
- YUAN PROV
after we finished eating, we went out of the mall to take mom to meet with her papa raki..
papi Raki has stayed across the road while diving his hands to us, or rather to the mother of the same raki.
mother returned the wave of the man's hand across there, I saw the expression of the face of papah who began to eliminate his smile.
I know how papah feels now, I want to hug papah tightly like, why papah not fall in love with another woman? why should mother? I can't watch papah.
"lin... I'm tipping raki yah?" tibatiba bata natap papah said he wanted nitipin raki.
"yes 😊" as usual, papah can only ngiyayain with that silly smile, it is ridiculous.His heart hurts but still trying to smile.
"yuan, mother stay well son. bang, watch out don't take om guan!" mother stroked our heads in turn.
we we can only nod.
mother walked to cross the road approaching her papi raki.
arriving..
"RAMII AWAAAASSSS"
bruuugghhtttt
"aaahhhhhh"
"MAMIIIIIIIII !!!!"
"RAAAAAA...."
"appaa... 😦" I reflexively covered my face with both hands ..
i'm shocked..
body's squeezing..
I saw raki and om jungkook running to the mother who was pushed papah to avoid the car.
but not from them approached Papah who was willing to sacrifice himself hit by a car to save the mother..
I walked over to the blood-soaked papah..
papah bounced far enough..
I lifted papah's body, I hugged his limp body tightly.
papah was unconscious..
"appa... ireona 😠hiks ireonaaðŸ˜
(pa, wake up.hiks hiks wake up)" my chest started to tighten.
my crying broke, I was scared.
people around began to crowded see the state of papah.
"abeojireul dowajuseyo. .a-abeojireul byeogajuseyo .ðŸ˜gugeubchareul bulleojuseyo
(help my father, please take my father to the hospital.please call an ambulance)" I said in brick.
"joha, jeonhwa halge .
(well, I'll call you. calm down, kid)" one of the mall's visitors told me.
I see from a distance mother raki and om jungkook already invisible, maybe mother has been taken first to the hospital.
but why don't they remember that here my papah is injured and needs help?
I'm a little disappointed.Ah no, I'm very disappointed..
not long ambulance came and brought papah to the hospital with me who still faithfully embraced papah.
upon arrival at the hospital, the papah can be intense treatment.
the doctor said the loudest impact on papa's head was the worst.Thankfully the papah's heart was still beating.
he has not been conscious of his coma.
I who still hold papah's hand tightly until now look at him in disbelief.
papah and I love people who don't even care about us at all.
it's just my feeling or it's the truth.
"hiks hiks ðŸ˜ðŸ˜"
"nal naebeolyeo duji ma.. ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
(don't leave me alone, I beg you ðŸ˜)"
"appa .. nal naebeolyeo duji maraa . naneun-iraneul dulyeowoðŸ˜ðŸ˜
(pah... don't go leave me alone. I'm afraid alone ðŸ˜ðŸ˜)"
I'm out of papah's room.
I was sitting in the waiting chair right in front of the papah's ward.
of the many days I have spent, I hate this day the most.
immediately there was a sound and a word raki said earlier in the mall that said "heartily hlo you cry this out" is this a prayer from him?
drrtts..
ddrrtts...
papah's phone in my pants pocket suddenly rang.
there is the name of the caller..
Siwon hyung is a calling...
"hello om "
"yuan's? how did you lift? where's papa?"
"hiks hiksðŸ˜ðŸ˜"
"hlo?? why cry? what's up?"
"papa hiks😠papa accident omðŸ˜"
"astaga.. Which hospital? om just arrived in Korea, after you there"
"i'm hospital univ produce om hiks ðŸ˜"
"wait, son, om there with son om. you are patient and calm well. wait for om"
"yes om"
flipp's..
phone disconnected..
1Hour later..
om Siwon came with his son, I was a little familiar with the way the man walked.
"yuan?" the boy greeted me. shocked not maintenance, turns out the son of om siwon is a boy who had liked me.
kim yohan's..
"y-yoo..h-han?"
om Siwon just stared at us in turn, yohan looking at my dark side now.
I'm the messy one, I'm the desperate one, I'm the scared one and I'm the disappointed one.
yohan walked up to me and gave me a warm hug.
strange, it calms my heart.
although now I can not stem the sadness of anger and disappointment there, in his arms I sobbed.
I shed all my tears in her eyes, why this hug is like saying "cry until your heart is relieved"
"haahh hiks 😠hiks ðŸ˜"
kim yohan's..This man's figure never changed one bit.
he's still Kim Yohan who cares and cares for me..
then where's my man?
jeon Raki, yes he is my man who until now did not seek my existence and a valuable figure for me who is now lying helpless.
are we not valuable to him?
even yohan the male figure I rejected for the sake of the male named jeon raki was able to warm me up .
my disappointment is so great this time, I will never forget this bad day until now.
I hate anyone who ignores us right now..
am I wrong?
I guess not..
anyone who feels wasted will be hurt .
am I being selfish?
then what about those who leave my precious person on the side of the road with serious wounds such as indifference?
right now all I know is that Siwon and Yohan are by our side.
rubbing my back..
hugging my body tightly ..
who spoke soft words while giving me strength, and
who cares about me like my own family.
for now, I hate yourself jeon raki..!!
TB