SAD MEMORIES

SECTION 14 SHOULD GIVE UP

Riana who was still in a state of crying and the rain was getting heavier. Riana remembered the memories of all with Rey. The buried memories come back. Riana's crying began to sob. She recalled eating with Rey in the hut where Riana and Kevin were now, remembering when Rey pretended to faint in front of Riana so that Riana panicked, remembering when Rey made Riana laugh, Remember when they made a picture of dolphins on the edge of the beach sand.

Rey is how you are with me. Memories I should have forgotten. Now remember everything Rey. Until when will you make me sad like this. You promised to come back. I've been waiting for you all these years in this place but you didn't come. I hope and pray that you come and see me. Do I have to give up on all this Rey, do I have to give up on your promise?. Is your promise just a figurative Rey's heart. At least send me the news where you are now. If you can't come, I'll go there, Rey. My days are fragile with our promises we made together. Said Riana inside who was still in a state of sobbing crying.

Kevin just stroked Riana's hair and leaned Riana's head against Kevin's shoulder.

You remember Rey when you said you never had to cry again because there was me who would take care of you always. Where is the evidence, Rey?. You even left me Rey. You also said if my tears flowed, you would wipe them away. Now I'm crying Rey and you're not there to wipe my tears instead you're the one who made me cry. Because of what Rey, because I realized, the longer you disappeared the more I realized that I was missing someone I loved dearly. Riana said inwardly unaware that she was with Kevin.

Suddenly a huge flash struck making Riana surprised. Riana looked to her side and realized that Kevin was with her.

"Sorry Vin. Suddenly I cried," Riana said as she stood up and started to come out from the hut that was still in the rain.

"Hey where you're going. It's still raining outside" said Kevin, who tried to prevent Riana.

Riana's tears mixed with the rain that fell on Riana's head to cover Riana's tears. Riana did not want to linger here because the longer the shelter in the hut the greater the memories of her with Rey came out. On the way that was still heavy rain and flashes that struck not far from the hut suddenly Kevin caught up with Riana. Kevin doesn't want Riana on the road. On the way Riana can only occasionally close her eyes to try not to see the environment around her so as not to add to her memories with Rey.

Kevin and Riana were just silent on the way. Kevin wants to open the conversation but Kevin breaks his intention because he knows Riana must need solitude first but under these circumstances, Kevin can't leave Riana alone. Kevin is afraid Riana is on the street. Kevin did not pay attention even though the swift rain that soaked his body and strong wind made his body shivering did not make Kevin give up to accompany Riana home despite accompanying Riana in a state of silence. She only looked at Riana who was still crying and saw Riana's blank stare on the street. Kevin had just seen Riana like this for the first time and was curious about what Riana was thinking. But he paled his curiosity and continued the journey to accompany Riana who headed home.

Rianna. What I have to do to not be sad. I can't see you like this, Riana. Rey if you look at Riana like this. What are you doing Rey. Said Kevin in his heart who from earlier noticed Riana walking.

Occasionally Kevin looked at Riana's face from the side, clearly visible Riana's eyes are still shedding tears. Kevin loudly gripped the handlebar of his bike because he felt annoyed with himself who could not do anything.

With a heavy rain atmosphere. The two of them just silently remained silent, while walking down the road.