would arrest it as a refusal of a wife.

"Mass?"

"Ya–" he said, rubbing his lips with his thumb.

Kontan, Qonniah's heart is getting pumped. His body was stiff, unable to move at all.

Whatever you do is up to you. But, do not make me feel the time rotates more slowly, Mas. – his element in the heart that already can not stand this kind of situation.

Before long, Ilyas laughed while releasing his wife's body. It raised a question mark from the woman's mind.

"Your face, it's adorable, Dek. Are you afraid of the same rich?" The man let go of the pecans, before leaning his body slightly back. Use both hands as focus.

"I'm not afraid."

"Continue?" tanyanya fished with an expression of temptation.

"Yes, it's awkward. His name is also newly married, right?"

Ilyas mangosteen, true as well. Moreover, the new woman in marriage today has not been separated properly with the past. Of course it is very understandable.

But, something almost escaped here, immediately Ilyas realized when the slightly taut tone was heard again. This is Ayudia who when ospek maba he knew. Ilyas rubbed his wife's head even more.

I miss you rich gini... (Ilys)

"I'm going down for a second, Mom. Take Nisa, fear the fuss."

"Oh yeah.., I'm down."

"No need, Mas. Nisa in Dad's room with Mom. I'm the one who picked it up myself."

"Well, if so," gave in.

Qonni touched the rubber strap on the part of his head that hurriedly held Ilyas.

"I'm the one who got away, Dek. I want to see your hair."

"From Ashar, have you seen it?" said wonder.

"But I didn't open it, you opened your own face."

Qonniah then let her husband do whatever he wanted. As now, take off the veil of her face. Then tidying up a little hair that is a bit messy due to wrapped in hijab.

"MashaAllah..." While pinning his hair, Ilyas smiled. "Aren't you downstairs for long?"

"No, just want to take Nisa again at aja."

Qonni got up while releasing the mukena subordinates. Where his pyjamas suit short sleeves make Qonni look different from the days he used to see. Ilyas was stunned, unable to escape the pair of eyes looked at the wife until the woman came out and disappeared along the door of the room that returned closed.

"MashaAllah, my wife's beauty," she muttered, rubbing her face with two grateful palms.

And when both of his palms cupped his face. The shadow of Aaron's face suddenly appeared. Slowly the man opened his eyes. Daydreaming for a moment, because the sounds of unrest like returning are heard.

"Astaghfirullah al'azim..." Ilyas. Mass memories that came back to make it back covered in guilt.

Aaron, sorry.... Anna never expected anything like this. Honestly, Anna is confused, if Anna feels happy when she can marry Ayu. But on the other hand, Anna felt like it was evil and very unethical.... He married her after Antum died. Moreover, the departure of Antum was caused by my stupidity.

Chief Ilyas bowed. Both eyes wet again with regret when remembering the tragedy that killed his best friend.

If only he could choose, he would not want to marry Qonniah in such a position. And if fate did not separate the two of them, he was sincere Qonni with Aaron until they both aged.

In fact, she became a widow at a young age. And Ilyas, just wanting to share it with love, is it wrong and sinful?

Ilyas hurriedly brushed aside all his feelings while raising his hand, The man prayed.

"Allaahumaghfir lahu warham hu wa'aafi hii wa'fu anhu wa akrim nuzula hu wa wassi' madkhola hu waghsil hu bilmaai wats-tsalji walbarodi wanaqqi hi minal khothooyaa kamaa yunaqqots tsaubul abyadlu minaddanasi wa abdil hu daaron khoiron min daari hi wawahlan khoiron min hy member wazaujan khoiron min zaoji hi wa adkhil hul jannata wa 'aidz hu min 'adzaabil qobri wa fitnati hi wa min 'adzaabin naar."

(O Allah, forgive, have mercy, set him free and let him go. And glorify his dwelling place, spread him out. And glorify his dwelling place, widen his way, wash him with clear, cool water, and cleanse him from all wrongs like a white garment clean of filth, and replace his house with a better house than he left, and a better family, than he left behind, and a better wife than he left behind. Put him into heaven, and protect him from his torment his grave and his slander and from the torment of the fires of hell.)

After finishing his degree to pray Aaron, Ilyas cleared his Sunnah prayer equipment with Ayudia Qonniah. And prepare to read the Surah Al Mulk while waiting for Ayu and her son.

...

While waiting while lying down, even Ilyas had finished reading the letter of Al Mulk which was followed by fifty verses at the beginning of the letter Al Baqarah, his wife and daughter had not yet appeared.

This bespectacled young man closed his mushaf, after which placed it on a table near the bed.

"How long, what else to talk to father and mother, huh? so it's not good if I'm in the room..." He rose up from the bed intending to approach his wife. The two in-laws had not slept, and were gathering below.

Cklaafck...

When the door of the room opened, Ilyas was shocked. Because the wife was seen standing next to the door of the room with her back against the wall. His hand held the cell phone.

"M–Mas?" equally shocked, Qonniah wave.

"Dec, what's here?"

"I–it..." Qonni turned his face away.

"Where is it, honey?" tanyanya while stroking his wife's long hair. Bringing his wife's face back to him.

Baby, Oh God... Qonni could not make his voice when he heard the words dear coming out of Ilyas' mouth.

"Dad?" her words were cut off when she saw the beautiful netra shed tears. "Why you?"

Ilyas only realized, the phone in his wife's hand is still on, which if not wrong see the flat object is bringing up the gallery view where there is a portrait of Aaron there.

The man again shifted his gaze at Qonniah and wiped his tears.

"You miss Aaron?" the question was subtle as he brought his face closer to Qonniah who was increasingly flooded with tears. "No papa, honey. Let go, if you miss Aaron."

"Nl..." Qonni intended to evade. But her cries were truly unbearable.

Hurriedly Ilyas grabbed his wrist. Bringing Him inside, then closing the door to their room.