SCANDAL MYSELF AND YOURSELF

Scandal - #35 Sintarina Dewi Safiti

I cried after Radit left me. What a regret I really regret. I was so bad, I didn't think our relationship was important that we had to give in to Rika. I didn't think about whether Radit liked Rika or not first. We were both wounded.

It's appropriate Brother Radit is angry, because what I did was very intolerable. But all this time I did not feel guilty, just thinking bad because it was not honest, but it should be the guilt that comes first for wasting it. That's why even Revaro felt the need to ask, what can I give him in marriage. He already felt the need to doubt me whether I could be sincere and survive a marriage. What if before the wedding there's a woman who cries and gives me a hand over Varo? Would I just give it away like I gave Brother Radit. I really don't know that what I did was so bad.

There was a hand that held my shoulder and grabbed me. I looked towards the owner of the body, and it turned out to be Brother Ardan.

"Why cry?"

"Why isn't she here?"

"Radit said he left you here alone because he was tired. But I don't see tired bodies in the look on his face so I assume you have a dispute. What's the matter exactly?"

"I told you why we broke up."

"Then?"

"Then Radit asked disappointedly if he was not worthy to be asked if he wanted to get in touch with Rika, if she was not valuable enough than Rika to keep."

"Then?"

"He left Ina, and Ina thought, how evil Ina was like Radit, but all this time Ina thought that Ina only wanted to be honest, it's not guilt for not appreciating our relationship and Radit's own feelings."

"So?"

"So Ina can only regret because Ina is really evil turned out to be Kak"

Brother Ardan just patted my back without speaking anything. Absolutely without saying anything. Then she sang, like when I was a child, when I cried because I fought with anyone including her. There are only waves, my sobs, and songs from Kak Ardan that accompany the cold of the night. 

A mistake I just found out about, and I can only regret. A mistake I can no longer afford. How stupid I used to be. While we were fine, I took it off because it wasn't nice with Rika, which made me lose not only a friend, but a good lover as well. No one has ever been able to say Radit is no good. He's always been good from the past. Be kind to me, to my family, to his friends. There will be no woman who does not like it, it is natural if Rika likes it, but Kak Radit is my boyfriend, why I let go when Kak Radit does not love Rika. The mind is spinning continuously. Until the time Kak Ardan took me to the room I was still thinking about it. I do not know until what time Kak Ardan is beside me, but when I woke up, there was no Kak Ardan and the time had shown at 8 am. 

Unlike yesterday morning, Ardan woke me up. This time he let me get up until noon. Maybe Brother Ardan knows, this is not the right time for us to vacation early in the morning.

Yesterday we agreed to go to a famous Beach Club together. It turned out that Kak Ardan had made a reservation in advance to get a place next to the pool. Actually, it was rejected said Ardan but he insisted with the guarantee that even though not reserved will get the place we want until finally we got the place we want. 

But is it possible that Radit brother will come along as we planned yesterday, or because of my confession, he feels no need to know me anymore. Aaarg was dizzy.

Tok tok tok tok

Tok tok tok tok

I think my bedroom door was knocked. So I went to the door and opened it a little. And it turns out that Brother Ardan.

"Just up?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Brandi used to keep breakfast. We'll play Pandawa Beach for a while before we go to the beach club."

"Much a gapapa. Our flight's at 10 pm WITA."

"That night Brother. Let's settle. You'll sleep on the same plane as the car."

"Yes. Radit's up?"

"It has. He's coming along. You will find time to apologize. Admit that you're wrong."

"Will he apologize?"

"It's none of your business, it's your duty to apologize for the hurt you inflicted on him."

"But.."

"If you want to apologize if you're forgiven means you don't realize your mistake and aren't sincerely sorry."

"Yes. I'll apologize."

"Yes already. You take a shower ready. While Packing, later Radit goods will be moved here"

"Lho's? This is Radit's room?"

"La. The room you're wearing, that's our room. That's why the twin messages."

"Ina think?"

"Not to think about. Anyway that's it. You settle all, later when you want to go out Radit same brother will be here to put the goods and help you bring the goods. Some of the stuff is already sister packing. So there's no clothes on the hanger."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Yes, my sister is back. Not finished packing either."

"He'em."

So this is actually Radit's room, he's not a cancel room but gave me his room. How foolish I was to waste a good man.

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Don't know it's been long yet. As you know, this is a conflict. The conflict begins here and will be continued with something later in their hometown.

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