
it's been a week of thunder ignoring me, I don't know what makes it that way, it's still a question in my mind.
he went back to being cold, even colder than I knew, some of my messages were not answered at all, my calls were not picked up.
I happened to be at the office today, so I had to ask her to talk.
on purpose I came early, and I knew the thunder was already in the room yes, after absence And tidied up the CS table I immediately rushed into the room, sure the thunder was already in the room huh
my tok knock on the door
"entrance "to tell him
"excuse me, sir" I said as I opened the door
" yes, why ki? " he asked, without looking at me
" sir if you have time I wait 12 at the caffe S" I asked while looking at him, which is cool with the laptop.
" i don't know ki, my work is still a lot, you know yes" he explained, he did not pay any attention to me who was still standing in front of him, my emotions began to run high I wanted to hit the table as hard as I could and say "what's my fault? " "why are you like this?" but it's impossible that I know my limits, my tears suddenly dripping I can't stand to see it like this.
"alright sir" I replied softly,
"ki.
I dare not turn back my tears are unstoppable......
regardless of the call, I immediately left the room,
"i can't work under these conditions" I murmured
I took the initiative to tidy up my makeup and hair to the toilet.
after making sure everything was okay, I rushed to the CS table where I was on duty, it turned out that there was already a k. dara there.
"morning" I said as I tried to keep smiling
" morning ki, kirain is late." he replied.
not long heard the ringing phone, it happened that ka. dara picked it up, I don't know who called him, but his eyes glanced at me...
"ki.. nih" kk. dara gave me the phone.
"who? " tanyaku...
"sir" he replied in a whisper
I picked up the phone Ka. Dara gave me
"yes sir.... What's wrong? " i asked while holding back tears, but it seems like these tears cannot be compromised
"you cry? " he asked...
" no sir "I'm obviously hiding my sadness
"at 12 am wait for me at caffe s" he asked
"good sir" I replied as I ended the conversation and immediately hung up
"why ki ? " ask k. dara wonder
" gapapa ka" I explained as I took off my arms and wiped my tears
" why? story aja... you were angry sir thunder? you make a mistake? " ask her
I just shook my head
"why ki. "ask ka dara a little pushy...
I wiped my tears, And smiling signifies Alright, it seems you don't want to ask too many questions, keep my feelings.
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12:00 hours
caffe s
I sat waiting for the thunder, 5 minutes later he came to my desk...
" have you waited long? " he asked while sitting in front of me because our seats were facing.
"no" I replied briefly
"what do you want to pesen? " he asked to see the table was still empty
"no sir "I replied, my tears always wanted to cry when he was in front of me, but this time I held him back
"Okk, he said.
"sir, I don't know what's wrong with me? suddenly my father changed, my father began to avoid me, all my messages did not reply, even though it was all the right of the father," accidentally out all the resentment in the heart, all the heart, these tears are unstoppable....
"ki." his voice whispered a little.
" you know every day I think if there is a speech or attitude that hurt you, the beginning is all right, all is well, we walk together and the father easily act cold as if nothing happened "cut me without giving him a chance to talk
"that's not what I mean by ki. "he tried to explain it but Teresa was so difficult, like there was something she couldn't talk about.
"what do you mean? " my lot, though,
"i'm dizzy again, more work, please understand me, "clearly, for me this is just a classic excuse..
" okay I'll understand that, and I won't bother you, thank you for bringing happiness to me when we're together, I'm going back to the mall, I have to charge" I explained, it hurts to hear so many reasons from him...
"ki wait dong" the door pulled my hand which stood up immediately
"sorry sir I have to be in charge" I immediately left him alone, it hurts so much when just sprouted the seed of love, but it withered..
I went back to the mall, and I continued my work,
I want to tell all my problems to ka. dara or dinda but it seems unnecessary, I choose to close my closeness to the thunder
after that incident, thunders were rarely seen in the office, there were no messages from him, but there was a little disturbing my mind, And I've seen him walk through my inn, he's also always telling me of a man whose features are like thunder,
I don't know if this is just my mind.I'll forget all the days with the thunder