
How could my husband prefer his patients to his own children. I can't wait to endure this disaster.
Jason tried to explain again.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to talk like that! "
We both stared at the angel who was still not awake.
In my heart I am tired of seeing Jason. I don't care if he's my husband, this heart is so broken to see his behavior.
"How can you talk like that? "
"that's look at your son! "
I left him and tried to find a place to rest.
"puuutt...! "
"tuuuuu!! "
My phone rang and I forgot there was a meeting with a client today.
"hallo? "
"hallo good morning ma'am deassy?, is this my brigita? Where do we have a meeting with Jenifer's mother today to discuss our project? "
"I'm sorry brigita can you please represent me? "
"mother why mom? "
"my son was in an accident and kmren was in a coma! "
"yes god? How's angel mom doing? "
"already sober, please represent me yes to the meeting with jenifer! "
"well mom, hope angel gets well soon"
"thank you brigita! "
I've been in the hospital for almost a day with Jason and I don't have a word to say to him.
Suddenly the doctor ran with the nurse towards the ugd angel room.
"prepare for a heart device? "
"ready doc! "
"heart device? "
"ready doc! "
I was getting confused to see the situation soon maybe I approached the doctor.
"dock? "
"dok?? "
"dokteeeer? ""
"WHY ANGEL? WHY DOC??? "
3 Hours later we were both waiting for Angel. Finally the doctor came out.
"dokk? "
"doctor how's angel? "
"mother calm down first yes, angel can still survive this critical period! "
"h my god! "
This heart is getting messy and unkempt. And the doctor advised me to refer to one of the hospitals in washington dc.
"Mrs. Deassy and Mr. jason I think angels should be referred to in one of the hospitals in washington! "
"look at the unpredictable and critical state of the angel like this! "
"Okay doc, please get everything ready! "
"most importantly now angel can heal! "
We both left the doctor's office and prepared everything. Jason started the conversation.
"I'm sorry des?!"
Jason always reads and indeed from yesterday he was until many contacted him.
"lift up!! "
"hallo? "
"stop! Dying son! "
"sorry dr.! "
"later I'll call you back! "
I fell silent and tried to be a good wife to Jason.
I can't be selfish my nature as a wife should take good care of this family and not the other way around.
I think I should give up. Jason was confused to see me.
"I think you need more over there let me take care of my boutique! "
Jason was confused and did not know what to say. Jason is one of the Vice Presidents at New York hospital I understand how hard he got this post.
"don't you think about tonight I will accompany Angel and finish your business first! "
Jason hugged me tightly and cried regretting his actions.
"i'm so sory! I'm sorry I can't be a good husband! "
"after leaving, I will hurry to take care of everything! "
Jason hurried away and I took care of my departure.
I also tried to think about the interests of angel from Jason.
"hallo stev, please be prepared for my departure and tonight's angel to washington dc! "
"well, madam! "
I rushed and prepared everything. Angel and I went to the hospital.
After checking things out, I brought my personal assistant to look after Angel.
I ran and hugged my personal assistant.
"stev.....! "
"greetings madam, I believe there is wisdom that God has given"
"Please take care of Angel and tell me how she is!"
"good. Madam! "
"i'll finish first, I'll be back! "
"mrs don't think, that's me going to take care of angel and inform the lady"
With a heavy heart I left angel, I have to take care of everything alone!
I'm alone, because I'm getting used to this!
I went straight to the doctor.
"come in, madame deassy! "
"well, doc, how's angel doing?"
"this............!?!?"
The doctor while explaining the state of angel and my heart was very broken hearing it.
"missy deassy? Madam is okay? "
I cried and kept tired.
"it's okay, doc, I can't bear to hear it! "
"Well madam, I forgot angel is at least 3 months still undergoing intense treatment!"
I can't stand it, this heart hurts so much, but I have to keep fighting it. I have to stay strong for Angel. And what disappointed me the most until I went to washington and Jason did not contact me at all.
I also went out to look for coffee for a moment and smoked this cigarette. Maybe this makes me calmer. I was in the smoking area that was being renovated.
Aaaaaaaajhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I cried as hard as I could without regard for others because I thought there was no one. Crossed this heart to plunge down. But, what about the angel I can leave him. Slowly but surely but these footsteps were trembling and the faster one wanted to plunge.
I also remembered the birth of the angel who so I waited for the presence.
There's no way I'm doing that really nasty heart of this if I do god why is this so heavy!!