Sebenang Love Gus Pesantren
#eps 68
SELF-IMPROVE
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3 Weeks after the sad incident passed but the event is still too imprinted in the memory of everyone who saw it.
at this time even nyai umi locked herself in her room Aby kyai has tried hard to persuade the wife not to like this!
Aby Kyai is worried that later the wife will fall ill if it continues like this.
" umi don't look like this! this will affect the health of Umi! it's not like this!" persuade Aby kyai on umi nyai.
" Aby how can Umi not be sad! our children's lives are like this because of Umi! Sean Aby Sean rarely even speaks! she's fragile Aby she's fragile!" ummi cried in the arms of her husband.
" umi this isn't all Umi's fault! this is all Umi's destiny! Aby's sure Sean's gonna get through this!" aby tried to convince his wife
" but Aby, umi was afraid Sean would become quiet Aby! look at her Aby, she's so depressed she crushed Aby!" umi said.
" we're supposed to cool the Umi! not even sad like this!" obviously Aby.
" pardon umi, Aby! umi's wrong, umi shouldn't be like this!" umi said to aby
" already Umi, let's be the same as accompanying Sean! he needs us!" said Aby.
" yes Aby!"
" hmn "
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syifani is still locked in her room! yes, she has gone home but her heart still feels guilty and sad about her marriage with Gus Sean.
the flashback
after the departure of Dhea and her family everyone was crying and sad as well as the shifani who is currently in the arms of her mother.
from a distance he saw Gus Sean who was still sitting on his foot.
he could see how lost Gus Sean was when Dhea left a few months ago!
how devastated Gus Sean was when he found out the girl he loved was in a plane crash!
how fragile is Gus Sean so stop smiling!
and Syifani was aware that all this time she had only forced her will!
he realized that his love hurt a lot of people!
he realizes that his love is defeated by the magnitude of Dhea's love for Gus Sean!
and she also realized that her heart and feelings could not be forced where she would be anchored!
slowly but surely Syifani got up and approached Gus Sean who is currently still silent expression Tampa! even the tears had dried from his place.
slowly the syifani land approached and aligned his body like Gus Sean who was sitting in front of him.
" excuse Syifa Gus! it's Syifa's fault! had Syifa refused, this day would have never happened! sorry Gus!" syifa said, but there was no response from Gus Sean.
" Gus Sean can be angry with Syifa Gus but please answer Syifa Gus! Syifa sincerely Gus that Gus Sean does not want to continue this marriage! Syifa's sincere!" syifani said she shed her tears that never got an answer.
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on the other hand Gus Sean was silent not because he was angry! but he was silent because he felt guilty for the two girls he hurt! he could not lie to his feelings that he did not love Syifani!
but he also could not help but feel guilty for the girl who was currently in his presence!
" Gus Gus Sean replied Gus! Shifa promised to take all of this! don't be like this, Gus, don't!" syifani shed her tears.
" don't cry Syifa! it's not your fault! I should not have done all this! I shouldn't have hurt you! I was wrong!" said Gus Sean.
" now Syifa no longer wants to continue this marriage Gus! Syifa is aware a bond without love will never pay off, we will not be happy if we have to continue this!" syifani.
" it's okay Gus! we don't have to get married, do we? but is it okay if I can think of Gus Sean as my own brother?" tanya Syifani wiped her tears and smiled.
' how good is this girl! I'm sorry Syifa! I can't love you like you love me! I'm sure one day you'll get a man who can take care of your world and the hereafter!' gus Sean's mind while looking at the girl in front of him who is trying hard even though his heart is very fragile at this time.
" i've always thought of you as my own sister! that will never change until whenever Syifa!" gus Sean replied to a symphonic smile.
" thank you, Gus, thank you!" syifani said smiling. "then Syifa said goodbye first! assalamualaikum.."
" haalaikumussalam.."
syifani also went with his parents and lived Gus Sean with his parents.
flashback off
syifani continued to cry, even though her mouth said sincerely but she was also a human who could be fragile at any time.
days so long that it was 3 weeks after his wedding but he still locked himself in the room.
ummah and Abah have also persuaded trying to strengthen it.
" kid you have to be strong, baby! what you did was right! sometimes love does not have to have, ummah proud of you! it turns out that the children of the ummah are adults now! " said ummah while hugging Syfani.
" Syifa is okay ummah! Syifa is fine! Thank God Syifa dared to take this decision! otherwise Syifa will live in the shadow of Syifa's lifetime of regret!" syifani said trying hard in front of his ummah.
" Thank God.."
" yes ummah!!" syifani.
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Gus Sean was in his room while constantly miserably eliminating his obstruction of heart.
he had visited Dhea's house repeatedly but the girl still did not want to see him.
there were a lot of things he wanted to explain but still Dhea didn't want to see him.
Gus Sean always prayed in his prayers, hoping for an opportunity to accompany his efforts.
" **I was wrong Dhea! i'm wrong! please forgive me for the last time! I have no intention of betraying our promise!
I'm sorry please accept me back! if you knew how devastated I was when you were reported missing that time! how devastated I was when I knew you couldn't be found!
and if you know the day you come back I always look forward to! but I regret that when you came back I gave a very painful surprise to you! forgive me!" said Gus Sean while staring at Dhea's picture in a picture frame**
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Dhea was still crying all day.
it hurts so sick! if only he could be turned around he wanted to go back in time and would not leave Gus Sean.
but what is the current power of the person he loves already owned by his own friends.
repeatedly Gus Sean came to his house to see him, but repeatedly he tried to ignore him.
it is not good, however, for a girl to talk to a married man.
no, he's not that bad.
" **maybe our destiny is only here, Gus! Dhea love Gus Sean! thank you Gus for all the time!
I'm sorry that Dhea always hurt Gus Sean! Dhea knows Gus, Gus Sean has no intention to betray our promise! Dhea knows Gus Sean is always waiting for Dhea!
but Dhea can't be selfish Gus! if Dhea was selfish, a lot of people would get hurt!
may Gus Sean's family be happy always!" said Dhea while hugging tightly Gus Sean's cloak that was left at home when Gus Sean had to stay over**.
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