SEDUCING YOUR CREATOR
Episode 6 "Forget"
*Forget you...
Forgetting himself is easy
It is hard to forget all the memories
Which we have made together
No one knows
If we are not together at last
I try not to hate you
Even though this heart is very fragile
Thanksmeme it...
Thank you for accompanying me
Thank you for being present in my life
Even if only for a moment
Like a rainbow that suddenly stopped*.
>🦋💫[NP]💫🦋<
Days pass.
Longing, sadness, destruction, heartbreak, crying are still being felt all the time.
The figure of him from who accidentally met until I finally made him miss.
Wh why? why do we meet when we end up only telling the grievous wounds.
Every time he felt himself, apalgi remembered his beautiful memories, Pika always shed her tears. Trying to keep smiling even though his heart is crying.
"Udah Pik do not cry mulu later the cave follow the cry", said Ita with the face of the jell.
Yes as I said earlier, Ita like having a strong inner bond with me, she feels what I feel, we are like twins even though different parents.
"Huh upset cave as the bald can-can make Pika like this, mediocre face aja sosoan nyakatin Pika, want cave soin cilok aja let cave cut", said Gigi with his emotions.
When we both broke up, it was bald so it was always mocked like that.
I am the only one who is silent in tears, but because of the words I smile even a little.
I love my best friend very much, I hope we will stay like this until anytime. That's what I always pray for. I don't want to lose any of them, even though we sometimes have disagreements and a little bit of a fuss but we remain compact in terms of forgiving each other.
Love you Guys♡!!!
Not feeling the gloomy days go by, I started to forget them little by little and got used to being alone without love.
Even though we have no special relationship Iyan and Iyan still maintain a good relationship, there is no hostility, just the beginning.
Riding class arrived, Ita and I were still 1 class but Ameng and Gigi were different classes, hmm sad but it's okay we can still meet during the break.
I still don't want to open my heart again because I'm traumatized, I've also experienced something like this before, even more painful, left alone, left alone, there has not been 1 hour break up he (my ex before Iyan) has posted photos of other women.
Hufttt nyesek it feels if remembered again.
There are always a lot of questions in my mind "are I ugly? not like other women? many flaws? am I embarrassing?"
But I try to accept the situation and have the principle "if he really loves me he will not care about my shortcomings and accept me with all his heart, he must be there, he must come, he must come, the time is not right yet".
Right now I only attach importance to my school affairs, and my friends, including Baskoro.
Getting closer to Him makes my heart feel calmer and makes me more grateful for everything I pass.
One Morning
I was annoyed by the unpleasant sight.
It seems that my class of brats bullied Baskoro, for some reason they were always looking for Baskoro's faults as if they were the ones in power and feared.
"Iw instead of looking cool and even disgusting", my mind.
I immediately approached Baskoro and defended him, Baskoro who was like that just fell silent and cried.
Because Baskoro was not strong enough to attend school, Baskoro decided to move.
Hmm very sad to have to part with my best friend, just because of bullying.
"Don't be sad, Pik, we are still friends, we can chat, vidcall, or call in WA, just calm cave gabakal lupain lu, best lu, best, thank you already want to nemenin uda belain cave cave", said Baskoro.
I who was silent did not realize that my tears had come to my cheeks. Just lost Iyan now Baskoro? he will leave me too.
Those were Baskoro's last words when we were still looking directly at him.
