
Ryan played his crystal ball and sat in the jepara seat. Mind fucked. Headmen
wiggling with sweat pouring out. Teeth chugging. The view of the city of Medan that afternoon
it looks blurry in his eyes. He did not know why Brenda was so angry at him, so he vented
words that Ryan feared.
Maryati watched her only son
with a sad heart, he approached Ryan who sat glued, then stroked his head.
“Sabarlah my son.. Everything must have passed..”.
“Ryan wants love…. Ryan wants love..”.
“Mama knows dear... Ryan has to be patient.”.
Mary hugged Ryan tightly. I hope Ryan can face it all
this is with thoughts about and not doing strange actions. As such
beforehand. Ryan hurt his own body. Biting his arm
until bleeding.
Maryati looked slowly when Andrean
greeted him. Andrean's smile is not as sweet as it used to be, which he once admired
they're dating. Andrean approached Maryati while looking at her sharply.
“How are Ryan, Mar?” ask Andrean
pleasantries.
“He's fine,”
There was awkwardness to Andrean when it was close
with Maryate. Not like before, when they knit the love of monkeys and
finally decided to marry with a strong determination.
“Come back to me, Mar... I'm so
love you..” said Andrean a little doubtful.
Maryati was bowed down with two choices
which is very difficult. So many trials that he faced without being accompanied
Andrei. He also fought hard for a gray life. Maryati
looking up at Andrean meaningfully. The man's face had faded deep
her heart.
“I'm sorry, Ndre... I can't
love is back. We have each other's lives. More
well you're back with your family. Don't waste them,”
“Mar... I loved you so much from the past.
as of now..”.
“Just throw away your love for me, Ndre...
Everything has changed,”
“But, Mar.... I can't lose
you for the second time,”
“Maybe it's better. Than you
lost both. Let me with my life. I've had enough
happy to be with Ryan without you beside us, and I've been through that for a long time
twenty-four years,”
Andrean said nothing. It just
regretting what happened twenty-four years ago. Why he left
the woman he loved so much. Gontai steps away from the residence
Maryati looked down with a disappointed heart.
Maryati sat on the chair
whiny. He swallowed bitterly the departure of the man he had once been very
love, until he does not listen to the advice of his parents. Love is
not always have.
There are other men waiting
maryati's Presence. He was Baskoro, his former college friend. Baskoro came to see
Maryati. After the presence of Andrean, he finally chose Baskoro as his
his life companion. He refuses Andrean's invitation to return to her. It was all
there's no way he's doing it. Everything has changed, Andrean is no longer his.
Now Andrean belongs to a dapper woman whose style is exorbitant.
“I can't wait to plan our wedding day, Mar.” said
Baskoro kneels Maryati's shoulder in the garden chair.
“I did too, Bas. But I still think about my son,”
“Why else with Ryan?”
“She's in love,”
“Hhhmm.. Nice it, Mar. What's your problem?”
Maryati breathed heavily. “He loves a girl named
Brenda,”
“Oh, yes? Who is he?”
“A girl who's been teaching Ryan. I'm confused, Bas. Me too
worried about his mental development,”
“Not have you taught her about education ****? And know
reproductive tools of the opposite sex?”
“That's been taught since he was ten, Bas. I'm worried
Ryan can't control himself? And I have never met him either
married autistic son,”
“Saballah, Mar. Ryan needs a process and he needs to keep being directed
with positive things,”
“Come, Bas…. Am I capable?”
“Your son, my son too..”
“Bass...” Maryati grasps Baskoro's fingers off her shoulders. She smiled
happy with teary eyes.
Ryan looked at the white canvas in front of him. Putting black in there, though,
but did not find a point of imagination that corroborates his painting. Colour
it just kind of faded away. That's what's making Ryan even more fucked up. He threw away
his paintbrush then pulled his hair firmly.
PRAAANNNKK'S…. BRAAAKKKC….
His breath was stinged with reddened eyes.
DOWNLOADS.GUBRAAAKKK…
Ryan threw out all his painting tools. Plunge the white canvas
and paintings.
“ARRRGGGHHHHHKKKKK Ryan screamed, then bit his arm
like a drug addict.
Maryati who heard Ryan's cry was shocked.
“What's up, Mar?” ask Baskoro to know.
“Ryan, Bass..”
He and Baskoro hurriedly left the garden and approached the room
Ryan's on the second floor. Maryati's breath went up the stairs. After being
at Ryan's doorstep, Maryati tries to open it, but can't
open-ended. Ryan locked it from the inside.
“Ryan... You are calm, Son.. Don't make mama worry..” cried Maryati in panic.
banging on the door.
“Yan.. if there is a problem we talk carefully yuk..” refer Baskoro.
later then.
Ryan stayed in his room. She squeezes her hair.
“How is it, Bas…? I'm worried about anything happening with Ryan.”.
“Quiet, Mar... We persuade you once again..”.
“RYAN NOT SALAAHH…. RYAN IS NOT WRONG...” shouted Ryan from inside.
“Mama knows Ryan is not wrong.. Open the door, Yan..”.
“ARRRGGHKKK... RYAN WANTS TO LOVE...”.
Maryati cries at Ryan's door. She bit her lips while
whiny. Baskoro grasped Maryati fingers to strengthen women's hearts
that's. The woman he loved so much.
“Quiet, Mar…. Quiet...”
“I have to how, Bas...?”
“We go to the girls house
that, Mar,”
“You mean Brenda?”
“Iya,”
“I don't know his house..”.
“Oh, Maryati... Why don't you ask for her home address?”
“I don't remember that, Bas..”
Baskoro fell silent while thinking, while Maryati continued banging on the door
ryan's room. Suddenly the situation became quiet. No more shouting Ryan
that made Maryati panic, but the silence made her more
Maryati's worried.
‘What happened to Ryan.?’ his bathin.
“Ryan has calmed down, Mar..” Baskoro said.
Maryati stared fixedly at Baskoro. There was a death on his face.
“I'm worried, Bas..? What happened to Ryan inside? We
break the door,” pinta Maryati.
“I'll break down the door,”
“It takes two to break it, Bas. I'll call you in a moment
Dirman..” Maryati goes downstairs calling Dirman, her driver.
A few seconds later Maryati was moved with Dirman to the room
Ryan. Baskoro immediately took a swing to break down Ryan's room door.
Dirman followed Baskoro's movements while counting.
“One... Two.. Tigaaa..”.
BRAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKK
The door opens, but there is little damage to the hinge and the master lock.
Maryati and Baskoro rush in to find Ryan. Maryati looked at the room
Ryan is a mess. Paints scattered with white canvases with
color is uneven. Maryati's face looked increasingly anxious. His eyes are hanging out
looking for his only son.
“Ryaannn...” his screams when he saw Ryan's body lying on the floor.
spattered blood. Baskoro hurriedly approached Maryati who had been as unwilling.
“Why with Ryan, Mar?”
Maryati crying. “I don't know, Bas. We better get him to the hospital soon. Ryan
lots of bloodshed,”
“Iya,”
Baskoro lifted Ryan's body and immediately put it in the car.
Maryati sat with a heart of worry and anxiety. He continued to cry incessantly.