Secluded Love

#105

The lamp light was like a glittering dot of light beautifully visible from above.

Juli looks at her in awe in an elevator whose glass displays the beauty of the city at night.

He stands side by side with the roomboy, delivering Juli to griya tawang Damar.

If you know it's going to be like this, Juli just went home from now on.

"I drove up here in July,

please just press the bell."

After the elevator doors open, the roomboy lets Juli out on her own. While he'll come back down.

"Thank you sir."

July hesitated to the front door of Damar's Penthouse.

- Should I press the bell, should I just go home ?

But Ms. Alin said my pay was in Damar-s hands

Ah Juli was so confused, kenpaa as difficult as this to meet Damar.

He always wanted to see that face.

Juli still likes Damar.

But he himself is still a gamang between liking or just admiring.

Czech ...

"Come in !"

The door opened just like that, Damar pulled out Juli's hand without coming out from behind the door.

"Congratulations on the engagement sir."

The first word that came out of July's mouth.

"July I can't carry on with this."

Damar is confused, is not that his will to establish a relationship with Sekar.

"Well what should I do ?

My own father who rejected me and easily father established a relationship with Sekar.

My age is still far below my father, does not mean that I feel playing."

Satisfied Juli has expressed her disturbing feelings.

Damar must know what his heart is.

Damar covers Juli's face with both hands. It was the face of July that she always missed.

"Be my lover Juls . ."

Pinta Damar is full of sincerity.

"I don't want to hurt Sekar and Kevin's feelings sir."

"We're going through this without them knowing, I'll explain everything to Sekar and Dad.

Then I tried to apologize to my sister."

Juli releases Damar's hand, walking towards the balcony glass door.

Why so hard to make a decision, July did not expect that his feelings were this complicated.

"If you had told me the truth then and there, it might have been lighter than it is now."

Juli is still strong stance, he wants Damar conscious so as not to selfishly attach importance to his feelings.

"Can you see me ?

I'm going crazy because you're the only one in my heart July.

Every night I always expect us to meet."

Damar walked over to her, he hugged Juli who was staring out from behind.

Juli gasped in shock at the attack arriving.

"please be mine . .

I need you.

Ever since we met I could see it, the strange feeling that was in your eyes."

Damar buried his face on July's shoulders.

Juli closed her eyes feeling an extreme sensation.

This was the first time he had ever made out with a man. Julipun turned to look at Damar.

"I just want to go through everything like running water.

Can I try it ?"

Hearing Juli's reply Damar's smile flashed for a moment.

"Thank you Juls, thank you."

Damar hugs his girl again, he is very happy with Juli's decision.

"I'm dating a lecturer, though,

backstreet again."

Juli chuckles at accepting new facts about her.

Can July think about the impact later.

Juli is an ordinary man who wants to love and be loved.

Since the beginning of July never gave any hope to Kevin.

Kevin was a very good friend to him.

"So, stay here tonight.

I know you don't live in that room anymore."

"Father spied on me ?"

Kevin couldn't possibly have told that to his brother, let alone Zara.

Yes, all this time Damar always had people watch July's movements.

She's worried something happened to her after Kevin's stabbing.

Damar knows who Rama is.

"To keep watch, I'm afraid Rama will come back."

Damar stroked Juli's head while smiling without his girlfriend knowing.

Damar pulls out Juli's hand and takes her to his private room.

"Bake first, I'll make some food.

You must not have had time because it was busy since the afternoon."

Damar stroked the tip of July's head and left it alone.

After the door closed, Juli jumped up in excitement.

He covered his face with both hands.

Shame mixed with joy at imagining her status as Damar's girlfriend.

"it's hot . ."

In the kitchen Damar ceaseless smile.

His hands were busy burning the large sized sausage with his mind flying over.

"Mayo ..."

He muttered, Damar pekikian himself remembered himself courting college children.

Not so long ago, Juli was out wearing Damar's oversize t-shirt.

