
basically, humans are social creatures. They want to talk to other humans,
they need to be with other humans. All ways are done so that they can
having a relationship with another human being, one of which is to like,
having, or even being something similar. Human
preferring something that many people already love, humans want to be
one unit. Putting the same taste, everything needs to happen
the same thing.
Wh why? We all want to feel accepted.
With this concept, because man is a unity that
similarly, then there should be no defects in it. If there is a defect, no
disinclined we all rebuke the different defects, gossiping them, even
to get it out of the social community itself.
Generally, in a community there is a type of alpha human as a leader, which usually has the largest voice heard by
someone else. His voice was absolute, his voice was never wrong, everything was supportive
the voice, all of them are even willing to do whatever the voice is
command.
Last year, maybe this year, or from the beginning, I was trapped
in this homogeneous group. The group requesting each member must change
appearance, habits, adapt to the qualifications that the group wants.
I, as a person who needs a relationship as a place to live, of course
forced to change themselves anyway.
Even so, I still do this voluntarily.
Instead of having asthma and dying suddenly? Helping people anyway
other things are not harmful. Later, they will do the favor as well, too,
don't you? I'm investing in the future.
Even though I haven't felt it yet, anyway.
Up to the point I've gotten used to helping and not taking
I'm still confused about the return I've been waiting for. What matters, as long as it is today
I have a shelter, I will do anything, anytime, anywhere.
Nomad…? Maybe that's the right word for me now?
The incident about this homogeneous group is not about me or anything
ilk. When speaking of Saints, he was one of the victims of evil
what I did as a homogeneous group. Seeing him still focused on
his own world made me feel a little guilty. No. gabe. Not a little
any more. I feel guilty for all the things I didn't do for her.
Anyway, how else? It's all just a job, not at all
personal affairs.
At that moment, the Saint was just being himself, as he was
I'm watching this moment. Busy with his own affairs and world, nothing
to be confused, no one cares either. It's just, this homogeneous community
fond of doing work on the basis of humanity, to uphold
the morality they believe in. They are trying to tell the truth,
seeking to advise anyone who has made a mistake (without
rarely use violence).
In fact, I myself do not know what the limits of truth and error are
that is, other than something no thicker than a strand of hair, which
this alpha human created it himself. Vulnerable, very fragile, can be torn apart
and broken easily. However, because this is the order and decision of the
alpha man, no one commented at all, because
a faith that blinds the eyes of its followers.
Coupled with the ability of the alpha human named Gen in
talking charismatic, also get an injection of considerable funds, and,
his head became big (not literally) to be completely free
do whatever he wants.
Despite stealing or killing, perhaps his followers would think
it is a necessary evil towards the good on a more scale
large. All are justified, all close their eyes to acknowledge the truth
a real.
Including myself, too, because genes really affect everything
people.
His tongue was shrewd in motivating his subordinates, it could also lick someone
the older one than him. Genes always confirm a person's suspicions
worry, throw stones at the same enemy, help and encourage
the dream of his followers, do the justification of mistakes, to eliminate the feeling
afraid of anything. This alpha human being becomes a home, as well as teak
new self to his followers.
Everything stupefied, melted it made. Not wanting to try to be
his enemy, some school students also choose to be in his grasp.
Ready to be a food courier for her, ready to give her school records,
cleaning up every sweat sweat, massaging his tired muscles, becoming
a chair for her, became her foothold.
I was curious. What good grades in school are
teacher giving? Or is he a smart kid?
Actually, after hearing his high-level speech,
I think the school exam was just bullshit for him. But, is that
is there anything that could happen after everything he did? I
a little doubt.
But after that, I stopped thinking.
One of Gen's haughty behaviors as an alpha human ever
he did, happened about a year ago, to the Saints, when the girl
still sitting in 11th grade (and I'm not yet a grade 11 abal-abal student).
At that time, we were on a routine patrol while spreading wisdom.
Then, in the back field, Suci was sitting crouching staring at the grass and
the surrounding plants were full of ants, not forgetting to touch the ants with
the pen, as I see it now.
The saint focused only on the ant, as if doing
important research on insects is on top of his sketchbook.
Feeling that what Saints do is ineffective and efficient, even Genes
leaning against the wire barrier that limits the corridor and the field, to begin with
the talks. He looked at Saints meekly, with folded hands
on the chest, while laughing a little to make the atmosphere more relaxed.
“Do not do that to ants. You just bother them.
Trust me, what you did was wrong. Look out for worker ants
it's a little wrong and off the mark. Have you ever thought about paying attention to the
just ant queens? These ants are nothing but laborers for their queen,
right?” gene Advice on the Sacred.
“...” unfortunately, Suci did not respond with anything, not even pelehan
her head.
Shocked at the unexpected response, the gene jerks at the behavior
Holier. Though, he believes he has given the best advice to girls with
this jet black ponytail hair. There is no evil intent, except from self
Sacred himself whose heart had already become stone and refused to obtain
veracity.
Some of his followers looked at each other, both
being in the corridor behind Gen, as well as those in the field are
play basketball. Some were furious at the Saints, some wanted to beat him up, some were
wanted punishing.
