
Been alone for a long time.
Reappeared on my mind I wanted to feel in love again, but I was still afraid.
"Bosen is also so single, used to be still dating many men-cowo ngajak acquaintance, ngechat gini so, now on where?nihil gini notifnya", my inner.
Ita has also recently broken up from Raftit, Raftit's still childish attitude does not match that of adult-minded Ita.
I'm trying to fix myself inside out.
I do more worship, more in studying Islam, more maintaining behavior, arguably hijrah and trying istiqomah.
I also try to diet and exercise diligently, so that I can be a bit thin.
Seeing the story of Dinda Hw with Rey Mayang made this heart carried away. I want to be like Dinda Hw who was taken by Rey Mamayang with a third of the night.
Until in the end
There was a notification from someone who had been close to me before, and there was no news
But now he's back.
Honestly, when I knew him I kept the taste, but I didn't want to get to like it, the feeling was so quickly lost, this is not love maybe just amazed.
But now that I feel different every time I chat with him, his face is almost similar to Papah's. He is very unique in contrast to other men.
Just this time I'd love to be called "BEAUTiful" by a mediocre man.
There are a lot of people who like me but I don't care about it at all.
Until finally I don't know why I always dream of him in my sleep. Yes, he is, none other than Danwil. That shitty guy who always bullies me, but he always makes me curious.
There was a different feeling to him.
"Deg deg deg. What is this taste? liked her? is it just a baper?"
Stay up!! (noise from my HP)
Dannal
Assalamualaikum, can the cave be nanya?
Picasso
Waalaikumsalam, what name?
Dannal
Where's your house? ask for the full address dong
Picasso
Dannal
There is hehehe
Later you also know, ga the macem-macem ko calm, where here?
Picasso
But if you want to come here first, watch the macems later papa angry
Dannal
Yes with macem-macem
I also sent my full home address
Picasso
Why would you want to do that? want to take papa ngopi while udud? wkwkwkwk
Dannal
Wkwk engga but may also tuh
Picasso
Keep on doing what?
Dannal
There is more than all your expectations
His words made me think over and over again what he meant, and somehow my heart with my brain seemed to connect and immediately came to mind "why would he shoot me and make me his girlfriend directly in front of my mom?", my inner.
I really wished that way, a smile involuntarily widened in my lips.
"Eh but later diomelin even with mama papa right, duh how would he really come here? nyesel I give home address, oh stupid me why not think about this first, play love directly", dumelku.
I don't know honestly after our conversation yesterday, I always mentioned his name in my prayers, honestly I like him, but I just kept quiet as if I was normal with me.
He has often said "kalo like the same cave said that it was time gausah somuna so, gua tau lu baperkan the same cave?say it's a gapapa anyways"
Too often he said that, I just explained it with all my hypocrisy when I really liked it.