Ryuka And Four Secret Men
Chapter #12
Raka and Qwenzy jittery in his studio, the article, has been 2 weeks Ryuka as if ignoring their messages and video calls, no matter what the real reason. Therefore, Raka and Q who were working on a joint project for the new song Q band also did not experience development. Their minds continued to worry about Ryuka's state.
“Nih child must be nothing, alesan he is just busy again,” Q starts to get frustrated.
Raka's phone suddenly rang. It was precisely Q who jumped grabbing it.
“Ah Ken, nih catch,” Q throw Raka phone to the owner.
“Ryuka contact you?” ask Raka without further ado.
“Greetings first,” sounds annoyed Ken on the phone. “Unfortunately no, he chatted me mulu with busy reasons, even every time I want a video call,” he continued.
Ken and Gino are filming for their new film in Hong Kong.
“Kaa sure again there is nothing, you guys mending to the hospital check him,” reply Gino next to Ken. “Let's aja Kaa angry, wrong she suddenly strange,” continued Ken.
“We also thought that, yee already, we went to the hospital first,” replied Raka, who immediately decided his call without caring about Ken and Gino who sounded still chattering.
After taking 45 minutes, they had arrived at the hospital complete with a hat and scarf around their necks, fortunately, it is in the rainy season so their appearance is not too flashy and does not look strange.
Just as Q is about to ask the receptionist, Raka vaguely sees one of Ryuka's friends, who often accompanies her if Ryuka waits for one of them to pick up. “Excuse me, correct with doctor Gina?” asked Raka hesitated.
The owner of the name turned to the voice that called him, “You called me? There's something I can tire...” Not yet had time to Gina continue her sentence, “mari come with me,” Gina then step ahead of them.
Gina who is Ryuka's best friend certainly knows, even just by looking and paying attention to the characteristics of Raka and Q, no matter how they hide it, they will still stand out with their athletic posture.
After Gina looks to the left right and finds no one, “Ryuka will be angry because I told you, but as a doctor I hope, you guys can help me advise Ryuka not to over-fors his energy, and tell her, everything that happened was not Ryuka's fault,” explained Gina at length.
Seeing Raka and Q staring at her in surprise, Gina tells Ryuka that in fact, Ryuka is suspected of experiencing signs of PTSD or post-traumatic stress disorder, anxiety disorders that arise after a person experiences or witnesses unpleasant events.
“You must know her twin sister, Riuki and what she experienced,” Raka and Q nodded.
“It seems, Ryuka was traumatized by the incident, watching her twin brother repeatedly suicide attempts made her experience excessive anxiety after seeing another similar incident,” Gina then set her breath.
Precisely 2 weeks ago, the patient Ryuka handled began to look to experience mental disorders due to his illness, the loss of self-acceptance he was trying to wake up, making it difficult every day to change.
Ryuka kept trying to be by his side until ignoring everything else for herself, she missed sleeping and eating, unfortunately, exactly a week later, the patient committed suicide, jumped off the roof of the hospital building, and then, she said, ryuka's regret grew when she saw the patient's call before the incident, unfortunately at that time, she was undergoing surgery, and her condition was not possible to answer the phone.
“After the incident, Ryuka looks as usual though more silent, but exactly 3 days ago, Ryuka fainted from exhaustion to distract her mind and that was the fear of the doctor who examined her, PTSD, who had been,” Gina ends her explanation. Raka and Q couldn't get a word out, their tongues were like complaining, they were just heard to catch their breath.
“I will escort you to his treatment room, come,” Gina pulled one of the treatment doors, Raka and Q tried to restore their consciousness first.
“There are those who want to meet you, sorry, Kaa,” Gina then nodded towards the door indicating they can enter.
Q then approached Ryuka and brought her a hug, Ryuka kept smiling while gently stroking the back of Q, but Ryuka's eyes looked at Raka who was looking at her with a hard to interpret gaze. “Sorry,” Ryuka said to Raka without a sound. Seeing that, made Raka throw her face and let out a long sigh.
“Iya I was wrong, I'm sorry not to say,” Ryuka said staring at the phone Q who was talking to Gino and Ken through a video call.
Gino and Ken are upset about Ryuka. Ryuka just kept quiet and nodded in guilt. He had already guessed this would happen if his four best friends knew of his condition.
“Udah dong, I'm sorry, it's enough I didiemin with Raka, you guys don't get angry, I'm okay,” Ryuka defend herself.
Unfortunately, Ryuka's words only added to Raka's annoyance, “gue downwards,” Raka said on Q.
“Add to Raka's annoyance deck,” says Q scares Ryuka. Sure enough, until after the incident, Raka did not return to Ryuka's room to be treated until 9 pm.
Q must return to the office due to his agency's call, making Q reluctantly have to leave Ryuka and ask Raka to replace him. Raka enters Ryuka's room and finds the woman she likes looking asleep.
Raka grasped tightly one of Ryuka's free hands with an infusion hose then put it on her forehead and occasionally kissed it gently. Raka was really worried about Ryuka's current condition. Anger and excessive worry in him made him reluctant to speak.
“You're not angry with me?” Ryuka with a distinctive voice just woke up unconscious because of Raka's grip that was a little tight.
Raka was silent.
“Sorry,” Ryuka said again.
“Mending you another rich grumpy, than diemin me,” Ryuka continued.
Raka did not budge. He just looked straight at Ryuka. Typical Raka, he does choose to be silent if he is upset or angry.
“I'm wrong, I won't do it again, next time I talk about my feelings, I won't be sick anymore, I won't make you worry,” Ryuka started to hold back her tears spilled.
Raka then helps Ryuka to sit down and a second later pulls her hug, “you can get sick, you can make us worry, you can worry, you can not say your feelings if you feel you do not need to talk to other people, including you can cry,” Ryuka who was just sobbing, hearing Raka's words made her vent tightness in her chest, his crying voice echoed just like that.
Raka tightened her embrace, she continued to gently caress Ryuka's hair, and began to cast a spell.
“All is not your fault...”.
“You've worked hard...”
“You have done your best...”.
“All is not your fault Kaa..”.
This time Ryuka returned Raka's embrace was no less tight, maybe this was what she needed, the existence of someone who made her not feel alone, no need to go through everything herself. After tired of crying, Ryuka lay down and tried to sleep, until on the sidelines of her sleep, Ryuka still sounded occasionally sobbing.