“For what to be an outstanding student, champion in the school rankings and
race, if being a social creature alone is not skilled? Don't blame me
if you end up being a maid. You will not be
at the social top, can't be a winner, can't even be
being nothing,” continued Gen with a slight annoyed tone at the corner of his lips.
However, once again the Saints did not budge to retaliate, even for mere
listened words.
The Sacred World did not falter, its world was still peaceful in his mind
by oneself.
Twice did not respond, the entire Gen disciples practically felt indignant by the
Holier. He was disrespectful, let alone with the fact that Saints were younger siblings of the class
which should be more respectful. A wise upperclassman should
revered is not done well by the Saints. The lesson must also
get started as early as possible before things get worse.
Slowly but surely, the basketball players on the court were like they were
expand the playing area, even to cross the dividing line on the field.
They do it intentionally, like trying to make it
a planned accident. And it turns out to be true. When they pass the ball
to and fro, herding it inappropriately except soaring, wrong
that one ball must be caught by a player who is ready to sacrifice
to fly down to fall on Saints with power that is not
main.
The problem is not just the fact that the player has just dropped
self befalls the Holy. I saw it clearly, that player at once
elbowing the Holy, doing anything to commit violence under the pretext of
a made-up accident. As a result, the Holy as a life mat must be
fall down, his legs and hands blister bloody, his uniform dirty no
karuan, everything has become a mess already.
Seeing the deadly accident before his eyes, Gen shouted
showing his shock, he immediately went inside the field after laughing
little was satisfied from behind his face. No one wants to deny, no one wants to deny
wanting to refuse, it was us, even I laughed a little, laughed
a lot, laughing to the point of not being able to help the gene act as if
saving the Saints from the planned accident.
It was a very difficult start in my mind.
Although Gen gallantly protected the Saints, his smile could not
lying. They all enjoyed it, they all did the skit.
The next day, the next days, the next weeks,
in the months to come, attacks were made on the Saints
finally done openly. Especially with the fact that it is sacred
as a deaf person, everyone wants to party, not want to
lagging behind in bullying the Saints. There was so much gossip and
the news of the birds that circulate, I don't really know if Sacred
wearing real deafness or just rarely talk.
The collisions I know, they're different forms. It starts with screaming
hard next to his ears as if to crush the eardrum,
take his sketchbook or pen and throw it somewhere, sometimes to
who hooked his feet to Saints to make him fall down, he said,
hide her bags and belongings, flush with mop water, mop water,
spray water from the hose at the time of picket, give spicy chili powder in
for his food, for his sports-hour accidents, and
a wide variety of other behaviors over the course of a full year are addressed as
learning efforts so that Saints can be self-aware.
Even though I didn't do the attack directly, still
I feel guilty for knowing that bullying is going to happen, but
keep deciding to just be quiet not to defend and do nothing.
How else would you like? I don't want to get out of this homogeneous group,
not wanting to be alone is the only person who prohibits bullying
Saints to then become the babbling of the Genes. I've been working hard
gain trust so that it can be accepted as part of the community,
can have friends who trust each other, can to feel
protection to take care of yourself, so as not to get a panic attack
or shortness of breath that recurs again.
EVEN THOUGH the entire attack had actually happened, the girl with the black hair was a ponytail
this doesn't seem too piqued. Holy last year, or Holy
now I see that I'm playing with a spider, a human being
similar ones, who were still busy with their own affairs and world. Is
those attacks are just a joke? Just threats?
Good then.
At least, at some time the teacher will definitely act to prevent, the,
don't you?
But, if all those attacks really happened, I don't
seeing the marks is like a bruise or a scar of some kind when my eyes are not
deliberately scanned his entire body. Even so, I must admit
holy Immunity which from the beginning already mentioned that his heart was already
become stone.
Conducting experiments, I crouched down to observe the Saints who were still
focus on spiders. As it turned out, it was indeed similar as last year, Sacred was still
no flinch, still no matter what or who was in
surrounding. “Be careful. What if the spider is disturbed and bites
you?” ask me slowly, with no intention to attack him, except pure taste
just worry.
But, Saints remain just as Saints as I know them, no matter what,
not listening to anything unattractive in his ears.
Once again, instinctively, I paid attention again to body and stature
the Holy One has, as if he were analyzing something carefully and meticulously.
The face is smooth, brown skin is bright without any abnormalities such as
bruises or even marks of hardness, taper and small ears, there is feces
the fly that hid behind his left ear, the big shining eyes that
now focus on the spider and its sketchbook, as well as the pliable lashes
very beautiful, her lips thin, until straight hair tied a ponytail with
bangs over the eyes.
After that, my eyes dropped a little down, to look at my hands and feet
the slim and slim, not so noticeable chest stands out (though
I'm a little sorry why I noticed this), wearing a school uniform
white gray with a stamped skirt, to similar warrior shoes such as
pupils are mostly, but look as pure white as every week cleaned
routinely.
Sacred activities do?
