
Was I wrong to envy Deassy who had everything. I don't even feel happy even though Deassy always tries to make me happy. Do I have the heart to take the deassy that should be mine?.
It doesn't feel like we're going to America in a month. I majored in Accounting because I knew deassy wouldn't be able to surpass me. Deassy is still confused and hesitant to major in what. And I hope deassy doesn't take on the same as me either.
"Stev, do I feel weird? "
"Hemmm... Why is it weird? "
"A month's left I'm still confused what major"
I'm trying to direct it.
"What do you like? "
"I? "
"Yeah..! "
"Main,Watch,Eat,Shoping!!"
"that's the point? "
"Whatis that? "
"Why don't you study fashion designer? "
Deassy seems to agree with my words.
"Oh yeah...I don't think deass! "
"She's right like that suits you"
Deassy hugged me back.
"Thank u stevani your my sister! "
We hugged and felt happy. Especially me because obviously he's not my class anymore.
Deassy's phone rang.
***1 Massage
Fuck you, Anywhy U look. so pretty know***.!!!!!
Deassy was confused as to who was texting like this.
"Whaaaat, who is? "
"Why deass? "
"Who dares to say I'm a pussy! "
Indeed, this woman is very innocent and does not understand the situation. I think I know that text message is Jason. Yes it was true last night Jason called me to ask for a deassy number. I gave him. I'm introspective even though Jason is my first love but I don't think I can pair with him.
"I think the guy who bickered with you yesterday! "
"You mean that ugly Jason? "
"Yes maybe! "
"See it if I meet you I'll tell you he said I'm a baffle!! you ugly guy!! "
Deassy seems to be interested in Jason. Let time answer. I'm leaving for America soon and I can definitely forget Jason.
***Week later....
Deassy and Jason have already picked each other up and started going public. I feel sorry for giving her number. I like Jason a lot but how I don't deserve Jason. And Jason couldn't have chosen me.
That morning......
I went to school as usual hoping that there was someone who could make me excited about this day. Jason and Deassy start dating and the whole school knows it. It makes my hatred deeper. But I can only hold it. God give me happiness now***.
Jason and Deassy walk together and call me.
"Stev?? "
I tried to turn around but I couldn't because it's the only way.
"Oh yes, deass! "
"Hey.my sisters"
Did he call me sister? Makes this heart hurt even more.
"Let's get stev! "
As usual, deassy is ruling me.
"No deass, I've eaten"
"Today's Clasmeet for what you're classy! "
Again and again I can't refuse it.
"btw, Jason why do you call stev my sister?"
Jason pinched deassy's nose with his mesra in front of me. The more sick I see it.
"Because he gave you your number! "
"Really's? "
"Yaaaahh.. Just try asking?!"
"Allowed stev? "
I try to answer and keep smiling.
"I think so! "
Deassy hugged me and I felt strange about this situation.
"Thank u stev, you have given me happiness! "
"Same same! "
"Let's go to kantin?!"
"Yaaaahh, of course! "
I can't see it anymore. He said I give happiness? I think he stole my happiness. Just wait, I'll take Jason one day. How I got to be with Jason even though it hurts. It's possible that when we got back to America Jason could accept me because of my success. Just look at it later!!!!
The three of us sat at the cafeteria table. I was like a demon among them. They are happy and I hold this feeling.
"Stev's, huh,? "
"Yes deass! "
We ate the food.
"Jason promised me!"
"What promise? "
"Yes I told him that we're going to school in American High School later! "
"Then? "
Jason immediately caressed her in front of me.
"Yeah, obviously I'm coming with you and going to school there! How could I leave my little girl!! "
I also choked on the food I ate.
huuukkk...
What the fuck is not just deassy but jason is also coming along. Until when I hold him, my God. But I have to be strong and try to accept it. I'm gonna take Jason. Look at it later!!!!
"Lho stev are u okay? "
Jason patted me on the shoulder and gave me a drink.
"It's okay I'm fine! "
"Really's coat? "
"Yes I told mami n papi and they agreed! "
" Yeah good news!! "
God, please resolve my suffering. I don't want this situation but does mingkin jason know!!!