Secluded Love

The other side of Zoya

"Mr Zoya has complications. After the accident, we found damage to his brain nerves. During her pregnancy which is quite heavy, after giving birth to Zoya's mother there are also abnormalities in her stomach. There was more cancer in his womb. All this time he was just taking painkillers."

The day after their romance, Zoya is rushed to the hospital due to her weakened condition.

Ditya did not expect at all, it would be the last for him.

His whole mind was mixed up, competing against each other tormenting Ditya.

"gold, after everything that happened I had a chance to think. I'm just helping you, accompanying you to prepare. One day, you will meet your true love. My heart's eyes are open, aware that we've only been given a chance to unite."

Over the past few months, Zoya has been following Ditya and his family's wishes for treatment and chemotherapy.

But it's just a process of prolonging his life, it doesn't mean healing.

"don't say much Zoya bullshit, you'll get well."

Ditya was very fond of hearing Zoya's words that increasingly cut his heart.

"i know, I'm very self-aware. I won't last long, then listen to me well ! Don't ever torture yourself, I don't need your loyalty when I'm gone. It would be useless, Dee couldn't possibly just have a father."

Zoya sat leaning back, holding Ditya's hand. He could not hold his eyes. Same with Ditya. Since then, he has only been able to bend over the grasp of their hands.

"i love you Zoya, I don't want anything else."

"don't be selfish mas, you must think of our son Damar !"

The discussion always happens between them. Zoya, who insists on convincing Ditya, is sometimes very frustrated because her husband does not want to obey.

This is not his fault, it is all God's and will come back to Him.

More and more days, Zoya's condition can not survive.

All families can only pray, hope for the good of God. Don't you take such a good Zoya, this is so unfair to her.

Zoya, who was always breastfed, extended a hand to those who did bad to her.

In her last seconds, Zoya asks Atikah's mother to accompany her.

His face grew pale, there was nothing he could do but talk.

"mom, I'm scared . .

Do I have enough supplies there later ?"

She said to her mother, she is not afraid to die. Only, Zoya is afraid of tormenting the grave. Zoya has always been doing worldly business.

If only he knew his life would not be long, maybe Zoya would bring him closer.

"may God forgive your sins, dear. I know you're a good man, I'll always pray for you."

Which mother is not sad, when her child is at the end of his breath. His heart is more broken than anyone else. Heavy, when the only treasure must also leave it.

"mom, Zoya wants to help people in need. Whoever, tell the hospital to take it as per the procedure."

His decision has Zoya thought mature. He wants to donate his organs if anyone needs them.

Even though Ditya refused very hard, Zoya still has the right to do it on her own will.

"iya Zoya, I'll tell you. Rest, you must be very tired. I'll accompany you."

The sobs of Atikah's mother grew louder, she was no longer able to contain it.

Wish this was just a dream, and it's over soon.

Autumn accompanied his departure.

Deep sorrow enveloped those who knew him.

Husband, child, mother, in-law, sister-in-law, grandmother, and friends who were left behind can now only remember him.

Single-minded,

A word that is easy to say, but hard to do.

They are still trying to give up his departure.

Goodbye Zoya, may you calm down by her side. His grave was laid, and all his sins forgiven.

We who are abandoned, love you very much.

"mami hope you will always be stoic and steadfast Dit ! It's all your destiny, God loves Zoya more."

Bu Aulia stroked the back of Ditya who was still faithful looking at the mound of land studded with colorful flowers.

The man returned to be his mother's son, he cried as hard as Aulia's mother's embrace.

If only Ditya hadn't wasted Zoya, maybe none of this would have happened.

God's fate was cruel to Ditya who did evil to his wife. It was always what he thought, blaming himself.

"don't do that, boy ! You have to learn to be sincere, pity Dee. He needs you so much."

Dee didn't come to the funeral at the time, she was too small to understand.

But that doesn't mean Dee doesn't feel, since Zoya breathed her last, Dee just kept crying. Anyone could not calm him down, the stricken Ditya was also reluctant to approach him.

Her cries stopped as Dee stroked Zoya's already lifeless cheeks.

His smile even managed to make the whole family cry.

"continue your life, it's Zoya Ditya's wish !"

Ms. Aulia left Ditya alone there, giving her time.

Either to calm down, or just look at the photo of Zoya leaning on the headstone.

"mas, I love you so much. No matter people think I'm crazy, hold on and give you a chance even if you've betrayed me. The household I lived in, finally completely separated because of death. It's more beautiful than a separation because of ego.

True, if love can be as deep as the ocean and as high as the sky.

For me, the happy one can spend the rest of my life with you."

Indeed, at the end of his life Zoya greatly admired Ditya. The only man who lives in Zoya's heart. Making Ditya more tormented, feeling unworthy to get it.

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"city . .

why haven't you slept ?"

Zara is very surprised to see Ditya who is sitting on the sofa with a blank look. The lights of the room were deliberately turned off, once again Ditya reminisces about his last time with Zoya.

The girl ventured to Ditya who was still silent. Zara nailed to look at Ditya, seeing her cheeks wet with tears.

"what's up ?"

ask Zara slowly.

"sit down !"

Ditya told Zara to sit next to him, her mind still empty not knowing what to do.

"Zoya was Damar's mother, he died when he was almost 2 years old.I once betrayed him, it's like a punishment I have to accept for the rest of my life."

Zara was stunned to hear Ditya's words, so all this time they fought together, passing the day without a wife and mother.

"why did you tell me, didn't you just say you didn't care about me."

he tried to melt the atmosphere so as not to be too tense.it worked, now Ditya looks to be staring at him.

"Dee wants you to be her mom, funny doesn't she ?"

Ditya smilingly said Dee's plea to Zara, but Zara knew she was trying to cover her wound.

"haha Dee Dee . Strange just weird him."

Zara also laughed, as if forced to do it to comfort Ditya.

"there's no harm in not trying ?"

ditya said very surprisingly, did Zara not hear wrong ? a Ditya said that to her who had just met.

Zahrani / Zara's

Note :

thanks for the input, but here the author wants to give a different point of view on Zoya's decision to maintain her household.

for a religiously observant wife, she does not want her household to be destroyed, even if the Husband who is running her, will do so again.

please take the positive side, no ivory does not crack. All relationships have their own processes.