He walked shyly to visit Damar at the dinner table.

"Beautiful . ."

Praise Damar for seeing July with his wet hair.

"can you cook ?"

Juli sits in the chair enjoying Damar's back.

"I'm just doing a simple thing Juls. There's no way you can beat a cook."

Damar handed him a plate containing sausages, french fries, eggs and toast.

"Late night snack, with more calor less carbs. Thank you boyfriend . ."

Juli was not at all awkward to call Damar that way.

"Remove, I've got a job for a while."

Before leaving Damar also gave Juli a glass of fresh orange.

The man went into the room with a cell phone that had been attached to his ear.

"Hello . .

Not sleeping yet ?"

Ask Damar after his call was picked up by someone.

"I'm just going to sleep, what's up ?"

A woman's voice across the phone.

"Me and her are in a relationship, please don't hate her. I really need Juli."

Damar's tone seemed to ask for approval but slightly reeked of coercion.

"As long as you are happy, you must strengthen each other. The road ahead how you already know that."

The woman has a distinctive voice that often accompanies Damar through a telephone connection.

"Do we commit a great sin, so that our happiness is bad for everyone."

Damar lowered his head while massaging the nape of his neck.

"Not at all, though,

it's just not the right time. Take responsibility for your decision."

Damar mangosteen mangosteen heard his commands and advice.

"Yes, good rest."

Damar ended the short but meaningful conversation.

He let out a rough breath releasing the tightness in his chest.

"Is there a problem ?"

Juli had finished eating, she stood at the doorstep looking at Damar's angry face.

"Nothing, come here !"

Juli stepped lightly toward the man who ruled her. Now Damar is sitting on the bed.

"Are you happy ?"

Asked Damar to raise his head to look at Juli, the girl standing in front of him.

"I am . ."

Juli moves to keep both hands on Damar's shoulders.

"I'm here, you can share your hardships with me sir."

"What if Kevin hates me ?

Mama's been so good since I fell, I let her down, Juls."

Juli hugged Damar's head, letting him drown his stomach.

Damar wrapped his hands around July's waist.

"Then I'm going to retreat, you can't hurt each other just because of my presence."

July's promise is full of confidence.

"Sleeping next to me Juls, I've had nightmares all along."

Pinta Damar in July. There is no harm if they only sleep in one bed. As long as Damar can keep his dignity as a real man.

"Father slept first, I just finished eating earlier."

Juli helps Damar lie down, prepares a pillow to support his head.

"Don't you dare think of leaving while I'm sleeping, or I'll reward you for our meeting tomorrow."

Juli just smiled, her hand just held Damar.

That is the real Damar.

Behind his charisma and cold figure, he harbors an original nature without anyone knowing.

Since having a sister, Damar has become very independent at his age.

Stepping into Late Middle School, he had already restricted himself from the surrounding world.

Damar, like his father, was prepared to lead the company.

It's just that he's not as smart as Ditya who has drawing skills.

Damar felt sorry for Kevin. He should be free to choose the way of life according to his wishes.

He forced his sister to become a doctor.

Tiara could have been the leader of MHospital. Still Kevin is more entitled, according to Ditya.

"So that's the reason you rejected me ? Can't bear to see Kevin heartbroken when he was depressed because of the demands of the Commissioner."

Juli sits at the bedside hearing stories about Damar's personal life.

"I'm so jealous of Kevin. He inherited father's blood, was good at painting. Unfortunately Kevin had to major in medicine."

Damar is still comfortable with a position leaning on the head of the bed.

"You are the same as the son of the commissioner. No one can dispute the truth. Maybe your father prepared the best thing for your future."

True what Juli said, Damar only needs to give understanding to his family.

"Sleep Juls, it's past midnight."

Juli said she asked Damar to shift to the middle so she could sleep in her place.

Juli strongly believes in Damar, he is sure that the man will not dare to be like that.

Still Juli puts a bolster pillow in the middle of them.

Damar held back a laugh at his behavior.