SCANDAL MYSELF AND YOURSELF

Scandal - #36 Kalea Arka Raditya

I'm sitting in the balcony this time. Time has shown 8 o'clock more, and Bang Ardan is waking Ina up.

My feelings are currently in turmoil, there is a sense of disappointment that is tucked away since I know what the reason I was decided by Ina at that time, but after my conversation with Bang Ardan last night…

Flashback..

"Loe's not sleeping yet?"

Ask bang Ardan who saw me at the Balcony.

"Not Bang"

"Because I'm disappointed in Ina?"

"Yes"

"Gue needs to interfere, right? Because even though I knew a while ago, I know the story a little."

I'm speechless. Frankly I'm confused. Whether I need to hear an explanation from Bang Ardan or not. I was silent for a long time. Until Bang Ardan spoke again.

"If you don't want to catch a gapapa. That's loe's right. This is not my problem either. I only heard the reason. And I can study and I can if you want me to stay in the middle."

"OKAY. Loe can tell a bang."

"So this Ina has long been told by Rika, if Rika likes her upperclassmen. Even Rika actually once enrolled into the same High School as Elo. But unfortunately he is not accepted, and Ina who is a good friend of Rika does not want to lose the opportunity to be together again with her SD friends finally enroll in the same High School."

"Gue don't know the story, Rika is still looking for info about loe to Ina what not. But when you will graduate, Rika finally knows that Ina's boyfriend is a guy who she has always liked and often tells Ina. Rika gets angry and says that Ina is a traitor. I know they're fighting, but I don't know if Ina's gonna make any decisions for Rika. Not to be told to be a traitor or a traitor. He just wants to get better with his best friend even though he has to grieve losing his girlfriend. Loe knew it would take 6.5 years for Ina, so she could get new people. And that's his girlfriend now. Even he is still vacillating because of the feeling of guilt is not honest with you. He didn't mean to be a Trophy loe. All he knew was that as long as his friend was happy, you were happy enough that time. But baby, after going home, Rika has never contacted Ina. And forget Ina as his best friend. Ina used to go to Rika's house, but her house people said Rika was never home. Though a few times I and Ina see, he was at home, but he never wanted to see Ina at all. It's like that's the story. I know you're disappointed, but I hope you know that I don't consider Loe Trophy. And I as a brother apologized, cheated and did not educate my sister well. I went in first, I was tired and tired. Loe don't stay out for long. Sick later.

After hearing what had been said to Bang Ardan was still pondering outside trying to understand the situation back then.

Off Flashback..

I thought many times about understanding Ina's feelings at that time, and almost managed to understand, although still the ego feels like an object that is easily thrown at others because others like it. But I've got a fear of being branded bad by her best friend from being little to the scourge of Ina back then.

These thoughts attract each other in the head, so it feels dizzy.

Is it time to forget my love for my disappointment, but make peace with all the disappointment of forgiving Ina?

This is the answer I wanted for 7 years. So after knowing if I should still need to bring disappointment to my entire life?

The door opens in the back. That's Bang Ardan.

"Sorry, my old sister. He just woke up. Loe done packing?"

"Udah bang, just take it."

"Yes already daft my loe bag bawain rose. Keep the stuff I bring down, and the stuff Ina let me bring down all the boys."

"Yes bang."

"Hufts"

I heard the breath of Bang Ardan. I know enough, my problem and Ina's got enough of her dizzy too. She looks bad with me, but she knows her sister is not who I think she is, but she appreciates my disappointment as well.

"The usual thing is Radit. This problem is purely a matter of Radit and Ina. Let us finish with adults. We're big enough to handle our feelings."

"This is a complicated matter for our vacation."

"But finally what Radit wants to know, finally answered, and Ina may be relieved to have said the reason.  It may be the way, and however, the reason for the break up that is not based on clarity at first, will eventually bring its own disappointment sooner or later. My brother is calm. Radit's pretty mature."

"Once again I apologize for what my sister did."

"It's ok Bang. Radit knows brother's position."

 

We stayed, bang Radit did a double check on the things that might be left behind, while I was engrossed in the view of the beach and tried to calm my emotions.

10 Minutes, Bang Ardan is downstairs with Ina. Ina looked grim, and her eyes were slightly swollen. Even though I know, he's been trying to make it invisible.

After being downstairs, Ardan immediately took care of checking out his room. If anyone is missing, they can be taken to my room. While I hand over the key with Ina.

"Thank you, Radit."

"Either. Later if anyone misses will bring brother to the office tomorrow."

"Yes. Thank you." Thank you."

"Yuk. Breakfast is first."

We had breakfast for a while before leaving, as we were still able to catch up on hotel breakfast time. After that we went to Pandawa Beach and maybe some other spots before heading to the beach club that is currently in trend.

Many photos that we capture, both views of photos together. Although stiff I tried to as soon as possible face Ina. Not to disturb our holiday.

We arrived at the beach club. It's past lunch. So we are here to eat lunch and enjoy the sunset later.

It's expensive enough to be here. But we really enjoyed the view. I swim, and so does Brother Ardan. Ina also swims, in a two-piece swimsuit despite not being a bikini at all. But it's open enough for me to never see a scantily dressed Ina. My eyes could hardly turn away. But finally I chose to enjoy the view in the pool and look towards the vast sea.

"sister"

That's Ina's voice. He approached me. I looked over and extended my hand to get closer to me.

"What's wrong?"

He was silent and started looking towards the sea. We're silent. Maybe it's time to solve our problem. It's heavy for me and Ina.

"Sorry Ina. Ina never thought about her feelings. As Ina knew, Ina wanted to break her brother's heart, and make him turn away from Ina. And look at Rica."

"But it's not like that."

"Because Ina apologized, it was very childish first. Ina says, if Ina loves sister, love sister. But the proof is that Ina really hurt sister. Not with the reasons that Ina conveyed, but because it was precisely the real reason that made it even more painful. Ina didn't mean to make sister like a Trophy for us. Ina used to think only, let Ina who harbors pain, as long as Ina loved and loved get new love and coveted love."

"Do you still want me with Rika, Na?"

"Ina didn't know, Ina knew enough that it wasn't the realm for Ina to interfere. It's all up to brother. But Ina hopes that sister feels that Rika is the one who really deserves sister. Not for any other reason. And sister also loves Rika sincerely. Ina just wants to apologize for what Ina did."

"Lupain Na's. That's the past. Brother is disappointed, but should not you have been disappointed with the previous reason, it is not time for brother to still bring up the reason for our 7-year breakup. Brother will try to reconcile. But brother forgave you. Let's partner in the office as good friends, and support each other in work."

"Thank you brother."

"Either. Cheers?"

"Cheer"

We toast while looking at the sunset. 

The sun, drown

Bring the wounds of the past that light up

And tomorrow bring a new peace to my heart.

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Already forgiven guys. Adults huh?

But the name disappointed is not easy to disappear in an instant. Let Radit make peace in his way. And you enjoy the new conflict.

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Thank you to all who have wished for my health. I luuvv you all. 

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