Keep staring at the spider, touching its leaves and web with a pen,
then draw it in a sketchbook and write a writing I don't know
what the content is, it seems to be about his spider-related observations. Waitaminute!
As I stared further at the activity he was doing, there was
the peculiarity shown by the results of the images that the Saints did
Did Sacred deliberately draw this spider wrongly?
“I think these spider legs lead to a slight shape
mistakenly? The joints are at these points, right? Or maybe you're trying
drawing something? This spider has a tail?” I said unconsciously
commenting on the drawings that are on the sketch paper belonging to the Saints.
Hearing that, Sacred immediately turned her head quickly, looking at me with
it was like being shocked to realize the presence of a ghost beside him. Practical, though,
I gasped at the Sacred Movement, even I was shocked myself
made.
Did I say the wrong thing or mention it?
Does Saints remember that I'm one of the Genes who bothers him?
Before I could make a clear apology, Sacred expression
it made me squeak first, even though it was a happy expression with a smile
wide above his face. I have a bad feeling seeing a big smile
these. Like a big smile of mannequins in a dream?
“Any is indeed a tailed spider. Sacred confused. But it's like this. Noth
wrong, not intentionally. Here,” squealing Sacred cry catfish grabbed my hand,
interestingly, he moved a little, and looked at the spider from the side
different ones.
And it turns out to be true. It looks like a tail made of
one of his legs, which appeared unnaturally on the body of this spider. What
that happen? Are these spiders born with defects? Or this is
injuries after a fight?
His position is strange.
I looked at him, getting closer.
“Iya... weird, huh? You like drawing these spiders?” ask more
further, curious about what the Saints had actually been doing all this time.
“Holy pictures of many animals and insects!” call enthusiastic.
Suci also began to flip paper by paper from his sketchbook,
until finally the Saints show a dragonfly that has two tails
next to his wings broken, there are also beetles whose bodies are dented like bodies
the car that got hit, the ant with four bodies and seven legs, there's
crickets with three hind legs, five-legged goats drinking milk
from his mother, a large and long-nosed rabbit, a two-headed snake, a pig
scaly like a ruthless looking hedgehog ready to pounce, wolf with
antlers like that deer, crows are red, and there are many more
other animal peculiarities, or rather I call animal mutations?
In every leaf that the Saints showed with a happy face, I
can only withstand disgust, as well as a little admiration as well. Whole
this strange sighting I have never seen in the real world. Is this
all the injuries from animals that have been fighting? Defects brought from birth?
Or is there really a fantasy that the Holy put in the picture?
“You drew it all?” I asked while keeping my mouth shut trying not to
vomiting removes stomach contents. The thing is, the Sacred image is not just lines
sketching form. That's a realistic picture, with real colors.
It is no longer a picture, but rather a photo that is affixed to the paper.
“Hehe-hehe, hehehe. Aye! You like?”
“Not really..”
“Hehe-hehe, hehehe. It's strange! Weird, right? Hehe,” chuckle Holy heartbroken,
like finally managed to carry out his mission perfectly to judge
people. “You see more?” continue Sacred.
“...?” I looked surprised, also out of curiosity.
What does it mean to see more?
“Come home!” invite the Saints with an excited voice. He's direct
close the book, get up, but suddenly his foot slips and
his body fell right in front of me. Actually, not a serious thing, no
a dangerous thing. I can catch it easily.
“Buset lo sloppy terribly, dah! Fortunately I can hold,” my protest
while capturing Saints with my normal voice, destroying the character that I was
wake up from the beginning in front of Saints as a good student.
“Ehe, hehe? Hehe-hehe, hehehe. It's been. Let's go home!” chaste
next, continued to stand normally, even directly pulling my hand. But, uh,
just two steps he was about to run, his legs were tucked again. Lucky, lucky,
he did not fall because he managed to maintain his body balance. Without pause,
without another laugh, I was instantly pulled again violently going towards the front post.
Home where? Are we going to the Holy House?
I'm rattled. What this girl thinks brings a man who doesn't
known to him to go to his house? But are we really going to go
go back to his house?
Actually, I don't get dizzy. My friends are busy leaving me,
I had no choice but to spend some time either. Than to go home
home, this might be the best option.
Wait for…
What if it's actually a Sacred person who's evil and plans on doing
something weird about me?
I don't know. I don't feel that. I don't feel Holy is
stranger, I should feel panic when I see the driver of the motorcycle
online this morning. No worry, no panic. Just taste
confused, also a little curious. Our respective affairs are not
so important. Fate and fate do not cross each other, do not need each other
to each other.
We're just strangers, we're just schoolmates.
Even I doubt the Saints consider me a friend.
\~\~\~\~\~\~\~\~
No rain, no wind, the strange Saint suddenly said to Rajib?
People thought he was weird …
Welcome again, guys!
Are there not the same rich Saints? Who prefers his own world?
Don't care about the people, the important thing is to focus on us?
Sometimes people are tired
Sometimes being alone is better
Wkwkkwkwk I'm introverted
Btw …
See you next time;)
Wait every week for the new chapter, yes!