
FEEL LOST
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After Dhea's departure for 2 weeks during that time Gus Sean often daydreamed and rarely spoke.
even Gus Sean is rarely seen in these late mushalla.
Gus Sean only spent part of his time praying and contemplating what had happened to him at this time.
honestly Gus Sean himself was confused what really happened?
am I wrong? am I being selfish?
there are many more that stuck in his mind that until then is still filled with the name Dhea.
umi nyai who saw her child like that could only sigh and always try to advise her.
until one day Umi was tired of seeing the behavior of Gus Sean who increasingly rarely communicate in the environment ponpes and always locked himself .
" Sean Umi knows it's heavy, but you can't keep going like this! don't neglect your responsibilities, son!" clear soft umi
" Sean is okay Umi! Sean just needs time! everything is so complicated.. Sean himself was confused as to what was really going on!" clearly Gus Sean lowered his head not daring to look towards the nyai umi.
" boy if you feel lost then go after it! not all this is his fault, son! try to hear his explanation! don't be sorry later on! " reproof umi while stroking Gus Sean's head
" umi Sean knows Dhea isn't wrong! he's just trying to protect us as much as possible! but.." Gus Sean's speech was cut off by the sudden words of Umi
" but if later Dhea doesn't look at you anymore and you're sorry! put down your ego, son, really, you have been enslaved by Satan! remove all grievances in your heart! forget the problem look ahead and fix yourself!" obviously umi relaxed but all her words full of deep meaning
" since insyaallah umi.. Sean will try to be sincere! " said Gus Sean while kissing the back of his umi hand
" when do you want to take Dhea?" ask umi
" at least soon umi!"
" umi supports you son!"
" thank you umi!"
" hmrs"
....
after a short conversation with his mother Sean felt a little relieved and tried to re-mix with the community ponpes Al sincere again.
gus Sean is currently teaching Sharaf to replace the role of Ustadz Yusuf.
after the subjects ended Sean was approached by Syifani.
"assalamualaikum Gus.."
" waalaikumussalam Syifa"
" Gus Sean how are you? Syifa long time no see Gus Sean!" syifani is very gentle
" i'm Syifa Gus not Dhea!" shifani lowered his head.
" astaghfirullah. I'm sorry my Syifa accidentally!" obviously Gus Sean
" it doesn't matter Gus!"
"so lost is Gus Sean? I'm Syifa Gus not Dhea!" inner Syifani is a little sad.
" Syifa if you'll excuse me! assalamualaikum" said Gus Sean and immediately went away.
" haalaikumussalam.."
....
currently in Jakarta Dhea is ready to go to London.
Dhea will continue her education there.
at this time Dhea was busy tidying up her hijab and when she was about to take the flower pin that was given Gus Sean Dhea again remembered Gus Sean as soon as Dhea shed her tears she missed the figure Gus Sean. while stroking the flower pin Dhea also said small.
" meet you again, Gus! Dhea tell me first! Dhea ain't strong to keep being here! may Gus Sean have a good woman and you're happy!" said Dhea while stroking the flower pin.
suddenly there was the cry of Mother Maya from the bottom floor.
" Dhea. hunt you'll miss your flight son!" ripple from the bottom floor.
" yes, mother! "
Dhea and her extended family arrived at Soekarno-Hatta international airport.
" dhea's mother says goodbye first! Dhea will continue her education in London! dad take good care of yourself! " cried Dhea crying as she pleased.
" yes, go! reach your dreams! mother supports you syg" exclaimed the mother immediately hugged the Princess tightly just their wayang.
" keep yourself well there! don't leave the prayer! I'll always pray for you son!" said the father while stroking Dhea's head
" dad mother! if someone asks where Dhea please don't tell Dhea where she is! Dhea please father mother! for now Dhea just wants to be alone! when it's time Dhea will definitely go home!" obviously Dhea pleaded with her parents.
" well dear mother and father will not give your information to others!" obviously mother
" thank you, mother"
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