
I realize my love only hides when the thunders leave, and when we meet love it comes back, but this pain?
after that meeting I returned my work shirt, thunder asked me to work professionally, I can not imagine every day I had to meet him, even a lot of interaction, my struggle for 3 years felt futile, I could not imagine, love is coming again and this pain is felt again.
the time showed at 16:00 all the employees rushed to go home, as well as me, this first day made me tired, not because of work but because my heart was worried.
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the door's open
"where are you going? " tanya thunder
" still to the old place "I answered while pretending to be busy tidying up my desk
"i'm taking ya? " take him.he's still standing in front of my desk.
"no sir, I can ride the bulge "push me, push me,
" i want to explain everything" he said a little forcefully
" well.." I replied, we headed to the car park saw some employees looking at me, it turns out the car is still a long time, the car where for the first time I walked with him
" get in, "thunder opens the car door for me
" makasi sir" I said as I entered the car, thunder running towards the right door
" we're going to eat first? the streets must be jammed" he asked
"no need sir, we just go home" I replied refusing his invitation
" but I'm hungry, you can't bear to see me starving in the car" she insisted
"sir... I'm tired, can we go straight home? " forcing
" no, I laper ki for a while we eat first, where the food is in the direction of really" obviously thunder still continues to force me
" well sir, but for a moment "I finally agreed to his invitation
" Ok, use the save belt." the ledek, yes,
cars are traveling at medium speed, it happens that the road is very dense, obviously all vehicles crowded jakarta in the hour Home office, had a few times our car stopped because it was jammed, obviously all vehicles crowded jakarta, the car stopped at a ready-to-eat place
" yuk go down "gut up
I immediately opened the car door and the road to the ready-to-eat place
" what do you want to eat? " tell thunder while showing the menu paper
" burger, sir "I answered
" burger again. "the lead smiled, remembering the beginning of our meeting, I chose the burger at that time.
when we were done, we sat down and waited for the food to come,
"i'm sorry before" said thunder opened the conversation
"i'm sorry, but I haven't forgotten my pain when you left" I replied...
" according to father? " many return
" please have the food", a waiter brought some of our ordered food
" it's all yes sir" he explained as he left the table
" what was the reason you disappeared?" much
" can I eat first, right? " he asked back while throwing a smile at me
" please" I replied, I also began to eat the available food
"you're angry again Funny yes." the ledek with a smile.
" the waves are stale. "I answered with a ketus, inexplicably seeing his attitude that was so friendly made me Forget his treatment first..
" if stale in angetin "ledekknya ,
" if stale to throw away "reply me, the atmosphere is a little tense, I have only spoken as necessary, without a smile or stale, while he tries to melt the atmosphere with the jokes he gives.
" sure to throw away "how....
" eating stale bullet tar "let me, because it's made clumsy by him
" all right." he said while enjoying the food he had ordered.
there was no serious talk at the time, he only occasionally joked to make me smile, but I tried to strengthen my heart to not be tempted by him again.
finished eating we continued the journey home, the streets were still very jammed. to get rid of saturation, thunder playing vidi aldiano song titled "kunanti candamu"
"ki. hopefully you don't have to work with me" he opened the conversation
" i tried sir" I replied briefly
"you're still very hurt, huh? " he asked, I don't understand the way he thought, the question should not come out of his mouth
" ohh yes, he said you want to explain, why did it disappear in the swallow of the earth ? " manywhat upset
" only later, the rich already want to arrive, from here you do not keep away? " he asked to make sure,
I didn't answer the question, just nodded.
before long the car stopped in front of my boarding fence, the journey tonight feels long, besides being jammed the atmosphere in the car does not mengasikan.
"the makasi was my anter" I said as I opened the car door
" okay. good night" he said with a smile.
my heart trembled again, seeing him I remembered his treatment of me first, but being by his side, that was what I wanted
I walked into my dorm room, after cleaning myself up I was in bed, I thought back to his smile, his attention, but in my heart there was rejection, I was reminded of everything he did to me
"god help me "cry me
I feel worried today.