Rose Love Story's
Healing From Trauma
After paying Kim Tan bring all her groceries to the car.
"i forgot to buy something, you just go to the car first" said Rose and then went back to the minimarket.
after all, Kim Tan waits for Rose in the car, while playing his phone so it is not saturated.
a few minutes later
"a very long line" said Kim Tan looking at the minimarket.
a while later rose came out of the minimarket with a pouch in her hand.
brukk rose accidentally bumped into someone.
"doctor rose??" ask the man
"sorry who?" rose was confused.
"i'm a friend of Rian's" the man replied.
hearing Rian's name, Rose immediately recalled her past, where she recalled the incident of the building exploding with Rian inside.
rose asphyxiated.
"what's up doc? you all right?" said the man frantically seeing Rose's body tremble and shortness of breath.
"are you okay?"
rose did not answer because she had difficulty breathing.
Kim Tan, who saw Rose, hurriedly got out of the car and ran over to Rose.
by the time Rose almost fainted, Kim Tan immediately held onto rose.
"sorry, my wife is not feeling well, you excuse me" said Kim Tan holding rose to the car.
"well sir, sorry doc, I don't know, I hope you get well soon" said the man, feeling guilty.
rose just nodded.
once inside the car Rose hurriedly opened her bag and searched for her sedative.The moment rose opened the medicine, Kim Tan hurriedly grabbed the medicine and threw it out.
"Kim Tan, what's wrong with you?" scream rose.
rose was still breathless.
"aaakuuu really doesn't have much trouble breathing right now, why do you have so much heart?" said rose terbat.
rose was crying
Kim Tan then took the pouch in the back seat.
Kim Tan took out the nebulizer and gave it to Rose.
"wear this, don't cry, I'm sorry" Kim Tan said.
because of the annoyance rose brushed off the tool.
"want to take this or some artificial breath from me?" threaten Kim Tan.
out of fear, Rose took the tool back and used it.
rose sucked on the nebulizer until she felt calm.
rose cried constantly.he again felt guilty for what happened to Rian.
Kim Tan hugged Rose and tried to calm her down.
"it's not your fault, you have to try to forget the incident" said Kim Tan stroked rose's head.
"pardon me, I threw away the drug because you don't want to be dependent on it, it's not good for your kidneys" he continued.
rose kept crying in Kim Tan's arms until she fell asleep tired of crying.
Kim Tan then improved rose's sleeping position. Kim Tan stroked his wife's hair.
*travel*skip
after laying down Rose's body, Kim Tan pulled out a blanket for rose.
at the moment of wanting to exit the room, Rose pulled Kim Tan's hand and held it tightly.
Kim Tan who saw rose feeling pity, she then climbed onto the bed and hugged rose.
At 9:00
rose woke up and feeling that something was heavy on her stomach, she turned around and found Kim Tan hugging her.
"ihhhh basic pervert" shouted Rose pushing Kim Tan away from her body.
"what the hell is rose, screaming? noisy know, I'm sleepy, tired" asked Kim Tan half-asleep.
"somehow what are you doing hugging me? really mode" pissed rose.
"you are my wife, more than a hug and nothing.I can do it whenever I want" Kim Tan teased.
rose who heard it instantly shuddered.
"tau ah, I want to get out of order with the groceries" said Rose hurriedly left Kim Tan.
Kim Tan smiled after teasing rose.he continued his sleep.
In the kitchen rose cleaned up all her groceries earlier, not forgetting she also cooked for their dinner. After a long time wrestling in the kitchen, rose arranged the food on the table and immediately called out to Kim Tan.
by the time Rose opened the door to their room, she was surprised to see Kim Tan who was only using a towel with bare chest.
"if you want to shower or change the door clothes in the key dong" said Rose closed her eyes and immediately turned around.
"wearing in the key? this is our room together, and besides we are husband and wife, you are free to see anything from me" said Kim Tan again teasing rose.
"we are different from married couples in general, remember well we are only married on paper." said Rose.
"just look at everything can change"
"already ah, I'm lazy to argue, I wait at the dinner table" said Rose closing the door.
kim Tan chuckled at Rose's behavior.
"admiration" muttered Kim Tan
*Skip dinner.
after dinner, Kim Tan gives a box to Rose.
"what's this?" rose was confused.
"i also don't know, when you were in Jeju, someone sent this to your place, but since you didn't exist so I took it and kept it in the apartment. I wanted to give it but I always forgot, especially yesterday we were busy preparing for this wedding" explained Kim Tan.
rose sat down on the sofa and opened the box.
"A "CD? what's this CD?" mumbled rose.
rose then inserted the CD and played it. How shocked she saw the video Rian.
rose immediately experienced shortness of breath and her tears instantly dripped.
Kim Tan tries to calm rose down. she pulls her eighth rose.
"hi Rose? how are you doing? by the time this video reaches your hands I may no longer be by your side, I just want to express my gratitude to God for meeting me with a wingless angel like you, I really feel lucky to love and be loved by a woman as good as you are, behind this I was desperate because of the illness I was craving but after meeting you I felt the spirit of my life back. I really want to live longer even though I know this disease will actually kill me at any time.I sometimes cry if I remember my illness is getting worse and worse, the day is getting worse, that means I can't live long with you, but on the other hand I'm grateful, at least for the rest of my life I'm met with a woman as good and beautiful as you are, at least, I am so grateful to love and be loved by you. Sorry all this time I hid my illness.it's all because I don't want you to be sad, sorry also can't accompany you any longer. and one more message from me, after I leave, please fall in love again and live happily, it will make me happy. I hope the man who will accompany you in the next life is a man who is responsible and able to make you happy.
never grieve let alone cry over my passing. It will torture me. Happy is my angel. I love you so much.
goodbye and be happy."
rose's tears are getting broken knowing the fact that Rian has a deadly disease.
"already, you calm down well now, remember Rian's message, you should be happy, and you heard it yourself right? Rian saved you because he knew his life wouldn't be long and he saved you because that's all he could do for the rest of his life, he wanted me to stay alive and be happy, so now you have to make peace with your past, make a happy rian up there. Anyone who is in Rian's position, will definitely do the same, so you have to recover from your trauma" said Kim Tan stroking Rose's hair.
rose nodded and continued to hug Kim Tan.
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