SEEDS WITHOUT LOVE

11

Ifan chose to return to the room and continue his sleep, Sela chose silence when she saw Ifan casually heading towards the bed she was currently in. Ifan lifted the blanket and immediately went in there and continued his dream.

"Why are you sleeping here?" Sela drove out Ifan

"It wasn't you who would sleep outside, if I didn't. Outside of the cold, let's also sleep here" Ifan already ignored Sela who was still talking

Sela stood up again, about to return to the living room, she slightly opened the door of the room and noticed the television that was still on while still airing the same show, about the fauna that lives in the wild.

There is no need to worry between going back to the couch or sleeping on the same r*jang as Ifan. However, he was still afraid if later ifan did anything to him. Her fear overcame her logic Sela chose to return to Ifan's r**jang and immediately close her eyelids.

"Eventually he came alone to this place, without having me force it" Inner Ifan in the darkness of his room

Sela fell asleep until morning, fortunately, ifan's eyes were still tightly closed when Sela opened her eyes. Sela condemns her folly of choosing to sleep on top of ra***ng which is the same as Ifan last night. He immediately took off the blanket and checked several times that the clothes he was wearing were still the same and nothing had changed.

"Good morning say**g" Sapa Ifan after she opened her eyes and saw the scene beside her of someone she had just married one day ago

"What the hell...." Sela was not happy because she disturbed the sleep of Ifan and chose to immediately move from there intending to go to the bathroom

"Where are you going?" Ifan knew Sela would get out of bed

"You go to the toilet, do you want to come?"

"If you insist too.... Come on..." Ifan immediately stood up and pulled Sela's hand

"No. no. Don't pull my hand, I'm just kidding why it's being serialized. I don't want to go to the toilet with you. It's better that I go down the toilet" Sela tried to let go of her hand, but she tripped over the carpet and fell face down.

Sela endured the embarrassment by rushing to the bathroom in Ifan's room, not forgetting to lock it from the inside.

"That's stupid of me... Why don't you be careful" Grumbled Sela in there

"Morning is getting noisier" Gergutu again

"Hopefully this is the last one and he immediately ilfil me and soon be able to be free from people like him"

Because Ifan also could not resist his desire to remove fluid from his bladder, he went down to look for the toilet below. She does not want to tease Sela anymore, she is afraid that later Sela will not be free to stay with her. Because he had worked so hard to get it and he would never let go again. It was enough that he had lost Sela over the past few years and with great difficulty he found her.

Flashbacks

Ifan had to follow his grandmother when the company owned by his parents went bankrupt. He had to leave his people who were experiencing economic difficulties at that time. Not only did he leave his parents behind to reorganize the economy from below, but he also had to leave his old childhood friend who always played with him.

"I'm sorry, I can't play with you tomorrow, because I have to go with grandma in a city far from here. I will try to find you if someday I can stand on my own feet and I will invite you to stay with me" Little Ifan said goodbye to his best friend

"Who am I playing with? While they never want to play with me" complained the little girl who can only play with Ifan, because she thinks only Ifan can always protect her from other friends who like to nudge her. Ifan is a friend at once considered like a brother who is always there when he needs

"If you are not comfortable to play with them, you can just play in your yard" Ifan gave an idea

"But, if playing alone is not exciting" whine the girl

"If you do not want to play alone, from now on you must dare to fight them and do not want to be oppressed. If you can not fight better you immediately avoid" Ifan calms and gives advice to his dear little friend

Ifan had to go home soon because it was awaited by his grandmother to leave immediately. She was also sad to leave her little girl. Even he himself at that time did not understand why he had to leave his parents and live with his grandmother and grandfather who were far from his hometown.

"Ma, please take good care of Ifan, I don't want Ifan to be targeted by the people who have brought down our company. We ask Mama to always take care and watch over him" Mama Ifan advised her to always take care of the child alone puppet that she really loves, but because there is a corporate enemy that has managed to bring down his company he does not want Ifan to be one of the targets for his enemy.

"alright... Mama will try her hardest to keep and protect Ifan, and mama will pray that the company will recover soon and the person gets a reply that is worth his actions"

"Thank you Ma for the help, I'm sorry that we've always bothered you to this day"

"Mama did not feel bothered, Mama even happy ifan was with us"

By driving Grandma's car, Ifan left his hometown with many memories of sadness. There was a sense of heaviness in his heart, but circumstances that made him have to follow grandma. With the reason that his grandmother no longer accompanied.

A few days at the grandmother's house, Ifan only stayed in a room that has been decorated according to his age, there are some typical toys of boys and also a poster with a picture of his beloved spider man since childhood with a very large size on one side of the wall of his room.

His heart was still sad to remember the little girl he always played with. He thought about how the girl could get through life there and whether she had the courage to fight those who always made things with her.

Ifan was persuaded by his grandmother to go to school in order to make friends and not just stay in the room constantly.

On a clear morning, Ifan gets ready with his new school uniform with a bag on his back. Sorted by his grandmother's personal driver. A handsome face since childhood with clean and well-groomed skin makes it easy for him to make friends at his new school.