SEEDS WITHOUT LOVE

SEEDS WITHOUT LOVE
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"Hai Tania, where are you from?" Sela heard the greeting of her best friend who had not met for a long time was very happy, but it was the other case with Ifan who had previously heard confessions from Tania how he became Sela in front of her. I chose to stay in the car and not get out


Tania seemed to run small to reach out to Sela's whereabouts who was not far from Ifan's car by carrying some parcels in her hands containing traditional cakes that she bought.


"Such shopping, is there an event where you work?" Tania thinks Sela is working as a domestic assistant at Ifan's house


Sela smiled at Tania's question, she herself was not sure what Tania's question was just about.


"It doesn't matter if you work and get results that are halal, besides your diploma has not been taken, so it's better while you work as much as you can" Between mocking or giving advice, all of that was unthinkable for Sela, the most important thing for her right now was that no one knew about her current status


Sela did not give any answer, did not justify but also did not blame everything said by her best friend who now still considers it or not.


Tania said goodbye because it was too late. He must rest immediately because tomorrow morning there is a meeting in the morning.


"I'm sorry Sel, I have to go home now because tomorrow morning I'm meeting in the morning, sorry for not being able to drive you, be careful... If there's something don't forget to call me" The goal is not only to find out how Sela is going forward, but rather He wants to get the information to be conveyed to Marcel


"Be careful too... " Sela waved her hand to let go of her best friend who had passed away and did not turn around again


Sela immediately approached Ifan's car and immediately entered, putting all the items in his hand into the rear passenger seat. Ifan's view cannot be separated from Sela, paying attention to every movement made by Sela, to make Sela frown and say "What's wrong? Is there something wrong with me?"


Ifan shook his head and held onto the top of Sela's head with great affection.


"You have never changed in the past, you should be able to distinguish what is good and what is not good" Ifan said gently to avoid misunderstanding


"meaning?"Are you trying to analize me?" Sela did not believe the remarks of Ifan who said he had not changed since he was a child


Ifan looked at Sela, a gaze that looked very affectionate and guarded his w.


"Have you forgotten?" Ask Ifan then


"Forgot what?"


"Well, you must have forgotten it, because you were a little girl at that time"


Ifan recounts all the events that happened when they were children and had to be separated until the first time they met again. Sela just remembered when she had only one friend who wanted to play with her.


"So, sister.... " Sela involuntarily hugged Ifan tightly, releasing the longing that she had longed for, but for Sela to find the whereabouts of Ifan is very difficult, even her name alone Sela had forgotten. All access to find the whereabouts of Ifan he did not get because Ifan also did not have many friends in the area where they used to live


Getting treatment from Sela who is shedding longing, Ifan can only stay and*dead what it feels like to be loved by someone


"Thank you, brother, from the past until now I still continue to trouble you"


"But, why didn't you tell me before, if Sela knew from the beginning maybe all those events we didn't experience, even Sela would be very happy to accept sister"


"Can't the name be changed?"


"By, how about..... "


"Mas, you must call me mas" Ifan forced Sela to call him by that name, because he thought the name was very pleasant to hear in his ears


Sela nodded quickly, agreeing to Ifan's request to change his call. The two are now no longer awkward, after Sela knows who is the real Ifan, because actually Sela is also looking for the existence of Ifan who has become the first love for little Sela first. Even the reason for breaking up with Marcel one of them is Ifan.


They rushed out of the cake shop and returned to the apartment. Now the grip of Ifan's hand never separated from the hand of Sela, even Sela really enjoy the treatment of Ifan at this time, the comfort is now back. There was no worry about the existence of people who did not like him as long as his hero was always beside him.


"Where is the item, let me take it" Ifan asked for all the items in his hands, he did not want Sela soy sauce even though the items Sela brought were not too much


Sela handed it over, then walked quickly towards their unit.


"Be careful Say*ng, the way do not quickly pity that is in your stomach" Sela reflex holding her stomach which has now begun to look a little bulging, there is a sense of happiness in her heart, she said, the one who had forced her to marry him was the one she had been looking for all along


Sela smiled sweetly and stopped for a moment, waiting for Ifan who was still walking behind her


*****


"I suspect, Sela did work as a housekeeper, just now that I met her, she carried a lot of stuff in both her hands" Tania excitedly recounted her meeting with Sela on the way home


"No way, he never did anything in his house before" Marcel did not believe Tania's words


"That first, before all his facilities were requested by his parents, after all he must be in desperate need of money to meet all his needs" Tania still with her stance


Tania still mentioned a few more reasons, so she dared to say that Sela is currently working as a household assistant on her boss's family.


"If not as a housekeeper, then you think he's Mr Ifan's wife?" I don't know why the word wife just came out of Tania's mouth


"What did we say? Wives.... Don't dream, no one can have it but me, even if they're married, I'm willing to make them separate" Marcel ignited emotions, because his affection is still very big for Sela, he said, he didn't want to hear anyone say that Sela now belonged to someone else


Tania's goal is just to vilify Sela in everyone's eyes, but for Marcel it's all just Tania's booty who wants to keep Sela away from Ifan and wants to have Ifan.


"Better you, find a big glass first, then you use that glass to judge yourself"


"So, you mean I lied with all my words"


"That's it, it doesn't need to be extended anymore"


"You should be glad to hear all the news I have told you, so if Ifan were mine, then easily Sela would be yours again"


"But, right now I don't care about girls"