
Ela delivers the wedding invitations to Brenda's house all she wants
meeting Brenda. After greeting Mama and Papa Brenda he headed to Brenda's room on the second floor. Ell
slowly opening Brenda's room
not locked.
“Heiii..., Miss Sweet? What are you doing?”hello Ela cheerful.
Brenda sat on the couch
the room looked up at Ela.
“Heii... Duuhh.
mate...” Brenda moved from her seat. “What are you doing here?”
Ela sat on a padded mattress with a bad cover of flowers.
“I sent you an invitation,
you want the same stories with you. I heard the news on tilt,”
Brenda was blinking her lips. “Oh yes? From whom?”
“What's true?”
Brenda nodded.
“Yes, that... I am indeed
stupid girl who receives the love of a jerk boy,”
“Already, Nda... I'm sorry
it's forced you to accept Dedy. I really didn't know that Dedy was
married,”
Brenda bowed with a face
moody. Ela caught Brenda's uneasiness from her face.
“What do you think, Nda?”
ask Ela curiously.
Silent moment.
“I remember his smile, La.
The smile made me feel comfortable nearby,” raucous Brenda's voice said.
Ela frowned not knowing Brenda's words.
“You mean?”
Brenda held back her feelings
looking at the ceiling of the room. His heart cannot be lied to.
“I miss Ryan..”.
Brenda. He doesn't care if Ela blasphemes him as an idiot girl who loves autistic guys
like Ryan. Ela was astonished to hear Brenda's words.
“Nda.
really from your heart?”
Brenda held her stuffing, then
he lowered.
“If you want to blaspheme me with stupid words, I accept, La. This
liver problems,”
“If you really
love Ryan, why don't you reveal it? Why you should lie
you, Nda?”
“I'm ashamed, La... I'm shy...
I feel like my world has been turned upside down by a hundred and eighty degrees. And I have to
accept that reality,”
Ela heaved heavily while
watching best friend.
“Love is not looking
age, physical is only number two. You better see Ryan soon, Nda. Don't
let Ryan suffer even more with your shadows.”.
Brenda looked at Ela
piercingly. There was the sincerity of a friend in Ela's eyes. Brenda immediately hugged Ela tightly while
whiny.
“I love him, La….
Love her so much..”.
Ela patted Brenda on the shoulder and said. “I'll support you, Nda... Believe...”
“Still, La..” Brenda
crying sucked.
They hugged each other for a long time while telling a long story. About
friendship, love and the future. Hope the future of both
blissfully.
Brenda's still glued in
her room. He recalls his meeting with Ryan. Unique introductions and
a Ryan's innocence in his eyes. Brenda recalls when they went on vacation
Berastagi, the top of Medan city. Ryan looks more mature and very
romantically. Ryan's heart is still so innocent and sincere.
Brenda recalls another moment
they are on vacation to Lake Toba. Ryan's attitude is not found in the guys that
ever teased. The guy loves her just because lust is not love
what Brenda expected.
Brenda smiled faintly when
remember all the memories of Ryan. I don't know why it is so identical to
that fella. His heart felt calm when he was next to Ryan's. However whether
Brenda loves Ryan?
“Yes Allah.
loving that man?” he murmured in the heart.
Brenda's heart is getting more and more clunda
weeded. There are so many perfect men who pursue their love, but
why is his heart stuck with Ryan?
Brenda confused seindiri with
his feelings. Ryan's face was always in his eyes.
“Yes God, help me find
my soul mate. You hide where my soul mate is?”
Brenda to
homehouse. He met Maryati in a small garden in contemplation. Her face
looks cute and her eyes are puffy.
The sound of Brenda's shoes made Maryati turn and
looking at Brenda with a tight look.
“Tante..”sapanya heavy.
“For what else are you here? Have you brought money
that?” maryati asked flat and cold.
Brenda approached Maryati slowly.
“Do not approach. I don't want to get close to the person who has snatched my son's happiness!”
“Tante... Forgive me... I want to meet Ryan..”.
Maryati fell silent, then stood up while looking at Brenda's face
piercingly. There was anger in his eyes, there was a deep pressure
tortured him.
“You're not satisfied to hurt Ryan? He's really hit, though,
The nda?! Ryan loves you very much. All the paintings in his room are
your face. Ryan sincerely loves you, but you've hurt his heart. You've already been
makes Ryan hurt,”
Brenda bowed.
“I'll show you how much Ryan loves
to you.” Maryati moved from her seat to Ryan's room. Brenda
following Maryati's footsteps from behind with a feeling of guilt. Brenda is not
finding the figure of Ryan. He found a room full of paintings
himself. He watched the paintings closely. A form of love that
holy is painted there. Brenda wiped her teary eyes.
“Yes Allah. If he is my soul mate, meet me.
with him. If he is my heart's choice, let me take it
happiness in my life. But if he's not for me, don't let him
my heart hurts for the umpteenth time,” Brenda muttered inwardly. It
sitting on a sofa not far from Ryan's bed. He saw the ball
the crystal on the table was just like that. Now there is only silence in
her heart. Ryan's laugh was no longer heard.
“Where's Ryan, Aunt?” tanyanya doubt.
“Ryan hospitalized. Ryan has put out a lot
blood for banging his head against the wall..”
“Oohh...” raucous voice Brenda heard Maryati's speech. “He's fine right, Aunt?”
“What are you asking that for?Isn't this your goal?”
Brenda held back her tears until she sobbed.
“I love Ryan, Aunt..”ucap.
Brenda confessed her heart.
“Long!” Maryati. “That's all impossible, Brenda?! You're a pretty girl, smart and
porpesional, love an autistic guy like Ryan? Thats impossible. I don't
finding the sincerity of your heart loves Ryan. This
it must be your tactics to
didn't refund my money, did you?!”sergeant Maryati later.
“Tante..”.
“Enough...! I don't want to accept your lies! Ryan's World
it's black and it's gonna be blacker because of you, Nda!”
Brenda melted those words bitterly.
“I am aware and I admit, I am a selfish girl who has been
break Ryan's spirit. But after all this time I was together
Ryan, I feel comfortable being around him. My
finding that port in Ryan's heart. Different from other guys
who once lived in my heart. Ryanso
attention to me,”
“Lantas why did you reject Ryan's love?Why are you blaspheming Ryan?! Ryan was devastated to see you leave,
Nda!”
“I'm sorry, Aunt... Forgive me..” Brenda's voice
getting raspy. He wiped his nose slightly watery because
she sobbed sadly.
Maryati was fixated with a pseudo-view. His eyes are watering and
fell on his cheek.
“Ryan is my heart pearl. Only he is me
have, Nda. Ryan's happiness is also my happiness. I don't want Ryan to continue
suffer. For many years he endured this pain, Nda... Nonexistent
any woman who accepts his love,”
“Tante... My heart sincerely loves Ryan.”.
Maryati looked up in disbelief at Brenda's words.
Brenda nodded steadily.
“Really?”
Brenda nodded back
with a stuck sob. Maryati smiled happily and immediately hugged Brenda. Unaware of the water flowing,
moved because Ryan finally found the girl who loved him sincerely.
‘Yes Allah.. If he is my soul mate, meet me.
with him..’ Brenda's prayer in heart.
“I want to meet Ryan, Aunt.”
Maryati let go of her embrace, then wiped away her tears.
“Ya..”
Brenda moved her legs towards the front yard. Subsequent to
starting his car, he drove to the hospital.